Meeting Because of Grief

The Toxic Heart

" Let's do this for a second, Key. I think you're moving away at the moment. It makes me feel sad. I want to hold you like this. Please don't let go. "

Julian could only say all of that in his heart. He's screwed up because of Keysha's change in attitude towards him. Julian was eager to say everything he felt, but all of it was defeated by his logic. He felt unworthy to be with Keysha because he was not a good and rich man.

" sister.. "

Keysha who could not stand the tightness in his chest tried to push Julian's body so that he could escape from Julian's embrace. He would not be able to last long if he continued to be in the warm embrace. He could cry and tell Julian everything in his heart.

" What are you doing tonight? Why are you Key? "

Ana hears a rowdy noise outside so she checks what happened. But what he saw was Keysha in Julian's arms. When she heard Ana's voice, Keysha immediately pushed Julian's body hard and Julian released himself easily. They were just as shocked as the presence of Ana near them.

" It's nothing mba. It's still too early, let's take a break. "

Keysha just said that and ran straight to his room. In the kitchen, Julian stared at Ana sharply. She wondered why Ana always showed up at the wrong time. Even the talk of him and Ana always coincides with the arrival of Keysha.

" Did this woman deliberately want to keep Keysha away from me? What do you want this woman? Why does he always interrupt my time with Keysha? "

Julian left Ana alone in the kitchen. And as soon as Julian walked into her room, Ana smirked in the kitchen. He did interfere with Julian and Keysha's show. He felt that Keysha had received so much attention from Julian all along.

Even Julian's special treatment of Keysha always made Ana jealous. He had never felt such attention from the other sex. He has always been the one to pay attention without being reciprocated.

" You have everything Key, at least share a little of what you have for me. I also need the love and attention you get. "

Ana returns to her room after seeing Keysha and Julian in their rooms.

In the room, Keysha was crying a sigh as she was about to tear down her defenses. He almost said he loved Julian. But the memory of Julian's words continued to annoy him to the point of holding himself back from saying that. When Keysha said his heart, he was afraid that Julian would accept him as a compromise.

" I won't beg for attention and affection from anyone. I can hold on by myself. I'm sure I'm capable. I just need more time to put it all back in place. I just realized I've been opening up to him too much all this time. So he quickly noticed my change of attitude."

Keysha had already made up his mind that he would return to his previous standing. Before meeting Julian or Vince. He no longer wants to be close to people who will make him disappointed and hurt.

Keysha moves away from Vince not because he likes Vince but that he fears the far-flung social status between himself and Vince. He had been quite humiliated all this time by many people. So he no longer wants to be demeaned. He better get back to his old self. Shut up without anyone realizing its existence.

Julian's in his room is as messy as Keysha's. He hit a pillow several times in his room to channel the emotions he was holding back.

Julian kept hitting the pillow until he was satisfied. After that, Julian drank the water he had provided next to his bed.

" An, why does she always show up when I'm with Keysha? Was my suspicion right all along? Why from the beginning I knew him until now that uncomfortable feeling always arises when I'm with him."

Julian began to suspect Ana's current attitude. Because she felt Ana could always ruin her and Keysha's time.

As soon as morning came, Keysha did not leave too early again. He felt his head slightly dizzy from the events of the past few days. So Keysha decided to leave as usual.

" My head is really dizzy at this time. I have to cook for them now. "

As soon as Keysha wanted to open the room door, she heard Ana's voice asking Julian what he wanted to eat this morning. Keysha immediately retreated and sat back on his bed. He was wrong to worry about people he shouldn't worry about.

" Key, you're sick right now. Why are you still thinking about them. You should care about yourself right now. Why do you think of others. "

Keysha sat on his bed for a long time and finally decided to get ready for college. Keysha left for college this time a little different. She put on a little thick makeup on her face because she had to cover her face that was pale from pain.

As soon as Keysha left the room, Julian was shocked because he thought Keysha had left for college in the morning again. But as soon as he saw, it turned out Keysha had just come out of the room and wanted to go to campus.

" Key, you're ready. Let's have breakfast together. This is Julian wants to eat soup for this morning. You want to eat soup too Key? "

" No mba. I'm hunting. Librated. I will only bring bread. Happy breakfast. "

Keysha's face was flat there was no expression there. It was just seen by Ana. He who usually always see the friendly face of Keysha, even sometimes he saw the sad look of Keysha. But now that he was faced with that expressionless flat face made himself anxious.

" Key, are you okay? "

" Hem I'm gone. "

Usually Keysha would always say hello to Julian. Never said goodbye but left. The little thing Julian always noticed from Keysha. Especially now that Keysha wears a slightly thicker makeup than usual. That makes Julian sure that Keysha has a problem right now.

" I'll wait for you until you talk to me about everything later Key. "