Meeting Because of Grief

This is the Best

Julian's embrace didn't make Keysha want to cancel his intention. He will do what he has planned. In this way, they will be the same as giving time to themselves to correct each other's mistakes.

" Key I'm sorry for the mistake I made. Please forgive me Key. I shouldn't have said something like that. I just feel really bad when I don't know anything about your problems. I also feel very useless when you choose to ask others for help to protect yourself, me and Ana at this time. I don't feel like that. "

Keysha slowly took off Julian's embrace and began to sit down again where he was before. Keysha's eyes did not look as warm as usual as Julian saw. Now Keysha's gaze looks ordinary like seeing a stranger according to Julian.

" Sit down first, brother. "

Julian followed Keysha's wishes. He also realized that he was guilty and it would be difficult to get an apology from Keysha back. Even he doubted that their relationship could return to what it used to be.

" I'm sorry to you because I subconsciously hurt your ego yesterday. I dominated our relationship. I thought there were a lot of things I should do without telling my sister everything. That's the thing I forgot. In this relationship, I can't do anything to my own liking. My nature like this has made our relationship chaotic and now brother is blaming himself. That doesn't need to be all, brother. I'm the wrong one here. I forget that every man wants his woman to depend on him. As for me, I always want to deal with all my problems alone and not bother the people around me. I even wanted to take over all the things regarding your safety without having discussed with brother before. "

" Key. please don't say that again. You're not wrong at all. "

Keysha took her breath and indeed had to solve everything at this moment. He had to let Julian develop himself first before they got together again.

" Listen, brother, it seems like everything that's happening right now is for the best. Brother always said he wanted to be solid first to be with me. Whereas if you continue with me, you will always compare your achievements with mine. So what was earlier I started, brother will always compare it with the achievements of brother.it will always be less for brother. Until the same thing happens again. We will fight again and brother will again feel brother's ego hurt to decide we end everything. So now I want to do this. Brother focus on what the purpose of brother, I will also focus on fixing myself so that if later we are a match and can be together again, there will be no same quarrel repeated. "

Keysha's very wise-sounding words were actually very hurtful to Julian. In other words, it was as if Keysha had closed his heart back because of the mistake he had made. Julian wants to think positively by assuming all of Keysha's words are the truth. But once he remembered the last word Keysha who said that if later they mate the same mistake is not repeated again. It was like hinting at their relationship going back again.

" I'm so sorry. I didn't think before I said that. I was emotional yesterday. Can't you give me another chance, Key? "

" Sister.our relationship will remain as good as ever. Only status is not the same anymore. I have also reduced my activities so that I can focus on learning and improving myself at this time. I want it later when it's time, I won't be as busy now and can focus on my dreams alone. "

Julian nodded his head. Inevitably, he must accept Keysha's decision. Because it's the best. He had to make a solid foundation before he wanted to take on all of Keysha's needs. So later she will no longer feel unworthy to be Keysha's lover if she is successful and sustainable.

Keysha saw that Julian understood what he was saying was relieved. This way they can focus on their respective goals first before deciding to be together again.

" What are you going to do Key? "

" A lot of brother. I want to learn a lot about smart people. If it's brother, what's the plan for sister? "

This conversation Julian felt like a farewell speech that Keysha had said to him before they parted for a long time.

" There are many desires for me as well. Right now I'm just raising funds to get started. You're asking this to me, aren't we gonna see Key again? "

Keysha chuckled because that wasn't his real purpose. He just wanted to make Julian comfortable with the current situation. Although their relationship ran aground, but their closeness will still keep Keysha.

" There's nothing like that, brother. I also have been working on my dreams. So let's focus on our future. "

Keysha said so to Julian as he patted Julian on the shoulder. Keysha wanted to go straight to David because he felt that their conversation was over.

" Where are you going? "

" I have business with David. So I'll talk to him first, brother. "

Keysha left Julian without listening to Julian's answer again. As for Julian, he looked at Keysha's departure towards David's current study.

" Can he make you comfortable and make you happy Key? Is he going to replace me now? If that man could replace me, I would be sincere about it. Because I know he has everything that makes you happy. "

Julian muttered alone there without knowing that Ana was listening to them from the beginning.

" You think too much Jul. I'm sure your position will not be easily replaced by anyone. Because Keysha is not a person who easily changes heart so. If I'm not mistaken, Keysha is talking about the people who are following us right now. Don't keep thinking too negatively. Try to learn from previous experience. As Keysha says, this is when you mature in understanding relationships. "