Meeting Because of Grief

Make an effort

Many times Ana took a breath and exhaled it so that she had extra patience to deal with this kind of Julian. As for Julian, he was busy thinking of ways that he could apologize to Keysha later.

" Na, what am I supposed to do right now? "

" Jul, to be honest. I don't know what you have to do to break Keysha's heart anymore. Because I'm not sure the trust Keysha had given you before that you can get back. "

" What do you mean Na? "

" Keysha, she was repeatedly let down by those closest to her and always met a bad guy and played with him all along. Do you think with what you did to him yesterday, he will be able to forgive you easily? Okay he forgave you. But are you sure he'll come back to you like before after what you did? Keysha's reply that immediately agreed to the farewell you said to her alone I can already conclude that she is very disappointed in you. Until he doesn't ask you anything more about why you wanted that farewell. "

Ana took another breath to speak to Julian. He needs extra patience at the moment.

" Jul, you said you felt unworthy and unworthy to be with him. You said you felt small when dealing with him. Have you forgotten that you are currently trying to establish yourself to be with him? So what's all the work you've been doing all this time when you feel unworthy to be with him? You want to support him in a variety of ways. Then did you forget that you were trying right now. Everything you do, it all takes Jul's process. You can't get rich right away and you can do a lot to protect Keysha. Keysha can be like now because he has gone through many processes before. Are you sure Keysha just coming to this place can do all this right away? I think you were too tired yesterday and too blinded by your ego. Until you forget everything. "

Julian only realized that he was also currently in the stage of strengthening himself with Keysha. He had already started his initial steps, but because he was not confident after knowing Keysha's association, he chose to give up just like that.

" Na, help me make up with Keysha again. "

" I can't do anything Jul. Only you can do it. You have to keep trying now. I can't help anything. Because I knew Keysha wouldn't like it when I got into your trouble. "

Julian nodded his head and he began to think of a way for Keysha to speak and forgive himself again. Julian did not dare to hope that he would get back into a relationship with Keysha again. He only hoped to be forgiven by Keysha at this time.

" Jul, before you persuade Keysha, you better think about all your mistakes and fix yourself first. Because I'm sure Keysha's love won't be easily lost from her heart. It's just that he needs time to forgive you and treat the disappointment in his heart."

Ana can only suggest that to Julian after that she goes back to her room to stay there. Julian was sitting at the dinner table to recall what Keysha had said before they were in a relationship. The more Julian remembered all of Keysha's words, the more he felt a sense of guilt in his heart. He now knows the reason why David said last night that he was a lucky guy because he could be with Keysha.

" Stupid.. I shouldn't have done all those things. I should have remembered how Keysha's weak side he showed me only. Not just looking at him from his strong side. Sorry Key, I was so stupid all along. My ego is too high when we are in a relationship. I will correct my nature before I convince you to come back. "

Keysha who was already on campus, he went straight to the lecturer room to talk about his resignation as a lecturer assistant. Keysha made this decision not without cause. He just wanted to relax more in his life. In addition to the absence of excessive demands from his parents, Keysha felt the money he had with investment was enough for him to make his dream come true.

" Good morning Keysha, what brings you this morning come to see me? "

Mr. Karl made this happen because he didn't feel there was anything he should talk about with Keysha. Because until now the cooperation project they have worked together has gone well.

" I want to talk about my job as a teaching assistant sir. "

" What's up? "

" I want to resign."

" What's the problem? "

" I want to focus on my college not anything else sir. I want to graduate with good grades and in a fast time. "

Keysha's reason this makes sense to mr. Karl. Because Keysha is usually always busy with his activities as an assistant lecturer. Not to mention when Keysha handled the work outside of that. Of course, his concentration will be divided by this.

" all right. I'm just sorry I lost an assistant like you. "

" I'm sorry sir. I just think this is the best. "

Mr. Karl finally accepted and asked Keysha to give a moment for himself to get a new assistant first.

As soon as Keysha came out of the lecturer's room, Vince was already waiting for him outside the room. Vince wants to know what Keysha's doing in there.

" Morning... "

" Oh Vince.. "

" Why did you come to the lecturer's room this morning? "

" I have business. "

Vince walks side by side with Keysha to their class. But he noticed something was different from Keysha at the moment. He seems to be hiding something at the moment. Even Keysha looks not good right now.

" You got a Key problem? "

" ha? No.. What's the problem? "

" You're hiding something right now with me Key. You don't look okay right now. What's bothering you? You can tell me. "

" I don't have any problems Vince. You think too much. I recently resigned as a teaching assistant because I wanted to speed up graduation. "

" What? When you graduate fast, you mean you'll be quick to return to your country? "

Keysha only responded with a smile.