Meeting Because of Grief
Pura pura Tak Peduli's
Keysha was all night busy with videos of Vanesa and Chales getting into bed that night. The same thing happened to Julian. He could not sleep but not because of work but because he was busy thinking of ways to apologize to Keysha.
In the morning, Keysha comes out of her room and finds Julian in the living room. The look in their eyes met just that, Keysha's eyes looked extremely cold and flat. Keysha did not show the usual smile or warm gaze to Julian. He was more like a person who ignored Julian at the moment.
" Key, can we talk? "
" Please. "
" Key, I want to apologize for yesterday. I'm mistaken. I shouldn't have said that. "
" It doesn't matter. That's everyone's thing. Don't wory. I'm not okay. "
Keysha left Julian after saying that. He did not want to extend his conversation with Julian, because he did not want to ruin his mood all day.
" He ignored me. "
Julian followed Keysha wherever Keysha went. But no conversation took place between them. Julian is afraid to start talking to Keysha again because he admits to his stupidity that ended their relationship without thinking with a cold head.
" Morning... "
" Morning Dav. "
" Morning Key"
" Morning mba Ana. "
They greet each other but realize that Julian and Keysha's relationship has not improved. Because Keysha looked so cold this morning. As soon as they finished breakfast together, David prepared to go to his company. But Keysha he was not allowed out of the house before it was safe.
" Key, you stay in this place. When things are getting better, you can get out of this place "
" I had to go to the campus to hand over the assignment and stay away as a teaching assistant. I think my busyness at this time, disrupted my concentration to be an assistant lecturer. So you don't have to worry about my safety. Because on campus there is Vince. "
Keysha's conversation with David takes place in the presence of Julian and Ana. But they did not dare to chim in on the chat because they were confused as to what to say. Ana still has a fear of foreign men and now David is around her. Although Ana's fear is not so visible anymore because the surrounding fi still exists Julian and Keysha. But the feeling made him a little awkward to speak.
While Julian who had not been cared about by Keysha, he chose to be quiet first because Keysha knew it needed time to be calmer at this time.
" I'll wait for the right time to talk about our relationship again Key. I'll try to understand you in the future."
Julian said in his heart and saw Keysha leave without saying goodbye to him and Ana. Keysha just left as if she did not care about Ana and herself in the house.
" You got a problem with Keysha? Why is he so different this morning? "
" It's none of your business. "
" Julian, we live in the same place three of us. I know you can't trust me after last time. However, if you and Keysha have any problems and stay quiet at this place, I don't think this is good. Your problem must be solved immediately. "
" I can't. "
" I said a split word to Keysha yesterday. "
Ana's eyes immediately glared at Julian. He didn't expect Julian to say anything like that to Keysha. Because from what Ana had noticed from Keysha, she was very poor in trust. So if she's disappointed, Keysha's gonna cut off all access for the guy to get close to her again.
" You're crazy. You're really crazy Julian. You made a very fatal mistake this way. You're really crazy. "
Ana's reaction like this makes Julian even more afraid that he will not be forgiven by Keysha later.
" I want to apologize to him Na. I'm afraid he's getting away from me. I was stupid for getting carried away with emotions so I told her that."
" You're a fool, Julian. You're ignorant. Now I don't know if you'll ever be able to reconnect with Keysha or not. Because you've made a fatal mistake like this to her. "
Julian was confused by what Ana said. He thought it was only natural for couples to fight. But Ana's reaction left her a little confused by what happened.
" Why are you such a confusion? You don't understand what I'm saying? Let's sit down first. I'll explain why I said you were so stupid. "
Finally Julian and Ana sit down at the dinner table again. Julian wants to find a solution so he can get back together with Keysha.
" Julian, do you remember how Keysha was so afraid of being in a relationship with you? The reason Keysha refused to be in a relationship with you do you remember that? "
Julian thinks of Ana's question and remembers how hard it was to convince Keysha that he would not be the same as the other men who hurt Keysha and only gave her false hope.
" You remember all that. Do you remember what prevented Keysha from connecting with you even though he knew you loved each other? "
" Hmm I remember. "
" Do you think that with such low trust, he will be able to forgive you easily? "
Julian again fell silent because of Ana's words. He was very afraid that he would not be able to be with Keysha again.
" Reply answer me Julian. Why did you say a split word to her yesterday? "
" I feel unworthy of him and I think I should have protected him instead of him protecting me and that too with other men. "
Ana takes a tissue on the table and immediately throws it at Julian.
" You.. is your ego hurt by that? Do you have any idea what's going on right now? Have you spoken well with him? Why did you even take such an action? Don't you remember yesterday she straightforwardly and proudly introduced you as her lover before another man? I she introduced him as her sister too. That's when you should have realized something. You should understand that Keysha values you as her partner and me as her closest person. He didn't want the man yesterday to put us both down. But why did you stupidly end your relationship? "
Julian lowered. Two people have said that what he did was because his ego was hurt. This made him even more insecure about apologizing to Keysha.
" What did Keysha say when you asked to end your relationship? "
Julian looked at Ana and said *Alright*Ana could only sigh tiredly at how stupid Julian was when it came to Keysha.
