Meeting Because of Grief

Don't Be Crazy

Shocked by the arrival of the woman he was waiting for, Julian did not realize that he was in big trouble because it had made Keysha angry with his behavior.

" What are you doing haaahh? Are you aware of what you're doing? "

The impact of Keysha made Julian realize what he was doing. He looked at Keysha who was currently staring at him sharply and saw the look of a tired face of the woman. But Keysha still looks sweet at the same time.

" i.. "

" Are you tired of living? if so, please get out of this place. Live in the streets and never see me again. Don't show your face in front of me. Because it would be very disturbing. "

" Sorry.. "

" You know, I just came here to make sure you're. I ignored the work I was doing to see you. And what I saw when I came. You're even doing stupid things like this. Isn't it enough that you made a mistake by coming here? still want to trouble others too? "

Julian realized he'd been a lot of trouble for Keysha. He even forgot that Keysha wasn't just looking after him. But have their own busyness too. And what right did he have to demand that Keysha come to see him immediately.

" I'm sorry I was wrong. "

Keysha took her breath and exhaled slowly. He did that 3 times to ease the emotions he had right now.

" Why do you want to be determined? "

Julian just shook his head. And it again made Keysha furious and wanted to be angry at Julian. But he can't do that at the moment. Because all of that will affect Julian's health.

" Reply answer me correctly. "

Keysha's tone was very low and it was very scary for Julian. He slowly raised his head again to face Keysha and wanted to explain everything.

" I'm actually.. "

Julian again stopped his words. He hesitates to talk to Keysha. And that leaves Keysha with extra patience for Julian.

" Continue"

" I was afraid of being abandoned and ignored again. I'm afraid to be alone"

Keysha raised next to his eyebrows hearing this. Why could Julian think that he was going to be with that man right now.

" That's it. You didn't come till late at night like this. So I thought you left me in this place alone. "

Keysha immediately patted his eel on hearing Julian's reply. He did not expect that Julian would make a determination just because he had forgotten the time to come to the hospital.

But after Keysha realized that Julian was currently in a state that was not good for his mental state, Keysha finally relaxed his neck muscles.

" I'm sorry I left you too long. But I was really busy. I have a lot to take care of from the morning. Don't repeat the crazy thing just now. I don't want to continue to feel guilty about it. I brought you here and helped you yesterday not to watch you kill yourself in this place. "

Julian feels guilty for Keysha. Because he had already realized that Keysha was very tired. And he's in this room throwing a tantrum because the old Keysha came.

" I'm sorry, you must be so tired. "

Julian smiled at all the questions Keysha asked. He asks all the questions at one time. And it looks like you want to finish the job quickly.

" Why again now? "

" You're very funny. You're constant and all you ask me at once. So which one should I answer first? "

Keysha realized that right now all of his words were too fast for the person who heard them. This is because Keysha is used to doing things quickly and like being chased by time. So he never wanted to spend a minute on things that were not so important to him.

" Hemm sorry.. You can answer any of my questions. "

" The doctor came and examined me. But no one said anything about the outcome to me. To eat, I have eaten. But dinner hasn't. Because I was feeling lonely. If the medicine, obviously already as you ordered the rice. "

Keysha just nodded his head when he heard that. He remembered asking Julian if he hadn't eaten anything in the morning. So he would come out again to buy bread for the stomach.

" You can eat by yourself, right? I want to ask your situation to the doctor first. And I will buy bread first to fill the stomach. "

" You haven't eaten yet? "

" Don't think of me. Just eat that first. I'm out for a second. My stuff, I left it here. Jadu there's no way I'll leave you"

Julian nodded in understanding. He's comfortable talking to Keysha. It's just that Keysha never wanted to tell her more. Keysha closed himself off and only spoke to him about what was important. But for Julian at the moment, that was already quite enough. Remembering him who never met anyone as good as Keysha before.

" He must be very tired at the moment. He skipped his meal just because of work. I don't know what he's doing right now. He seems to be very used to that much. Even Keysha looks unable to relax in his activities."

Julian was able to see all of that even though he only talked to Keysha a few times. But looking at Keysha's way of talking and his behavior. Julian can confirm that Keysha is never able to relax in his day.

" Am I going to be a burden to him later? He told me to stay here with him. Doesn't it matter to him? "

Rather than Julian continuing to think about it, he chose to follow what Keysha said. He had to eat and take his medicine again. After that he will wait for Keysha to arrive.

" Am I being too serious about my day? why do I feel like he said that? Is that really true? "

Keysha thought about his daily activities during this time and also thought about the words of Julian. But Keysha reminded himself. If he relaxes now, his future will be bleak. And all his plans will fail. So Keysha forgot what Julian said.

" Tok tok. "

" Excuse me.. "

" in.. "

" Good night doc. I'm the patient's guardian in room 207. I want to ask for the results of the examination of that patient. Because I happened to be absent from this morning because I was busy. "

" Wahhhh you happened to come. The plan is indeed I want to call you to talk about the current state of the patient. "

Keysha waited for his continuation impatiently. Because the doctor delayed his words by composing a computer in front of him . Looks like the doctor is looking to see the results of Julian's current examination.