Loving You In The Dark
Oh Diary's
Amira reaches her home and goes straight to Amanda's room, when she is accompanied by Arkan, without hesitation, she opens the Diary and reads it.
...***The first day of school, when we first performed the flag ceremony, I stood as the sun stared intently and dazzled my eyes, because of the blazing sun that morning, I also took shelter next to the man whose body was higher, I was right beside him, because I felt the sunlight would be dispelled by his shadow....
...I was next to her, and not one bit saw her face, but when I accidentally nudged her, I saw that face first, too, and for a moment I was lulled by the tall man in front of me, and I saw his name tag with the inscription, Reziq Dion Putra....
...Instantly my heart skipped a beat, as his eyes, looking towards me, without the slightest smile, his face was flat with no expression, but it made me curious about his sikaf....
...The second day of school, I was more curious about him, I bought this Diary because I felt admiration for him, I would write my feelings towards him, because I was sure, I was, I can't express this feeling to him....
...Days passed, but my eyes were always staring at the window beside me, and there I often saw him, he and his friends were always sitting on the bench outside the classroom, I always watched his movements, from that window I always loved him, after one week, I just knew his name....
... Dion, that name will always be in my heart, in every prayer of mine, and before my sleep, I always say your name, wishing I could dream about it....
Amira reads every verse in a paragraph, like a love story in a romance novel, she has not been provoked at all
...The sound of Azan Zuhur heard a melodious echoing, filled the entire school area and around him, me and my friends scattered towards the mosque in the school, which was, I also grew more cheerful when I saw who was mengumanda Azan,...
... It turned out that Dion, the aura of his merdunya not only in space, but also in my heart, even I was unable to resist the charm of his face, which was wet because of the water of ablution, I was more amazed at Dion....
... Dion was an idol in my school, a lot of girls were intending to approach him, but I think everything failed, including me, I could only look at you, from a distance hoping that someday, you will become my priest....
...Dion, everything about her is beautiful to me, I always hope to be with her and be her mic....
Amira closes the Diary, just like it was the beginning of Amanda's feelings for Dion.
He himself did not have time to read the thick book.
She flips through the next page and remains the same all about Dion, Amanda also writes a love emoticon that has her name and Dion in it, a picture of the heart in the arrow, and the, that hints at his love for Dion, but it all hasn't been able to prove Dion's involvement.
he found a sheet that attracted his heart, Amira read it again.
...Today I was unable to hold back my feelings towards her, for almost three years I had hidden this feeling, I kept waiting for Dion to reveal his heart to me, because I knew Dion liked me too, I accidentally saw him staring at me often, and then smiling, I knew Dion had the same feelings towards me, maybe he was embarrassed to say it, she said, I tried to force myself to express my feelings, but what I got, Dion did not welcome him and even hung him....
...Graduation time has arrived, but he is still acu towards me, while I still expect the feeling to be reciprocated but what power, the sikafnya getting colder and seem to dodge, indeed Dion has broken my heart, dashed my hope, I want to go and avoid him, just as he avoided me, I have decided to drop out of college in Medan and live there and today, I'm leaving, goodbye Dion, hopefully by staying away from you, I can forget you....
...The first day on the field, I was shocked by Dion's arrival this morning at my house, what made me fall apart was, he declared his love for me, but it was too late, because I've decided to leave....
...Days passed In Medan, many men I knew, but none like Dion in my heart, as far as my steps, as far as my gaze, was, I try to see why this feeling never stops expecting it....
...I've always written on Diary, this is every love speech I've spoken there's only Dion's name, irreplaceable until any time, this ink, this diary will bear witness, how I'm still waiting for you Dion....
...I will write this, all the expressions of love from the one I am waiting for, to the one I am openly stating, This Diary will be a proof of my love and my waiting, I'll give you a gift someday, one night, the first night I've become lawful to you, it's the ultimate proof of my love for you, I believe, if you were created just for me, I would want to be with you, sit staring at the twilight on the porch, and be with us through the old days, really Dion, you're all I ever wanted in this life, I love you Dion, I love you so much, it's true love, my lovely endless, I will tell to the word, I really love you, I really love you, love you so much, I just want you, and only you, to be my husband, someday....
As Amira closed the book, and threw it away, she cried and hugged Arkan beside her.
"I can't read it, not half, I haven't been able to prove anything, about Dion and Amanda, but I can't go on" she said sobbing.
Arkan tried to appease Amira, by rubbing her shoulders, "What is Amira really, did Dion betray you again" asked Arkan.
Amira just shook her head, "I don't know about Dion, which is clear, Amanda really wants Dion, Kan, and I think to this day, she still wants it, I don't believe it, I let women who loved my husband a long time ago, stay with us, even I often leave them both, right," she said still crying.
"Amira, you don't care about Amanda, you're looking for evidence about your husband, not Amanda."
" You open at the end of the book, when he's living with you, maybe there's evidence that reveals all this."
Amira nodded, he again grabbed the book that had been in his camp, and read on the last page.
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