Loving You In The Dark

Even though it is heavy, you still have to choose

Arkan hugged Dyah again, his mouth as if he could not tell the truth.

"Why are you quiet anyway? "

"You're not happy that I'm back?" asked Dyah who was astonished to see Arkan into confusion.

"No, baby "he answered nervously.

Arkan did not dare to be honest, he did not want Dyah emotion, then went for the second time of himself, he intended to explain it slowly.

"Mas I've met your mama, and she said she'll be back to speed up our marriage" she said happily.

"Wedding, do you want to accept all my shortcomings?" arkan fishing line.

"Of course, Mas, not if we have previously promised to accept shortcomings and will understand each other" Dyah.

Arkan just smiled, he still did not dare to reveal the truth, he also enjoyed his time with Dyah.

"We had lunch outside, yes, that's all you helped me shop, for our wedding preparations," he said.

And without daring to refuse Arkan accompanied Dyah all day.

There was still time to go back to the office, as the clock was still showing at three in the afternoon, by which time Amira and Dion had wanted to leave the room, but saw Arkan coming with a lethargic face, they decided to talk to Arkan first.

"How's Kan? you told Dyah the truth?" ask Amira.

Arkan shook his head, "No, I haven't dared yet," he replied flatly.

"When are you going to hide all this, right?" ask Amira.

"I don't know, I'm afraid Dyah will leave again, and I will never see her again. "

"I still have to think, can't decide directly." Arkanese.

"I'm just here to ask your opinion, how do you think Amira is ?" arkan asked Amira, and he looked at Amira in the face.

Amira bangtung, he tried to think for a moment, "If I were a girl, if I were Amanda, I wouldn't want to be in honey, and if my position was like Dyah, then I would like to be, I won't take someone else's property, no matter how much love I feel, but you might because I've felt betrayed, so I also feel like Amanda feels," Amira said softly.

Hearing his wife's statement, Dion seemed to recall his mistake, he hugged and kissed Amira at once.

"If I thought, however honest you were, you couldn't hide all this reality, it would be exposed." Dion's.

"Every decision must have consequences, and you must accept it, but believe me, if Dyah is your soul mate, then Dyah will come back to you, and Amanda she is your current wife, you have full responsibility for her, if you choose to be a polygamist, will you be able to be fair to both, right." Dion's.

"It's possible that you could split your time, but what about your heart, you'd be more inclined to one of them." Dion's.

For a moment Arkan was silent thinking of their opinions.

"It's true that you're Dion, if I were a polygamist, I wouldn't be able to be fair, to be honest I married Amanda because I felt sorry for her, and at that moment I was disappointed in Dyah, and Dyah, I married her because I did love her and wanted her, but I had to what now," she lamented harshly.

"Kan, I think you should convince your Mama first, because she's the one who wants you to remarry, the matter of Dyah let me explain everything to her, if he really loved you, then he would still be waiting for you Kan, besides you married Amanda not because you betrayed her, but you're trying to make someone happy who almost lost the chance to feel happy in his life, and you have to take care of your wife's feelings Kan, because this is all your choice, and Amanda never asked for and expected you before, but you came to her and offered her that wish, what would happen to her Kan, if you married Dyah, surely he will feel more pain, because he knows you love Dyah and not him" said Amira sadly.

Arkan again took a deep breath and blew it many times.

"And you don't feel sorry, do you ?and I don't think you have to regret all the good things you've done to others" Amira added.

Hearing this, Arkan became sad, "I regret that I should feel sorry, while I saw for myself he was always happy in my arms, and if she too would regret having given up her chastity as a wife to me, we went through the beautiful nights together before this, can I say I regret Amira." reply Arkan by looking into the eyes of his interlocutor.

Arkan's words stammered and his eyes turned red, Dion, sitting across from Arkan, now approached him and sat down beside Arkan.

"Then you know the answer Kan, Amanda is your wife, you're responsible for making her happy, and she doesn't have much time anyway, if you have to divide your time again to another heart, then it's the same, you're speeding her away" Dion said, patting Arkan on the shoulder.

Arkan hugged Dion, "You're right Dion, I have to choose which one should be in the main right, and my wife is the main one, although it's hard for me to let Dyah go back, but I also couldn't help hurting my wife, much less Amanda was a good wife, she always served me well, and without much complaining, and Dyah's problems, she said, I'm also sure if he's destined for me, no matter how far he'll go, he'll come back for me" Arkan said in Dion's arms.

"Truely, you must not make mistakes that will make you regret, like whatever your wife, she is your wife and God has predestined her for you, when God has chosen, he said, then it's best for you, me and Amira parted ways for five years, but I'm always sure, one day he'll come back to me, I'll keep waiting for him, because I'm sure he's only for me, and so are you, having good faith in Amanda, if you want Dyah, you can ask God in your every prayer, you just state what is hidden in your heart, and he will hear every member of your family, and so Amanda is not hurt, and so is Dyah, I feel for a feeling of love, it won't fade away, I'm sure Dyah will wait for you until you're completely alone, and when that comes, you'll really enjoy feeling happy without feeling guilty about anyone," dion.

"Yes Dion now I know, as to what decision I will take, thanks to your advice, you guys are indeed the best," Arkan was a little relieved.

"Experience is the best teacher, experience teaches me to be able to make decisions based on truth, not emotions or conscience, sometimes conscience also leads us to unfair disputes, because it will be more inclined to what we love more, while emotions, it is only a momentary feeling, but it can destroy us for life, ", Dion said.

"Now go back to your wife Kan, she must be waiting for you at home" Dion said, patting Arkan on the shoulder.

***

Amanda is waiting at home, she has dressed up beautifully, and followed the make up tutorial on youtube.

Amanda uses more conceler to cover the dark circles of her face, she also adds a blush to look fresh, all for the sake of the arrival of her husband who is soon home from work.

But after finishing applying his makeup, Amanda was sad, his face instead of looking more beautiful, but instead looked creepy.

She was crying in front of her dresser.

Amanda went back to removing her makeup, "Whenever I tried to cover it up, it was the same, I kept it this way, this disease left my face unbeamed, I always wanted to look beautiful in front of my husband" she told herself in tears.

Shortly afterwards, Amanda heard the sound of an Arkan car, and she walked with a leg to the door to open her husband's door.

The feeling that was originally happy to welcome the arrival of the husband, now turned moody after seeing his face in the mirror.

With uncertain feelings, between joy and sorrow she opened the door of the house for her husband.

The door opened, and Amanda saw a bunch of roses in Arkan's hand, and Arkan thrust the flower into Amanda.

"This flower bag is for me?" ask Amanda haru.

"Of course baby, this flower is for you, who else?" ask Arkan.

Amanda grabbed the flower and hugged it, but just then Amanda looked down, embarrassed to show her face.

Arkan held his chin up, "You why Amanda, you seem to be crying?" ask Arkan.

Amanda looked back down, "Don't look at my face Mas, I'm ashamed, I feel like I'm not beautiful anymore" she said sadly.

Arkan smiled as he raised Amanda's chin again, "There's no shame baby, because to me, you're the most beautiful woman in the world." said Arkan.

Hearing all the words of her husband, Amanda hugged Arkan, her feelings at that time mixed, happy, haru, and flattered, she again cried in the arms of Arkan.

"Thank you, my whole life I will never regret being your wife, you are too perfect for me Mas" she said, re-hugging Arkan, and this time getting tighter.

"I'll never regret, either, for choosing you as my wife" Arkan replied, they hugged Haru again.

*How can I make you cry again Amanda, you cry too much, let me wipe your tears, and I will try to make you no longer shed tears, inner Arkan.

Don't forget, yeah,

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