Loving You In The Dark

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Arkan went home because he got a call from Ms. Nita.

Arriving at home he went straight to his room, when Amanda lay increasingly weak.

"What happened Ma ?" ask Arkan.

"Amanda was vomiting blood again, son," replied Ms. Nita.

"Let's take Ma to the hospital" he told the in-laws.

"Amanda we're in the hospital now, huh?"

"No, I want to stay here, I die here, I want to" he said weakly.

"Amanda life and death someone has been determined, it's just that we need ihktiar, and Mas Arkan wants you to undergo chemotherapy so that your condition does not get worse, "

"You don't want Mas, Manda just wants Mas here accompany Amanda's last moments."

"Honey, Mas will always be by your side even though we are in the hospital, Mas will still sleep with you, just like we are at home, and if necessary, if necessary, Mas will also take the medicine you drink, let us feel it together, Arkan assured Amanda.

Amanda cried, the more she knew her husband, the greater her love and affection for Arkan, the greater her desire to heal.

"Would you like it, baby?" ask her again.

"Of Amanda, don't let Mas be a loser, Mas Arkan wants to give the best treatment for you, if necessary we go out and find the best treatment, so that if something happens to you, if something happens to you, Mas Arkan does not regret, because Mas Arkan has tried to give the best for you, the problem is the result, we leave it to the owner of life," he said in tears.

Actually Arkan was tired, in addition to not sleeping all night, a lot of burden that he had to think about, let alone no one who wanted to understand him.

Seeing her husband grieving, Amanda wiped Arkan's tears.

"Yes Mas, Amanda wants, whatever Nas does, Amanda is very sure, if Mas Arkan wants the best for Manda," he said.

Arkan smiled, at least one burden could be unraveled, he took Amanda to the hospital.

Dyah took his phone and pressed Dial's lead on Ratna's contact.

"Hallo dear," said Ratna.

"Hallo Ma, Ma why didn't Mama tell Ma that Mas Arkan was married?" he said with a vibra of sadness.

Ratna was a little surprised.

"Iiya dear but Mama pity to see Arkan, his work only takes care of his sickly wife, when Arkan can be happy then," he said.

"But Ma, now that Dyah's marriage is threatened to be annulled again Ma, Dyah is ashamed of Ma, Dyah can not bear Aib anymore" he said in tears.

"Who says cancel Dyah, your marriage must continue, and you cannot give up that way, remember Dyah, it is not you who took Arkan from Amanda, but Amanda is taking Arkan from you," he said firmly pumping Dyah.

Dyah could not answer Ratna's words, because he was still in shock, he was crying.

"Dad, baby, don't be sad anymore, let Mama manage everything, you have to be sure that you are the best for Arkan."

"This time you have to fight for your love Dyah, you can't give up and go again, later you regret Son," Ratna increasingly becomes a lure of Dyah's emotions.

The sound of Dyah's crying was still heard at the connection.

"Dyah you are patient, baby, Mama will always support you" he added.

"Yes Ma," Dyah answered briefly while disconnecting her phone.

That afternoon Amanda underwent chemotherapy, and Arkan was always with her holding her hand.

Before long he gets a call from his mother, Arkan takes off his hand to Amanda and slightly moves away.

"Ma Hallo,"

"Hallo Arkan, where are you? Mama wants you to go home Oma, because Ona has prepared some rituals for your wedding" he said on the phone.

Hearing the words of his mother Arkan rose apitam, understand that his soul and body are tired of problems that never end.

"Ma, mama just take care of Arkan's marriage, did you never think to visit Arkan's ailing wife Ma, Mama can see for herself the situation, currently Arkan is not possible to marry again Ma, Ma, try to dive into your heart to the deepest conscience, what a woman can hurt the feelings of other women, especially now that the wife of Arkan is suffering from Ma, she's battling a malignant cancer she's suffering from, Arkan is helpless, please don't make this choice any harder, if you don't believe me, you see for yourself Amanda Ma's situation."

"Would you have dared to talk like that to your Mama, since when did you become the son of the Arkan dissident ?" snapped it.

Arkan breathed his heavy breath.

"As for Mama, just arrange what might be best for Mama, if you don't want to see Amanda, let Arkan bring Amanda in front of Mama, Arkan want to see, I want to see, will you still force Arkan to remarry if you look at Amanda's current circumstances."

Arkan hung up on me.

"Wait for Arkan" Ratna wanted to continue the conversation, but the phone was closed by Arkan.

***

Amanda sleeps, so does Arkan, he sleeps next to his wife, tiredness makes them sleep all night.

The next morning, Amanda felt nauseous, and had a headache, maybe the drugs started to react.

Amanda combed her hair with her fingers, and like a dry leaf falling, the hair she touched fell out.

Amanda repeated it again, and more and more hair fell out on the pillow.

"No !!!" screams crying.

"Why is the reaction so fast?" ask yourself while crying.

Arkan comes out of the bathroom, shocked to hear Amanda's screams and cries.

"Why are you, baby?" tanyakanya.

"Please look at my hair, it's all falling out" he said, clutching the hair that was already scattered around his bed, and Amanda's head was almost bald.

"Dearly, if the drug reaction is gone, your hair can grow kagi really," said Arkan.

Amanda wept, and now she saw, her skin a little wrinkled and wrinkled, and she grew louder.

"Get me some glass, Mas" he asked.

"What's it for, baby?" ask Arkan gently.

"I want to see my face" she asked, crying.

"Your face is still beautiful baby, trust me the same Mas Arkan."

"No Mas, I want to see my face" he said, sobbing.

Because he could not bear it, Arkan took a mirror and gave it to Amanda.

With trembling hands he grabbed the mirror.

Amanda looked at her face in the mirror and instantly her cries broke again.

Amanda throws the mirror, seeing her face like a monster.

His skin became slightly black and dried up, with very firm dark circles, his eyes were sunken inward, his lips were extremely pale and chapped, with a head that was almost bald.

Amanda was crying, she was hit by the sight of her face like an Alien.

Arkan tried to hold her.

" You're calm, baby, the reaction is only temporary, and your face can look beautiful again" she said, hugging Amanda.

"No, I'll stay like this" and cry again.

While Ratna takes Dyah to the hospital, with the intention of persuading Arkan to perform a prenuptial ritual with Dyah.

Amanda was crying so much, she didn't even want to touch Arkan.

"Darling, you're patient, yes" persuaded Arkan.

Arkan tried to hug Amanda, but Arkan's hand was held by Amanda, after tired of crying, Amanda finally fainted again.

Arkan and Bu Nita are getting saddened to see Amanda, what else is Miss Nita, it seems she lost her balance.

"Ma, Mama why ?" ask Arkan to Miss Nita.

"Mama can't stand to see Amanda's condition like that, "she said while crying sobbing.

"Ma, you have to be strong for Amanda, who else can support her besides us" he said, hugging Bu Nita.

Ratna and Dyah get to Amanda's room, they see Arkan who is hugging Bu Nita, they look so sad.

"Arkan," call Ratna.

Arkan.

"Ma, is mom here?" ask Arkan.

"Yes mommy wants permission with Amanda to take you for a while, to do the pre-wedding ritual," said Ratna casually.

"Oh so Ma, please mama permission with Amanda, mama see for yourself the situation," said Arkan flat.

Ratna pulled Dyah's ladder to approach the lying Amanda.

And after being approached, and seeing Amanda's face, Dyah unconsciously shed her tears.

What about Ratna ?

Whether the marriage will continue.

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