Loving You In The Dark

Loving You In The Dark
Day Day Waiting day



Germany, first spring.


Amira opened her window curtain, this time she felt a different feeling, spring on the other side of the world, which she had never seen before, where flowers bloomed beautifully, she said, the stamen carried by the wind, by itself, towards the elect, like love, no matter how far it goes, it will meet its destiny.


The happiness in Amira's heart is like opening a new page, after giving birth to her two children a few months ago, this time she will start her college activities.


Like an animal that awakens after hibernation in the winter, Amira also seemed to rise from her slump.


Amira walked to the bus stop, the flowers began to bloom as if accompanying her new step, the world seemed new again to Amira, a very beautiful thing she could enjoy with her net now.


Never satisfied he thanked the favor of the power, because he was still given the grace to see the beauty of the universe.


The flowers, the moon, the stars, the blue sky that he had always longed for when his world was dark, not a ray of light, which was able to illuminate his life at that time, only the love he felt for someone new he knew, but it was as if his whole life had been given away.


That's how love is, you never even know its long name, or whatever the habit, but love can come and go, like the seasons are always changing, but true love will not be replaced, no matter how much time you spend without it, no matter how much you try, to bury memories with it, it will come in your dreams, when your soul is tired, because it stifles the longing for it.


Almost a year Amira was in the country of people, she only lived with Atun, became a mother, as well as a student at a university in Berlin, making Amira more independent.


Even his skill in painting can be relied on for his living expenses in Germany, although in fact both Amira's parents are very able to bear his life.


But not for him, making a living for himself and his two children, is his responsibility, not just painting, not painting, he also taught at primary and secondary school schools in Germany as a painting extracurricular teacher.


Germany is identical with its classical-style architecture, they are so appreciative of culture, and art, no wonder Germany is one of the countries that appreciate the arts, he said, the painters there could rely on the skills they had as a search eye.


Almost five years Dion lived his life without love, for him, life is waiting for the coming of true love, true love for the Divine and true love of a lover, already five years anyway, he said, Alice waited for Dion to open her heart, not once did Dion give her a chance.


What kind of woman can freeze your heart, Dion?, even though I have expressed love a million times, not once have you said it, do I have to give up, like there was no hope for me, Alice passed away from her love.


After becoming a bachelor of medical science, in a few months he will find a doctor's degree and profession, now Dion is undergoing professional education and he is active in several clinics.


Today, Dion is picketed in an emergency room in a hospital, Dion's figure is still charming, even many patients who like it, what else from the women, Dion is always friendly, he said, and he was gentle with his patients, but different from when he was no longer working, cold and stiff, he always showed, although many young doctors and nurses liked him, but none dared to approach him, he said, he does not want to speak outside of his professional capacity.


That afternoon, Dion was surprised by a female patient who wanted to give birth, not only his patient, but a man who accompanied him also made him shocked and happy.


Dion approached the patient who had just installed an infusion hose, he greeted them.


Dion patted the young man on the shoulder beside him.


"Hi Ilham" said Dion, smiling.


"Dion," said Ilham, he embraced Dion, as if there was no longer any grudge between them, for after getting out of prison two years ago, Ilham was able to show his family, Inspiration was to be a good person, especially now he married a woman of his heart.


True, Tyas has now become the wife of Ilham and more surprisingly Dion, it turns out this is their second child.


Dion could not talk to them for long, because in the ER room was the busiest room.


"Ham, we'll continue the conversation, yes, I have to go because there are new patients who arrive and need first aid" Dion.


"Ok Mr. Doctor" he smiled at his cousin.


Dion is happy, now Ilham is far changed, he is also happy Ilham and Tyas, they are still paired, although like any man tries to separate them, then love will meet its own destiny.


The same thing he hoped for, may his waiting, will not bear fruit in vain, the love is still intact, and does not fade in the least for someone who has made his wait for several years, he said, all events must have a silver lining, as Inspiration rises from its slump, it gains happiness, love and ideals.


Dion hoped that one day the Light would return to him, a bright but not dazzling Light, with his two little lanterns, a pair of twins, whom he cried out with longing.


The fifth autumn.


It has been five years more Amira was in the foreign country, although it was accustomed to living without family, but still he longed for the warmth of family on earth earth earth.


Amira has finished with her college, MBA degree, also she has got, now the twins even 5 years old.


Spring, the transition from summer to winter, where the leaves turn yellow and the gentle sweep of the wind instantly, threshing the foliage, making the way in filled with a bunch of dried leaves, the, a beautiful thing, because it is impossible to meet in the beloved homeland.


Gea and Geo are also grown, Amira intends to take them to enjoy the autumn breeze.


Walking between the gusts of wind, unceasing, the two boys chattering, sometimes they laugh, sometimes they cry, because the Geo, he is so nosy, he likes to do mischief, sometimes they cry, feeling a little tired, they sat on the park bench.


Many people who go back and forth there, lovers, or even a family consisting of father, mother, and child, they all walk to enjoy the calm atmosphere, atmosphere in the autumn.


A sight that made Geo surprised he asked.


"Mom, look at them, the three of them have a father, mother and child, why doesn't Geo have a father?" ask her innocently.


The question, suddenly made Amira shocked, he did not think his baby would ask the whereabouts of his father, Amira was touched to answer.


Not yet had time to think of the answer to Geo's question, Gea again chimed in with a statement.


"Geo, would love if we have a father, like in the movie, they have a father and mother, his mother cooks, while Dad plays running around and carrying his child, would be exclaimed Geo, Geo, in the same carrier Dad," said Gea plain.


"True Gea, why huh? we're the only ones who don't have a father, even in a cartoon they have a father" Geo said.


Babbles of innocence both of them were able to jolt Amira's heart, how to explain to them, the bigger, of course, they will be more demanding answers to the same questions.


As soon as Amira's tears, wetting her cheeks, she could no longer bear her grief, seeing the innocence of her two children who endured the longing to have a father.