Loving You In The Dark

I miss you but I hate you

Dion chased after Amira, "Wait for the Light, you're my wife, I'll take you and our children to live with me" Dion while pulling Amira's arms.

"Listen, Dion, whenever I can't forgive your betrayal, it's useless for us to be together, the wound bleeds when I remember everything you did to me, his only path is Dion's farewell."

"But the Light, if you keep remembering the error, then your soul will not rest easy, try to forget the Light, let us build our household from the beginning of the Light, for the sake of our children, forget your feelings of resentment Light, you may punish me, but not Gea and Geo laws, we grow them with Light," Dion solemnly said.

"No, Dion, not once, not forever, if you divorce me Dion, I'll give you two days a week to be with Gea and Geo, but if I don't take them away from here, and forever, you won't be able to see."

Dion was shocked, Light didn't give him the slightest chance.

"Don't force me to divorce you Light, remember I've been waiting for you for almost six years, and it's not a short time, ' he said, all that to prove my regret for my mistakes in the past, try to understand, understand me just a little, I never intend to sue you, let alone get married again, he said, at that time I was under pressure, on the one hand tyas parents pleaded while kneeling so that I covered the disgrace of his son by marrying him, one side more, one side, at that time Tyas was pregnant and I was afraid something happened to him, he also wanted to do a suicide attempt, believe me Light, I just love you, I love you, Why all my mistakes were a mistake because I was only twelve years old at that time, and I was not able to make decisions wisely in the various pressures that hit me," said Dion.

"It's Dion, you're right, we forget the past, we start with a new life, a life apart from you, please Dion, I want to be happy too, but not with you anymore, since that night, I've locked my heart, for you," Amira said in a slightly soft and soft voice.

"So you think I don't deserve your forgiveness from Light?"

"It's not inappropriate for Dion, but I can't accept you, let's just end this Dion, I'm tired of running away from all this. I want to face all, even if it hurts, it hurts, maybe our soul mate just got here." Amira

Dion took a deep breath, "Are you sure of all these decisions?" he asked me softly, tears were not able to hold.

"Very sure Dion," Amira looked into Dion's eyes.

"I.., I.., "Dion stopped his words for a moment, he could not speak, he cried, he did not expect the wait all this time, fruitless, but what would be said, he said, if people are not willing, then no one can force, and it should not be forced.

"I didn't expect the Light, it turns out I didn't know you, your heart was harder than a rock, you were so haughty, that you didn't even see my regret, and my long wait, if it is your opinion, I can not make you happy, then I..," his words stopped he seemed unable to say it, his tears began to flow more, his chest rumbled more and more, his breath was so heavy, Dion tried to regulate the breath, for a moment he calmed himself, so that his lips did not tremble again, many times he said the stuff, Astafirullahal Azim, and so on, O Allah may this decision not make me regret later, O Allah grant me fortitude and temperament in accepting your destiny, if indeed he is not my soul mate, eloquently speak my tongue, after weighing for a while Dion uttered Basmalah in zahar.

"Bismillah, I am talking about your current Light, with this, disconnected already husband-wife relationship between you and me Light, choose your own happiness, because you are free now, because you are free now, I am also now free to choose my own way of life," said Dion clearly, although his chest was rumbling, his tears stopped dripping.

Amira was shocked to hear Dion's words, I don't know what he felt, his heart was like pierced with the sharpest pain, stabbed the nikam right in his heart many times, the feeling can no longer be hidden, it can no longer be hidden, all was painful, this time it was Amira's turn who seemed unable to accept the reality, now he and Dion really have separated, Amira was crying shedding her emotions.

Dion just kept quiet while looking at Amira who was now crying in front of him, but he also could not do anything, all had happened, and now lived a destiny of god, God, that they are not fools.

Amira cries silently, feeling it can still be covered, Dion just sees it from a distance, and soon someone comes to pick up Amira.

Arkan got out of the car, he saw Amira himself, and in a corner a little far away was doctor Reziq, looking as if they had quarreled, for he saw, and, neither Amira nor the doctor seemed to be crying.

When she turned her head, and saw Arkan, Amira immediately hugged and cried in Arkan's arms.

Arkan did not speak, he just gently swept the back of Amira so that he calmed down.

Amira was still crying, her body was shaking without a sound, her breathing was roaring incoherently.

"We go home to Amira," he asked,

Amira let go of his arms and nodded, Arkan tried to embrace Amira's body so that she could move, walking every road they walked, until they reached the car, Arkan opened the door for Amira, he said, and in the car Amira again cried without a sound, she lay her body on Arkan's shoulders, all the way there was only a sobbing sound holding her cry.

Seeing that the Light was gone, Dion departed from that place, and he left.

There's nothing for Dion to regret, because you've proven to him that you didn't keep your promise to him, to keep waiting for him until he comes back, you have maintained what you have to give, but if all is not maintained, the one-on-one path is to let go, inner Dion

Dion cried again in his solitude, the long wait is now over, no more tears Dion, your path is still long, nothing is eternal in this world, every meeting must be parting, every meeting must be parting, and you will not be able to fight your own destiny, the night is not as long as it is dark, let time bring the full moon back, refract the light, said your light in the darkness.

A few days passed

"I felt hate but I missed it so much, days after the breakup, I felt like walking on thorns, everything I touched, it hurt, it hurt, it all started with pain and ended with more pain, I just doubt, can I go through time without you, after the second time I fell in love with you," Amira is still crying behind the curtains of her room, now she officially bears the status of a widow.

He still does not understand about this pain, not if separation is what he wants, why his love story does not end happily, Amira closed the curtain of his room he also threw his body down, and his love story did not end happily, hoping that dreams can turn back time, so that he can return to the most beautiful time in his life, in the time when he was in the arms of someone he loved.

Amira closed her eyes, clear circles flowing in the corner of her eyes, is there regret always comes too late, can the dream turn back time in order to repeat back, all the beautiful memories that are impossible to forget, it can't happen again.

Amira again cried softly, lamenting the pain of her own heartbreak.

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