Loving You In The Dark

Heart feeling

***When you refrain from taking something that is not yours, when you want it so badly, your silence will be a good thing to yourself.

Be patient Amanda, there is nothing in vain in this world, always confident that your prayers will be worshipped by the Almighty.

God will give us what we deserve, if you do good, then you will get the best, even though he was never once in your dreams, in your opinion, you will get the best, but he will be present in response to your prayer.

Sure enough, if it was created for you, like any human plan, then it will be back to meet its origins, with you.

Amanda, everything God gives is best for you, even if we never know, how the creator's scenario designs all the happiness, which will be present at the end of your time.

Although not as perfect as you want, not as necessary as you want, he will be present, as your friend and life partner.

Never stop hoping, fight as long as you can still fight, get what you want, chase all your beautiful dreams, you should be grateful because today, you can still breathe, you can still breathe, still can feel the warmth of the sun, because tomorrow, maybe, when you open your eyes, you are already in a different place.**(author Meylani putti princess)

Amanda gontai steps, walking every step of the way, walking in the hospital corridor, passing through the narrow alleys, staring at the sturdy slats that hold this building, he said, until one day he was at the end of a hallway.

Amanda sat in a triangle-shaped field, she stared at the sunflower which is now on her stairs, one by one she took off the petals, the flower, and at once the wind flew strands by strands from the crown sheet of the flower.

Amanda smelled the moist air around her, the breeze, able to calm her soul.

He scooped a handful of sand in his hand, and slowly he opened the palm of his ladder, so that the sand was blown by the wind that blew.

**This is like the end of my life story, like a dust grain that is easily blown by the wind, none of which is able to get in the way, if that time does come, I will just pass by, I will just pass by, no one will remember, no beautiful story I can remember.

If she's never gonna be mine, then why did you meet me with her.

This love, this love I no longer fight for, although I feel, heaven feels close, when I am with her.

I just want to feel love like they feel, I don't want to be alone, before time will really make me myself.**(inner Amanda)

Amanda curled up in tears in a hallway, she walked back through the hospital corridor,

Looking so cute, Amanda still walked down to the end of the road, without seeing anyone else who saw her astonished.

***

Amira and Arkan head to Amanda's treatment room, they're from the factory and Amira asks Arkan to stop by and see Amanda, he hasn't seen her in days.

"Mira you go first, I'd like to smoke a minute" he said.

Amira just silently watched her cousin, she did not know since when Arkan became a smoker.

Arkan lit a cigarette, he sucked and threw it rough, his tears slowly falling, ' reminiscing about his wedding plans that had been made void.

flashbacks, flashbacks,

Two days ago. Arkan tries to return to Diah's house, but the house is deserted, though many times Arkan knocks on the door of the simple house.

Before long, there was a neighbor who approached Arkan.

The neighbor hurriedly approached Arkan.

"Who are you going to find, Mas ?" ask a parohbaya woman.

"I'm looking for Diah's doctor, " replied Arkan.

"To Jakarta ? what about the wedding plans?" ask Arkan, please,

"Loh, it's not that it's been canceled, Mas" replied the mother spontaneously.

"Mom, do you know where the address is in Jakarta?" ask Arkan to the woman he's facing.

"Yes did not know Mas, they also left suddenly, probably because of the noise of hearing rumors that befell Diah and her fiance, " said the woman.

"What rumor is Mom? ask Arkan curious, even though he himself knew the answer, he just wanted to be sure.

"His fiancee Mbak Diah cheated on, and impregnated another woman, so his marriage was forced to be annulled."

"Emang yes Mas, rich people like that, even though Mbak Diah, it's beautiful, good again, how could he be betrayed by his girlfriend." grumbled the woman

Arkan is getting angry, he immediately leaves the house, before the woman continues her assumptions.

Arkan got into the car, he tried to contact Diah, but not connected, with a feeling of disappointment, he hit the car steering violently, to accidentally press the horn of his car, and then hit the car, and create a long noise.

Amira walks towards Amanda's nursery, and as she approaches the elevator door she crosses paths with Bu Nita.

"Mother, where are you?" ask Amira kindly.

"From Amanda's nebus medicine mbak, " replied Nita.

They also walk side by side

"How's the result of the doctor's examination?" ask Amira to Miss Nita.

Ma'am, Nita just looked down, slowly tearful, dripping in the corner of her netra.

Amira embraces Bu Nita, "What's wrong, ma'am" they pause.

"The doctor has lifted the ladder, he said Amanda's disease has entered the final stage, although it will be done various treatments, will only slow down the cancer cells in his body, but can not cure, he said, the cancer was getting more malignant, according to doctors, Amanda would just wait for time, "he said while crying bitterly.

Amira hugged Bu Nita," Patience ma'am, the doctor is not God, he draws conclusions based on examination and diagnosis while, we just pray, hopefully there will be a miracle that will make Amanda recover as she was."

"Hopefully" replied Nita, she wiped her tears.

They continued their steps towards Amanda's treatment room, and when they entered the room, Ms. Nita was shocked and immediately cried when she saw Amanda was not in that place.

"Amanda, where are you, son?" he asked, while looking for Amanda's whereabouts in the room, he looked up in the toilet, and when he saw Amanda's infusion released, immediately Bu Nita cried.

Arkan entered the room and saw Amira crying while hugging the woman who was also crying in her arms.

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