Loving You In The Dark

Wound but not bleeding

For three days Dion had always been lurking from the window of his room, hoping Amira would come home, but he felt he could not wait, Dion went down and went out with his car, to the house of Amira.

There Dion immediately met the Guard, intending to inquire about Amira's whereabouts, he wanted to pick up his wife, however Dion felt Light was his wife, and he would take back his rights to the Light.

"Sir, is Amira home?" asked Dion.

"You who?" ask the security guard.

"I am Dion, her husband" she answered.

"Oh, I'm sorry Mas, Ms. Amira and my family have moved to Germany, here is only a big mistress" he replied.

"Moved?" That means they leave in a few days, and then come back here again, right?" ask Dion to make sure.

"No, Mas, Ms. Amira will stay there, after giving birth she will continue her studies there, Ms. Amira will also perform corneal transplant surgery there," said the security guard.

Dion was struck by lightning during the day, and he felt the Light deliberately run away from him.

"Sir, you're not lying?" ask her again.

"Oath to God, I didn't lie, just an hour ago they left."

"It's been an hour?" thank you sir,"Dion drove his car straight to the airport.

After arriving at the airport, Dion continued to search, to the entire airport area, but he did not find, he searched and asked the officer about the plane that was going to Germany, it turns out there are no direct flights to Germany, they have to transit first, Dion also touched to have to find where.

He had been there for two hours, but did not find the Light, Dion was desperate, he returned home.

Dion felt very disappointed, as easy as that Light left his.

Flasbacks

Two days earlier.

Amira was at the bedside, she still felt her longing for Dion, Amira still loved her, and it felt like she would not be able to forget Dion, if she remained here, she said, Amira had to stay strong on the wounds that did not bleed, the decision was taken, Amira had to stay on top of the despair and disappointment that now plagued her.

Lastri goes into Amira's room, finds Amira crying by the side of the bed, Amira suffering greatly, though she always covers it up.

"Amira, I have good news for you son" she told Amira.

But Amira did not turn her head even a hint of blank eyes, there was only a water crystal in the corner of her eyes.

Lastri stroked Amira's hair and pulled Amira's body to fall on her wound.

"Amira Mr. De mu has found the best eye specialist in Germany, after giving birth, we will take you there, for eye surgery," said Ms. Amira.

"Why wait until you give birth?" ask Amira lirih.

"Why not now, Mom, Amira doesn't want to stay here, Amira wants to run away from all this, Amira wants to forget about Dion, Mom, and it's going to be hard, if Amira stays here Mom, take Amira to a place far away, so that when Amira's anger subsides, Amira will not be able to meet Dion again, Amira is afraid of this lingering feeling, Amira is afraid, can make Amira return to hope for Dion's love, take Amira as far as possible, Mom," she said in a soft voice, enduring the pain that plagued her soul.

"Mom understands Son, I'll talk to your Father"Lastri kissed his daughter's cheek.

After compromising, they agreed Amira would take them to Germany to avoid Dion, besides, after giving birth to Amira could continue her studies, Amira was their only daughter, and Amira will also inherit her business.

That morning they were ready to leave, although with a heavy heart, he had to leave, it felt like there was no hope of returning to Dion.

***

Dion comes home disappointed, what's more, he sees Ummi who looks moody since the departure of Amira.

Ummi sat on the dining table, usually lunch like this, Ummi was busy preparing lunch for, he and Amira.

Dion approached Ummi, seeing Dion, Ummi immediately asked about Amira.

"How's Dion, does Amira want to come back to this house again?" ask her while hoping.

Dion shed his tears, looking at Ummi who was very expecting the light back to this house.

"Light will not come back Ummi, she and her family have moved to Germany, she will give birth there, she will continue her studies there, too" said Dion Parau, holding back his tears.

"Light didn't give Dion a chance, and now he's even taking away our children's candidates."

"Dion knew it was Dion's fault, but Dion promised Dion this mistake would be redeemed, Dion would wait for the Light to return, and Dion would also continue Dion's lecture, so that when the Light returned, Dion has realized our ideals, Dion promises someday, Dion will return the Light to this house again," he said.

Hearing Dion's spirit, Ummi was moved.

"You're right, son, there's nothing to cry about, you have to be a person who benefits others, so that when he comes back, he's sure you've become a better person again," Ummi.

****

It has been a week since Amira left the house, and Dion is preparing to return to continue his studies.

Dion was escorted by Ummi and Abi, no more wives who drove him away, all seemed different, even so, Dion remained determined to continue his lecture, he was also ready to face the problems he would face.

Dion is now flying in an airplane, like his body, he thought also flying, unthinkable to build a household, now having to separate at the age of their marriage, not even a corn.

Dion put up his earphones, he played geisha songs with the title always wrong.

***We used to be together, I thought sincerely in words.

But now you are different, I am forever open.

Your way that you made me far away, disappointed in my heart,

I don't understand love, it's beautiful just at the beginning I think why he's right and I'm always wrong.

Now we are separated, I feel sorry in the words.

But now that you're guilty, you're forever changed,

It is your nature that makes me saturated, double behind my eyes...,***

Dion took off his earphones, and at once he could not hold back his feelings, nor could he hold back his tears, how the Light could be far from him, he and his love now stretched a long distance, separated by the continent, apart from the other side, separated by the ocean, when that time came, I could see you again, could embrace you again Light, Inner Dion, she cried all the way.

While Amira, now a runaway, has regrets within her, but she survives her pain, trying to be hopeless with no one.

Amira rounded her throat, she would never return, before she had completely forgotten Dion.