LOVE THAT IS IGNORED

Chapter 95. Joana's Regret

Joana sits in front of Arumi and Gibran. Arumi's husband looked agitated. He still doesn't understand why his wife is being nice to Joana.

Gibran himself, until this moment has not been able to forgive himself for the betrayal he and Joana did. Every time Arumi slept, Gibran would peek at his wife's cheek repeatedly, apologizing for the wounds he had inflicted on her heart.

Gibran once told a story with his mother, if she was every day haunted by fear. Gibran is afraid that one day Arumi will repay his former actions by cheating on him with another man.

Gibran certainly won't be able to accept it. Gibran could not imagine the pain he would receive. Gubran only realized now, if he loved his wife very much.

"How's your son's health, Joan?" ask Arumi. His wife's voice made Gibran aware of the daydream.

"Udah is starting to improve" Joana replied.

"Thank God. Hope it gets better and better."

"I want to thank you, Arumi. Your help is very helpful. I can take my son for treatment."

"If you still need help, just call Alana. Don't hesitate," said Arumi.

"I'm not a hoax. However, I am very ashamed of you. I who used to deliberately hurt you betrayed you, but you repay him with kindness. I don't know what to say to express my regret."

Gibran looked agitated. He knows if the mistakes Joana made, also for his contribution. He and Joana make the same mistake with Arumi.

Joana lowered her head, she seemed to hold back tears. Joana's child in her arms looked agitated and woke up.

The little girl was crying. Joana took a bottle of milk from inside her bag.

The food came, Joana was still busy with her son. The pitiful Arumi, stood up from her seat.

"Let me carry your son. You eat first. What's name?" ask Arumi.

"Moon, I wish it were like the moon that lightens the earth at night."

"What a great name."

"Eat, while the Moon is quiet with me."

Slowly Joana ate her food. He looks ravenous. Gibran could only remain silent. After Joana finished her meal, she asked Moon to return.

"Thank you, Arumi. A quiet month with you. He must be comfortable in the arms of good people like you."

"Don't be too complimentary. I'm not as good as people think. I'm also an ordinary man. I have anger and disappointment. I was just trying to control and control all my anger. I don't want to regret the end if I follow the anger and emotions."

"Arumi, you want to believe it or not, if I'm really sorry for ever hurting a good person like you."

Joana is back down. Tears fell down her cheeks. He can't hold it anymore.

"I know that my mistakes in you are not easily forgiven. I will continue to apologize even if you say you have forgiven my mistake."

Joana was silent for a moment. He wiped away the tears on his cheeks. Joana took a deep breath before continuing her words.

"Maybe what happened to my life right now is karma and the reward for what I did to you. I purposely had fun on the suffering of a wife. With all my heart, I beg you again. I'm sorry." Finally Joana's cry broke.

Gibran also looked nervous. He must have realized if they both made the same mistake with Arumi. Worse himself, who lied to his wife as well as Arumi.

"I have forgiven all your faults and those of Mas Gibran. If I haven't forgiven you, there's no way I can take Mas Gibran back."

Joana and Gibran looked at each other without a word coming out of their lips.

There is no point in holding anger against others. If that nature will make you suffer more. Hate, anger, and resentment will only hurt yourself. Therefore, use the sincerity of your heart to forgive those who have wronged you.

Help your heart to forgive, even if it has not apologized. For forgiving others will feel heavy if it does not come from the heart.

I don't forgive people because I'm weak. I forgive them because I am strong enough to understand people who make mistakes. To forgive those who wronged and hurt us is to help ourselves so that we can escape anger, disappointment, hatred, and resentment.

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