LOVE THAT IS IGNORED
Chapter 5. Time to Go
Don't measure loyalty by you having to be with that person all the time.
You don't have to stay with him even if you're not appreciated. It's not loyalty, it's self-destruction.Don't test your already sad self, you better stop.
Sometimes, the best way to make her aware is to do nothing more for her, get away from her and close her eyes and ears to him. They will realize, that they have lost a sincere person with them that is you.(partly quoted from Google)
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Arumi took her suitcase bag and put in some clothes. At Gibran's office, he forbade him to leave. But Arumi did not care, he needed time to reflect on what path he would take in his household.
Arumi recalled that while in the office, she almost broke out in Gibran's arms.
"Do you know anything?" ask Gibran.
"Why do you ask that? Are you hiding something?"
"I'm sorry, Arumi."
"Sorry for what?"
"Maybe I have hurt your heart."
"Maybe?"
"I don't know, Arumi. I think you must have known something."
"Does he want to say something?"
"I can't yet. I don't want you to get hurt because I love you so much."
"I don't believe it. If you love me, you can't lie. I'm waiting for honesty from you."
Arumi let go of Gibran's embrace and walked quickly away from the man. Pain in his chest. The man he had considered perfect was no more than a loser.
Arumi stops a taxi in front of her parents' company. In the taxi her crying broke. Arumi held onto her chest that felt tight.
It's the love I've given you all along if you never appreciate it. Sometimes a person stops caring, not because he doesn't care anymore, but because he realizes his concern is not appreciated at all.
When your care is not appreciated, there is no reason for you to keep crying. When your care is not considered, there is no reason for you to keep hoping."A person who cannot appreciate others will not deserve to be appreciated.
Sometimes it's better to stay away from being unappreciated not to hate but to be self-conscious
Arumi asks the driver to take her to the airport. He wants to go to Bandung. His schoolmates will have a reunion. The original plan, Arumi wanted to take Gibran.
All just a plan. Arumi did not want to take her husband. He wanted to be alone for a few days. His phone has been turned off so Gibran can't reach him.
While in the office, Gibran was pensive on the chair while thinking what made Arumi's attitude different since yesterday.
"God, did Arumi just see and open this file. If true, why did Arumi's attitude change from yesterday" Gibran murmured to himself.
Gibran turned off the laptop and immediately left his study. Gibran drove the car at a very high speed.
On the way Joana contacted him. Gibran did not care at first, but because it kept ringing Gibran raised it.
"What's Joana."
"Why from yesterday you are difficult to contact, whether you no longer care."
"How was it contacted? Weren't we chatting last night."
"But sorenya. After I spam Chat, you're not replying but just in read aja."
"Wait ...."
Gibran pulled his car over, he didn't want an accident because he was driving while talking.
"You're calling me tonight."
"Yes, Mas. Are you senile. Or just pretend to forget that I'm not mad."
"But I didn't know you had my chat."
"Then who reads Chat from me."
"Arumi ...."
Without thinking again, Gibran turned off his phone connection with Joana. He tries to contact Arumi, but his wife's phone is no longer active.
Gibran drove his car at high speed. Arriving at home he went straight to the room.
Not seeing Arumi, Gibran asked with his maid. The answer from the maid who said that Arumi left with a suitcase made Gibran shocked.
Did Arumi know all this? Is that what caused his attitude to change from yesterday.
Gibran contacts the driver who escorts Arumi, asking to bring Arumi back. But the driver said he had come home from taking Arumi to the airport. It's on its way now.
Gibran asked the driver to return quickly. He believes Arumi to Jogja . He will follow his wife.
Is Arumi going to tell Papa and Mama all this truth.
Seriate.
