
In the hospital, a female doctor examines the chest that is experiencing inflammation. Then look at the abnormal things in that section.
"Sorry yes I touched a little–"
"Let's!"
"illness?" Ask the doctor, but only touch a little without pressing. Nia nodded as well. "Well, it can be closed again."
The middle-aged female doctor came out from the curtain that covered the examination bed. After that back to sit, Nia and Akhri came out after finishing reattaching the shirt buttons on Nia's chest.
The doctor was there recording something. Then he turned his gaze back to Nia and Akhri.
"I'm sorry, that was when I was doing my anamnesis. You answer the pain of Nia's mother has been more than four months? My question, why now set a schedule to meet with me. While on the medical record, the father and mother should have come three months ago."
"Sorry Doc, all because my wife is afraid to do the examination" Akhri replied.
"Should have been, you were more assertive. Because it looks from the symptoms and also the bumps that exist. All of them refer to breast cancer*ra."
"Astagfirullah al'azim–" murmured Akhri. Nia who heard that was immediately dumbfounded.
"Ka– Cancer?" tanya Nia did not believe what she heard.
"It's just a guess, but it looks like it is, Mom. If in view of the shape that already resembles dimples in the put*ngnnya, also Nan*hnya fluid is no longer an early stage."
"Oh God..." Her tears are pouring. Along with a gentle swipe on his shoulder. Akhri tries to calm his wife.
"After this, what methods should my wife go through, Doc?"
"Mother Nia Flow did a follow-up check first. Because the condition is like that the examination carried out can be a Biopsy."
"What's the biopsy like?" Ask Akhri.
"It is a method of examination by taking tissue samples on the breast*ra. Tissue samples taken from a breast*ra biopsy are used to detect abnormalities in the cells of the breast*ra that cause the lump to form. The cells or tissues will then be examined in the laboratory to determine whether there are signs of breast cancer*ra or not. From the examination that we can directly determine whether Bu Nia needs surgical procedures or other types of treatment."
"What surgery is meant, by the removal of my breast*ra?" Ask Nia directly.
"If there are cancer cells and they have spread, that's what we're going to do."
Nia nodded quickly. "But I don't want to lose my payud*ra. That's a woman's asset, Doc!"
"Nia– don't be like that, just listen to the doctor talk."
"But Nia won't, Bang!" Her crying broke.
"Mother, calm down. I understand mother's feelings. Now let's just pray, may the lump open up including the malignant cell."
"Hopefully, Doc. Please just do whatever. What matters is that my wife can recover."
"Bang–" Nia shook her head. Akhri also grabbed his wife's body.
"Don't be afraid, you'll still love you. Whatever your condition will be."
"Hiks!!!" Nia hit her husband softly in the chest while crying bitterly. He is very unable to accept it if until the breast*nya removed.
***
After the examination was carried out, and intermittent for approximately one week. The test results came out.
The doctor also took some USG photos. To see the shape of the lump.
"I'm sorry, I have to convey this." The doctor paused for a moment, then took out his test results. "Look, if only the examination was done as early as possible. Surely the hope of healing is getting wide open."
"Explain Doc.. Is it true, me?"
The doctor nodded slowly. "Have entered stage four. And those cancer cells are malignant. Very fast spread."
"Innalilah–" murmured Akhri, his eyes beginning to glaze over. While Nia herself looked limp.
"There are only two options. Want to do Chemotherapy, or surgical removal of the breast*ra. But we advise to do one of them, before venturing next to it again."
"No!! I don't want to, Doctor!" Reject Nia while crying.
"No need to bang! Brother will never understand how languishing I am that a woman lives with only one breast*ra."
"Abang will still accept you. So just according to him, just so you're cured." One corner of his eye shed tears. However, he did not want his wife to suffer from this deadly disease. "Believe the same brother, huh? For the sake of letting you heal."
"No, I said no!"
"We have to be sincere, baby, you have to be sincere..."
Nia shook her head quickly, then looked at the doctor before her. "Better injecting doctor die only, I–"
"Astagfirullah, Nia! Can't say that. It's the same as killing yourself!"
"Please Doc, I don't want my payud*ra raised." He held the doctor's hand.
"Brazil, istighfar. Don't despair. Let's try to make an effort. For the sake of the children, for the sake of Brother as well. You need to heal."
"Ikhtiar I want is not like that Bang. I want another one! possible alternatives? Let's just do it, Bang. No chemo let alone surgery!"
Akhri sighed, turning back to the doctor. "I'm sorry my wife, Doc."
"It's okay, sir. I understand. However, Nia's mother's condition is getting worse. Miss Nia has to go between those two. Both of them."
Nia shook her head, "no doctor! I wouldn't do both of those." The woman moved and walked slowly towards the door.
"Miss?" Akhri was a little confused. He also put his hands in front of his bosom for a moment and followed the wife.
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Outside, Akhri ran a little. Chasing after Nia then grabbed her hand. But soon on rough shores.
"They?"
"I don't want to talk, Bang."
"Why? That brother understands how you feel."
"That will never understand!"
"Anything understands, Nia. You know you are sad and worried. But you want to be healed."
Nia did not answer, she just turned her face away. The tears still flowed, soaking the cheeks. Akhri's hands were also quick to remove it.
"Dear dear to you! You really want to get well." Akhri still rubbed his wife's cheek.
"Maybe now you can talk like this. But later, when my hair starts to run out because of Chemotherapy? Added me who only lives with one payud*ra. Can you still talk like that?"
Akhri nodded. "Abang will still love you. It won't change."
"There's no need for sweet talk like this just to persuade me!" Sergey Nia direct.
"What you say is real. Brother has been wrong with you all this time, and this is how you make amends Brother who always hurt you. Brother will be faithful, whatever your condition will be." Akhri grabbed his wife's hand, his tears dripping. "Come, we're working. He will accompany you until you are healed. My brother promised."
Nia did not answer anymore, she just let go of her own hand and then sauntered away. Leaving Akhri who was staring at him.
Brother really, Nia. Brother will prove it, if you are trying to love you completely. (Akhris)
Akhri followed, then again grabbed Nia's hand and linked it tightly.
I've hurt enough, Merr. No longer do I do the same. You're my only love now. (Akhris)
Nia looked to the side. Look at the man who just stared straight ahead while continuing to move his legs.
She herself struggled when she wanted to let go of her husband's strong grasp.
How can I get your love, Bang. What if I were like this? Living with the disability I have now. I won't be able to satisfy you... (Name)
Kania's tears rolled back down her cheeks. He doesn't want to decide yet. Because what he is building is the strength of his heart to accept the reality that he is suffering at this time.