Love Shielded Risue

griefs

A new day is coming...

One moment that actually doesn't want to exist. The day that Farah and Aiman returned home. If the second house is not far away, it will not be a problem.

Merr was still holding Umar. While Aiman, Bilal, and Hafiz worked together to organize their goods so much more.

"It's A's stroller'..." Hafiz handed it to Aiman, who swiftly received it and placed it on the roof of the car, along with other items. Between Bilal and Aiman worked together tying the above goods with a powerful quarry.

"There's only small stuff left, right?" Ask Bilal.

"Yes, this is just a bag of clothes" Aiman replied as he shook his hands slightly dirty.

"Yes, then." Bilal rearranged the back seat. Where there is a small bucket, and some baskets, also a bag that is quite a lot of baby equipment. "Everybody's in, right, Far?"

"Yes, A'..." Farah was ready, stuffing a medium-sized bag in the front seat. Then he approached Merr. "Steak, thank you. As long as I'm in the hospital, until I get well in this house. Tetap much help care for Umar."

Maryam's eyes went back to the river, she nodded.

"I'm happy, Far. I could take care of Umar for a few months. Especially in a moment, Umar started to consume MPASI." A speck of her tears trickled down, adorning her bitter smile.

"Tea don't be sad, I'm sorry about Tea." Farah wiped away the trace of tears on her sister-in-law's cheek.

"Don't apologize, Umar is your son. It's more right for you to take it," Merr kissed the boy long enough. His shoulders shook with sobbing. Along with Isti who also shed tears. After kissing Umar, Merr handed the boy over to his mother. But only in Farah's car for a while, Umar even cried. Make Maryam kiss the boy again. "Sama Ummi you were, yes. Tomorrow I'm going to Umar's house."

Farah smiled. "Promise, huh? I play tomorrow and stay at Umar– house" said Farah with a tone made like a child. Mary laughed as she wiped her tears.

"Healthy, yeah baby. I love you so much" Maryam muttered as she held the hand that was holding her index finger tightly.

"Oh Allah, Teteh..." Farah could not help but cry. Actually, he did not have the heart with his brother-in-law. But how else?

He only hoped; his sister-in-law could get happiness in the presence of a baby in the midst of them both.

***

For a few hours Maryam looked strong. He was ordinary, showing no sadness like that.

In the afternoon, in the ashar time. The woman asked permission not to join the congregation. Suddenly, his body felt uncomfortable. Dizziness is also limp which suddenly attacks the body making it want to rest in the room.

After four plots he lived, dhikr, then read al-Waqiah's letter, then followed dzikir in the afternoon. Merr put the prayer beads. After that daydream for a moment, the sound of Umar's whining suddenly flashed. Obviously that made him win again.

"Astagfirullah al'azim..." Merr changed her position, hugging both knees. "Hiks, calm down Merr. You'll get used to it again, that's for sure..." Maryam tried to calm herself down, and returned to the bar. But Isak her crying even strengthened. "Summer..."

Not long after, Bilal opened the door of his room, saw Maryam was crying hugging her knees. With a clean cloth still wrapped his body.

He approached, then rested on his knees clutching Maryam's body.

"A'a?" When Bilal's head rested on his shoulder.

"Crying, no papa."

Mary sobbed again, "sorry A', I shouldn't be like this... Because after all, Umar was Farah's son. But, in the rich sense of weight. My heart fell with that child. I am so happy to take care of the baby with my own two hands. Because over the years, only this time can I feel the role of a real mother."

"A'a got it baby... patience, huh?"

Bilal let Maryam mess up. Crying in his arms. He knew how much he wanted to have children. But how else, sustenance has not been sided.

"I'm sprained if I think gini– I'm afraid....A fear A'a?" Merr could not continue.

"Istighfar Merr. has said many times A'a, to not think of something that really does not need to be too burdened. Which makes your heart fall apart."

Maryam. His body could not move because of Bilal's tight hug that coiled around his shoulder to the front of his chest.

"Dear baby, don't be too lamenting. After all Farah said no papa if later after a bit edean Umar sleep in this house alternately. You can still be close to that kid, even what did Farah say? Umar will call you mother." Bilal tried to keep calm, "listen! I want you to get back up. Eliminate your fearful thoughts, my love will not diminish. I'll keep asking you to be my only companion."

"But, A'a herself is still young."

"Why is it that if I'm young, you are the same. We'll age together..."

"A'..."

"Merr, trust me. I can't promise anything. But I'll try, we'll be happy. I love you the same. Don't be afraid even if our whole life will be just the two of us. It will not reduce harmony. It will not diminish A'a's love for you... Koryblu, Merr. Come on, we strengthen each other's hearts. Do not back just because of this, because not only you feel lost. A'a also the same, Umar we have been taking care of for several months. A'a also felt he was A'a's son."

Merr. He was still trying to quell his tears. By firmly gripping her husband's two arms in front of his chest.

"Istighfar darling... Let's spirit! don't lose because of this. Patience, yes." Bilal slapped his wife's shoulder while Mary nodded slowly. "now, A'a wants us to enjoy life with whatever we have. There will be a lot of things we can do after this. We can go for a walk, both sports. You can also keep reading A'a, learn the book, then learn the hadith, and perfect your memorization."

Maryam asserted, in silence.just left sobbing lirih crying earlier.

"and again, next month we will spill our prayers both in front of the Kaaba.." the wind seemed to cool the heart, when he heard the last word.

"What?" He asked, with a blank look. Bilal smiled.

"Yes Darling..alhamdulillah A'a got the umrahnya package. We're gonna umrah, baby."

Merr turned to the side where Bilal immediately gave a kiss on the cheek.

"Spirits?" he asked again, just to convince his hearing.

"Yes, you want to, right? All the way to Thaif's hill."

Merr nodded quickly "Mau A'..."

"Later there we will pray together. Hopefully, God grants it and then blesses us with the presence of children."

"Can I hope, with my condition." Bilal let go of his arms, and took Maryam's cheeks. Removing her tears.

"God is Ar Rahman, Merr. Allah is Al Wahhaab?"

Merr returned to shed tears, then nodded.

"it is said that every prayer will be answered sooner if we ask for it. So, there is no harm if we try. We maximize our prayers there, yes."

"yes, A." he replied, after which Bilal immediately gave a kiss on the lips for a long time, and hugged him later.