Love Shielded Risue

stifling results

Two weeks later.

Since the test results came out, Maryam's days seemed to be in a thick cloud.

No more smiles adorned, on the contrary; sadness and fear also cramped his soul.

There is nothing wrong with Bang Akhri. He is healthy and has no problems.

Unlike Maryam .. Thyroid disorder that makes him in the verdict can not have offspring. It takes him to worry, and fear, if Ummi will be very disappointed when he knows the real conditions.

Sweet kiss landed on the shoulder. Bang Akhri hugged her from behind, turning off the water tap in the sink. He understood very well how his wife felt at this time, also trying to always calm her with touches of affection.

"Streetings, yuk. Today is my holiday. Where is my sister going ... The anterine brother, would buy anything, too," persuaded him with a warm look.

Maryam's faintest smile, in front of the mirror. Maryam did not reply, she just nodded slowly while letting go of her embrace.

"Sister..." Akhri restrained the wife who was about to come out of the bathroom, then hugged the circumference of her waist with both hands. "Did you say what's the same? Don't be moody because of yesterday's problems. It's not a big deal, honey."

Maryam smiled wryly, her two eyes caving the river.

maybe it's not a big deal for you? But for me, it's a disaster. (Mar)

"Don't worry about anything. Like our promise, who will stay happy and age together even if only the two." Akhri's gentle speech was enough to make Maryam calm. Even though it still can't be completely. What he is most worried about right now is that the husband can accept it or not. "The problem Ummi who wants to have a grandson, Brother can talk slowly. After all, this is only a verdict, we can still try to strive. Even if it still can't? You're okay with having to adopt a child."

Bang Akhri kissed his forehead gently, leaving Merr's eyes closed, along with a clear bulb that flowed gently into the cheeks.

"Thank you, Bang ..." Whisper Maryam, who was then embraced by her husband while nodding.

"We'll try again, baby. The doctor said there's still a chance."

Maryam just nodded, although the doctor said there was still a chance but it was very small and almost non-existent. In his outline; he has been sentenced to barrenness. That's what he caught.

Twice trying to undergo a tube baby program, even to try to an alternative clinic, the results remain nil. She never felt any signs of pregnancy, even though all foods that are used as taboos have been avoided, still the pregnancy test tool does not show two lines.

However, Maryam's spirit is never broken, behind which Akhri will always support her. With sweet words and his faithful promise to keep Maryam the only wife in life.

Until the news of infertility was delivered to Ummi's ear. For several months Akhri tried to cover up, which he finally spoke. Because it can not stand when constantly pressed by the mother. Ask about Maryam's condition.

"So the doctor said Maryam had a thyroid problem, and you just said it was Ummi now," asked Ummi half in disbelief.

Akhri nodded slowly, "sorry Ummi. According to Akhri this is not a big problem. So why talk about the results, we're still going to keep working."

"Astagfirullah al'azim." The answer made Ummi instantly go limp. Soon Akhri held the mother's hand.

"Ummi, it's okay, huh? it doesn't matter if my wife can't give me a child."

Ummi let go of the child's hand. The clear thread drips away instantly.

"So Ummi will not be able to make your Abah happy like your other Ummi, because he cannot give him a grandson?" drowning.

"Ummi don't talk like that. Abah will still be happy with what Ummi gave. Affection, also the attention of Ummi to Abah is enough."

Umm Salma shook her head. "No, you don't know Akhri. I will never understand."

"Akhri understood Ummi's feelings. But, a marriage was direct not only for the sake of being able to have offspring. There are special responsibilities that need to be considered in addition to just having a baby."

"Is that true, but is it not wrong for a mother to marry her child to extend her lineage?"

"I'm sorry Ummi, after all we're just ordinary people. It would not be able to determine fate much less reject it. If he can't, how else?"

Ummi was silent, he exhaled his coarse breath and then massaged his forehead while closing his eyes.

"We will keep working, maybe even if it still does not work? We can use another alternative, Ummi."

"What other alternative? You guys have tried baby tubes twice but still failed!"

"Ummi, Akhri's been deliberating. We're going to adopt a child. There is one of the parlors that cooperates with the foundation owned by Abdul Aziz. There's a newborn, whose mother died."

Umm Salma shook her head quickly. "No! Ummi doesn't agree."

"Why? The boy was clearly Ummi's descendant, as there were still relatives with the owner of the parlour."

"Ummi, please don't be like this. Akhri couldn't possibly force Maryam to give me a descendant. While Akhri himself knows his condition."

"Not necessarily with Maryam, right? Can you get a child from another woman? Islam does not forbid a man to have more than one wife."

The deg...!

Akhri stared, the man was no longer able to make his voice.

"There are many santriwati who are Soleha. You can choose. If soul mate? You can marry her."

"they are not a dish for Ummi to choose. For me just having one wife will not diminish my gratitude, and Maryam is more than enough to make me happy no matter what the circumstances."

"Akhris..."

"Sorry, Ummi. Not meant to fight. Hopefully Ummi is not hurt because Akhri has to oppose this. But I don't want polygamy!" Akhri resolutely rejects Ummi's wishes.

"Why are you like this? You don't understand Ummi's feelings, do you? You don't love Ummi?"

"It's not like that, Ummi. Akhri loves Ummi, and understands Ummi's feelings. Akhri also wants to make Ummi happy, by giving grandchildren. It's just that I couldn't possibly afford to duke it out for the sake of being able to get a child, Akhri loved Mary very much. Wallahi, ummi." The man kissed his mother's hand begging to loosen her strong will.

"He must have accepted Akhri. Ummi just accept it. Although heavy, gradually He can accept it. Most importantly, she's still your first wife."

Akhri shook his head, "no Ummi. Sorry, Akhri can't! Our decision is unanimous. Only two options: Adoption of the child, or stay aging together with Maryam." Akhri moved, the man then sauntered away after saying goodbye while peeping the back of his mother's hand, then gave his greetings.

***

In the following days, Ummi often fell ill. Because of his high blood disease that continues to rise, making him rarely travel tausiyah or seminars far for almost two weeks.

One of the household assistants at Ummi's house approached him who was reading the holy book of the Qur'an in the reading room. Reporting if there are santriwati who come to visit.

"What business is it?" Ask her.

"Don't know, Miss Nyai, he said he wanted to visit."

"Send in."

"Yes, Mom." The housekeeper walked over, slightly bowing his body out of it. While Ummi continued his discussion until some new verses came out.

At the end of the stairs, he squinted his eyes. Make sure who the girl who came was.

"Assalamualaikum, Ummi," he said. Before Umm Salma gets closer.

"Walaikumsalam warahmatullah, you?"

"Cania, Ummi."

"Oh, yes .. O Allah Ummi forgets your name."

"It's okay" she replied before grabbing Umm Salma's hand and kissing her several times. "Here, I want to deliver my Ummi shipment. Yesterday, her sister Nia had just returned from Medina. Bring ajwa's date."

"MashaAllah .. Ummi favorite date. Thank you so beautiful when it can be entrusted to the caretaker of the cottage, loh."

"No papa. Nia was happy, giving directly to Ummi. Look at Ummi, he says he's sick."

Ummi laughed a little. "Just not feeling well, but it's gone. Sit here, talk yuk."

"Thank you very much, Ummi. But sorry, today the santri want a letter with Ustadz Akhri in the assembly. This is all I ran away first to be able to convey the mandate of Nia Ummi."

"Oh so, yeah. Yes, yes, thanks again. Say thank you I'm with Ummi you."

"Walaikumsalam warahmatullah, I will convey Ummi. Then I'm sorry. Assalamualaikum."

"Walaikumsalam warahmatullah."

After Nia kissed the back of Umm Salma's hand, the girl stepped out politely. Ummi looked up at the girl.

It seems like he fits Akhri well. The girl looked lush, kind, friendly, and also Soleha. Descendants ulama pula. I must tell Maryam this directly, if He persuades her Akhri will not refuse.