Love Me Now's

Love Me Now's
Let's get back together



I once said that "The separation of a couple must be due to a third person, a secret child or something else. But in fact the feeling of unease, busyness, worry also makes people who like each other become separated"


And today to this day I have not found an answer to all of that. My heart was worried, I was confused and didn't know what to do. Today FanFan will be waiting for me at the park where we dated first. He will wait for me until I arrive, but I am not sure myself. Can I just as easily forget the past and start a new chapter with it?


It was late in the afternoon, since last night I was troubled to think about this matter. It's been a few hours since he's been waiting for me in the park. Can't it be that FanFan is still waiting for me in the park?



Rainwater fell from the sky, drenching almost all of Beijing's plains. The weather forecast says that the rain will get heavier until tonight. I looked out the window, and it was true that it was raining more and more.


"Xiaogu, what's wrong? You look confused?" Ask my sister-in-law


Maybe I better tell her my and FanFan's problems. Li Yu might have a reasonable solution for me. So I decided to tell her about FanFan.


Li Yu fell silent, seeming to be thinking of the best solution for me. Then he said, "Do what you want to do, lest you regret it a second time. Xiaogu you must follow your heart"


The answer I wanted was implied in my sister-in-law's words. 'Don't regret it a second time' that's the key. Given FanFan's stubborn temperament, it was not impossible that he still stood and waited for me in the garden like a fool.


"I'll be there" I said


With my coat and umbrella out of the apartment, it didn't matter what answer I would give FanFan later. I just don't want to regret it later.


The rain was still heavy, the taxi I was riding through the torrent of rain. Until a few moments later, this taxi pulled over in a quiet park. Just a decorative light that dances, the park is quite spacious, even very spacious. I had to circle this park to find FanFan.


"Why didn't he pick up my phone?"


I walked around the park and saw a tall male figure sitting on a park bench. He was down, his hair and clothes were soaked. I approached him while running


"Bas stupid, why are you still here?"


FanFan rose from his seat, his lips purple. How long has he been rained on? He must be cold.


With a smile that almost faded, FanFan said, "Didn't I tell you, I'll wait for you until you come"


After finishing those words with a weak tone, FanFan collapsed on me. His long legs were unable to hold his body anymore, FanFan fainted.


I searched the car keys in his pocket, but the trauma I was experiencing had not healed and as a result I could not drive. I had to call a replacement driver to drive us. Luckily FanFan was aware when we were in the car, I didn't know where he lived. At first I intended to take FanFan to Yang ge's apartment, but FanFan refused and finally showed me the address of his private apartment. We finally arrived at FanFan's apartment.


The good driver helped me get FanFan and took him to his room. Her clothes were wet and there was only me, what did I just do?


"I'm a doctor, but the situation right now is really strange" I complained.


Unsurely I started to rummage through FanFan's closet. Take some new clothes for her to wear.


I sighed, "Xiao Xi, you're a doctor. Seeing the human body is your job, let's just say he's your patient. Don't look at anything and close your eyes"


My hands began to open FanFan's coat, and then my fingers began to unbutton his shirt. With my eyes closed, I did this stupid thing.


But suddenly a pair of cold hands stopped my hand, I opened my eyes" You realize"


FanFan, "What are you doing?"


I immediately stood up, "You're conscious, right? Do it yourself, I'll get out"


I left FanFan who was slowly starting to regain his consciousness. Lucky he woke up, otherwise he would have nagged me for crossing the line. While waiting for her to change clothes, I went to the kitchen to get her some warm water. I searched every corner of FanFan's apartment looking for a thermometer.


I went back to FanFan's room to see him, "Here drink"


Without saying much he did everything I told him to. Starting from drinking warm water to measuring his body temperature.


I, "You have a fever, wait I'll get you a compress"


FanFan's hand grabbed my hand, I turned around and saw him, "Why?"



FanFan," Your clothes are wet too. You can take my new shirt, change your shirt before you get sick"


I followed FanFan's words, changing my clothes with a big FanFan sweeter. It was a little better until I was no longer cold.


"You got nothing in your kitchen? And I can only find this. It's probably better than nothing, you have to eat and take medicine" I said


Lucky in the apartment that FanFan may have left this long ago I found an instant hotpot. There are still a few more days before these instant foods actually expire. It is inappropriate behavior of a doctor.


I continued, "Hmm..would you like to order some food?"


"Not necessary" he said


Carefully FanFan ate the instant hotpot. His spoon stopped right in front of his mouth when he heard a creaking sound from my stomach. The sound made by these worms in my stomach makes me ashamed.


"You told me to eat, while you starved yourself. It's.." FanFan passed the hotpot to me


"Eh no, no, I'm on a diet"


Where maybe I am dieting now, of course I am holding back hunger. A time like this starving is better than having to accept FanFan's kindness.


FanFan threatened, "You want to eat alone or I'll have to feed you?"


I swiftly grabbed the hotpot container and ate it directly using the same spoon that FanFan used earlier.


*/


The night is getting late…


"Am I going home, Dad? From now on FanFan also did not say anything, he may have forgotten" I said


Why do I feel like I'm disappointed after FanFan didn't mention our relationship? I thought the longer I was here FanFan would think that I was looking forward to it.


"Hmm FanFan, I'd better go home. It's been night" I said in a small voice


No response from FanFan. It was possible that he had already slept, this was a good time to escape. With a sneak I walked away from FanFan's room, before I went home looking for my bag containing my wallet and mobile phone.


"So I put it where ya?"


My eyes were wide open, I remember leaving my bag in FanFan's room. I abandoned my bag while I was struggling to get it.


I walked on my tiptoes without making a sound just so FanFan wouldn't wake up. Sure enough, my bag was right above FanFan's bed.


"I beg you not to get up" I whispered


My right hand had already grabbed my bag strap, but FanFan's left hand was faster. I don't know when he opened his eyes, but now my bag has been snatched away by him.


I'll straighten up, "Remember, I'm going home"


FanFan immediately rose from his sleep, apparently he was better. My bag is still in his grasp. His lips twitched he started smiling strangely at me.


"It's your fault that you're back in the lion's den" he said


Is it my fault, when I'm trying to take my own thing? Yes, I was wrong for putting my stuff randomly. But shouldn't FanFan return it to me immediately? What does she want?


FanFan continued, "You think I'll forget my original goal? I'm sorry Xiao Xi but you're too naive. Seeing you come and take care of me like this, makes me even more convinced that you still love me"


My eyes trembled at FanFan's words. My heart agreed, but my ego kept trying to cover up the truth.


Me,"I.I.."


FanFan stood up, tossed my bag over to the right side of his bed. He kept walking closer and closer until I was completely cornered. His two long arms locked me between them. Shit, I really can't escape.


FanFan, "You are now a cornered rat. Why don't you be honest with yourself? Do I have to bully you all the time so you'll come to your senses and confess? Xiao Xi, I have known you for a long time and I know very well what your stubbornness is"


FanFan was right, I was just fooling myself. What exactly am I feeling now? I miss her, I still love her, but I'm guilty of her too.


I ventured into FanFan's eyes, "You're right, you're probably right. But from my perspective it was just a sin, how could I who had hurt you easily come back to you? Am I not so evil? FanFan, I've been mean to you and I've always felt that way"


"Then redeem it, you must make up for it for the rest of your life. Stay by my side, let me bully you, oppress you, take care of you, and love you for the rest of your life. Let me avenge this in my way Xiao Xi"


I fell silent, my tears suddenly fell as FanFan said that. His arm that had originally locked me down slowly began to fall, his hand grabbed my cheek and wiped my tears. While I was still down and didn't see it.


"We're back" he said


Until finally he hugged me tightly in the rain that was getting heavier outside. Her tight hug made me have trouble breathing. He hugged me as if he missed me so much.


After those 2 words he said, FanFan let go of his tight embrace, he lowered his head and lowered his head closer and closer. His face grinned under the room lights, I replied with a smile. Finally, he brought his face closer to me and kissed me.


FanFan managed to make my heartbeat which for 7 years was normal to become unsettled again. My heart was pounding the first time I saw her at the welcoming party. But I ignored it, until now I realized that I had fooled myself.


"Don't cry anymore, let me take you home. Dery Ge will kill me until you don't come home. After all I was afraid of getting carried away and going further" FanFan said with his hands still wrapped around my waist


I nodded without saying.


FanFan, the big guy with me is still the same as before. He's in charge, instead of telling me to stay with him he'd prefer to drive me to Dery ge's apartment.


FanFan turned on his car heater and he also gave me the jacket in the back seat of his car to wear. The smell of the jacket is still the same, the smell of peaches that is identical to FanFan. Most men love manly scented perfumes, but not FanFan. There are two distinctive smells that are always smelled from his body, first the smell of sweet peaches and the second the smell of medicine is very common for a doctor


*/


Arriving at the apartment


"I'll call you later" he said, smiling at me


I replied with a smile and a wave, until FanFan left me. With my heart blossoming like a teenager, I climbed into the Dery ge apartment unit with the FanFan sweater I still wear.


"I'm home" I said softly


It's late but why haven't they slept? Dery ge, his wife, and Xiao Bai looked at me with puzzled gazes. My quick-witted sister-in-law smirked at me, but Dery ge and Xiao Bai looked as if they were too excited to see me. Regardless of them, I went straight into the room.


Shortly after, someone knocked on my bedroom door.


"Can we come in?" Dery Ge said in a voice like a whisper


She said "we" meant she wasn't standing alone behind my door. I opened the door to my room and saw my brother and his wife grinning at me.


"Eh how did it go?"ask Dery ge


I didn't expect my famous dignified and cool sister to now look like the gossipy mothers in our home complex.


"Hmm.that's how" I said


"Ooo.."the booing of my two brothers.


Dery ge was silent for a while, with teary eyes he approached me, then held in his hands tightly and he said, "Finally you can live happily, you can live happily, I'm tired of being told by my mom to find you a future husband"


"Do you want me to kick ge?"say


With a satisfied and happy face my brother and his wife came out of my room, my brother turned his head when he was about to close the door.


"Gong Xi, I hope you're happy" he said as he blinked his eyes


After the rain, the night sky became flickering because of the constellations that formed in space. I stared out the window while imagining the incident in FanFan's apartment earlier. Until finally my ringing woke me up from my wild imagination.


"You haven't slept?" I said with a big smile


FanFan called me, said he wanted to talk to me all night. But I refused him, I think he should rest after the rain.


"We'll talk tomorrow" I said


FanFan turned off his phone after a long talk, saying he wanted to show me something tomorrow. I always managed to be astonished by him, he would show me something but not say anything about it. It seems that in FanFan's brain there is not only a pile of medical terms, I think in his brain there is a Pandora Box that holds many mysteries.


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