Love Me Now's

Love Me Now's
The Truth



Rain and cold air are a combination of weather that is perfect for sleeping. At 8:45 I saw it on FanFan's wall clock. With my eyes no longer open I stared at the aquarium with koi fish in it. The big orange-colored koi continued to wriggle in the water, its twirling movements hypnotizing my eyes until I finally fell asleep.


I don't know how long I slept, but the loud sound of my phone forced me to open my eyes. Stretching all over my body I took out my phone that was inside the bag. I saw the id on the screen, it was my mother. With my eyes half open, I picked up my mother's phone.


"Where are you? Don't you want to go home?"he shouted with a thunderous sound like lightning in the rain


"I'm in the room…"


I opened my eyes wide and found myself in FanFan's room. I don't know what happened, but I'm in bed now.


"Whose room you're in!" Shouted my mother on a cell phone.


There's no way I'm telling you that I'm in FanFan's room. Although he would be happy, but it feels a little unkind. So I told her, "I'm at Jing's house, I was rained"


My mother's nagging stopped after Xiao Bai's voice called out to her. Luckily I was agile and quick to respond, otherwise my mother would spread the word to FanFan's parents.


I came out of his room and found no FanFan anywhere. Our inner bond still seems to be very strong. I received his WeChat for a second before I would call him.


"I'm going to the hospital first. If you're hungry, you can eat the food in the kitchen. Remember to turn off the stove before you leave. Don't burn my kitchen" he wrote on WeChat.


By the way when did I ever burn down his kitchen? I don't think this FanFan message is important. My question now is who made me sleep in his bed?


All possibilities occurred in my brain, ranging from my habit of sleeping while walking to the possibility of FanFan carrying me to his room. So I decided to ask him.


"You're the one who took me to your room?"write me on WeChat.


Within seconds he returned my message


"Oh " said


Ah~I've really gone crazy. Not long after that my phone notification came back.


"Stop eating, I hope you won't get fatter" he wrote on WeChat with a panda emoji following his message.


Me, "Am I that heavy? I'm even skinny.."


Basic plan, at first he told me to eat all the food in his refrigerator. And now, FanFan says I look like a fat panda.


*/


I who could not sleep woke up to see Xiao Bai in his room. Just a few days ago Wubai arrived in Shanghai, and now he had to fly back to Beijing.


The sky plan is indeed mysterious, my brother-in-law had a great contraction after returning from Shanghai. Requires her baby be born into the world sooner than doctors predict. Father and Mother who were not strong enough to go far were replaced by me.


"You are now a gege" I whispered to Xiao Bai who was fast asleep.


I went back to my room and saw that the clock was showing a late night. I walked over to the window and looked out. My eyes were fixed on FanFan's pitch-black room.



"It's been a long time that the lights of his room haven't lit up" I said


When I was about to close my window curtains, suddenly the lights in his room lit up. Long live once that genius man, I just thought about it and now he has appeared like a ghost. I saw that tall Liu FanFan figure from behind the curtains of his room.


Looks like he's back at the uncle and aunt's house, or maybe just stopped by for a little while. I think now FanFan just squandered the money, he could just go back to the house of uncle and aunt without having to buy a luxury apartment. Or maybe FanFan was just looking for an excuse to get away from me? Seeing me will indeed make him remember the bitter past.


"Ah, it's up to him. He wants to buy a hotel though, it's none of my business" I said


I walked away from the window, saw the notification of my phone on I picked it up. I saw my phone screen, FanFan sent me messages all these nights?


''Why did you see me?'' Posted on WeChat


Me, "…."


Besides a doctor and deputy director, apparently FanFan has switched professions to become a psychic? No, no, no, or maybe he saw me?


(Darling: someone with high spiritual power)


I spent a few minutes thinking, thinking of a more realistic and reasonable response to FanFan's message. That answer won't embarrass me and make him big-headed.


My little fingers started dancing on the phone keyboard, intermittently typing and intermittently deleting.


I sighed, "Is his WeChat really this difficult? Why am I so hard to answer?"


After pondering for 10 minutes I sent him a reply, "I thought I saw a ghost"


Silly enough, FanFan is probably laughing at me right now.


*/


The next day Xiao Bai and I got ready to go to the airport. I have permission to leave Professor Su, I take my time off which I have not taken. I will be in Beijing for 4 days.


"Pa, has the cab come?"


My dad, "Hmm that…"


FanFan who suddenly entered my house. His clothes were relaxed, he did not seem to be leaving for the Hospital. The clothes he was wearing now did not reflect the aura of a vice director at all.


"You go with FanFan. He has business at Beijing Hospital" my mother said


Like there's lightning on my head right now, grabbing me to a pointless scorch.



I'm, "But ma…"


FanFan said, "I have business at Peking Hospital, I don't want to follow you"


I'm sure none of this is fate, my mother set this up. Last night he must have told FanFan. On the same day and the same plane, was there a coincidence like this?


FanFan went to Beijing under the pretext of having business in Peking and at the same time Dery ge told me to take Xiao Bai along and visit my sister-in-law who had just given birth. It hasn't been a week since I met FanFan, and it feels so awkward. I had to start getting used to his presence. There's no way I'll keep avoiding him.


On the plane we sat in the same row as Xiao Bai in the middle. The flight from Shanghai to Beijing which took 2 hours and 20 minutes made Xiao Bai exhausted and eventually fell asleep. So did FanFan who seemed to be asleep in the passenger seat. The affairs at the hospital must have made him tired, especially now he is the Deputy Director at the Hospital where I work.


'Happy passenger, within 5 minutes China Airlines plane will soon land at Beijing Capital International Airport. Please allow passengers to return to their seats, fasten seat belts, open window coverings, and fold tables'


'Welcome to Beijing Capital International Airport' announcement from the Pilot of the aircraft indicates the aircraft we are boarding has landed safely in Beijing.



"You don't want to wake Xiao Bai?"ask FanFan


"Ssttt.I'll carry it" I replied.


But as I was about to open Xiao Bai's safety belt, FanFan blocked my hand and replaced me with my niece.


"With your short legs Xiao Bai will feel uncomfortable" FanFan said


We got out of the plane with FanFan still holding Xiao Bai. FanFan walked over with his right hand holding Wubai and his left hand dragging the suitcase. Somehow it seemed, he was carrying 2 suitcases at once with one hand.


FanFan does not walk out of the airport where passengers usually wait for a taxi.


"Eh, where are you going? I have to wait for a taxi outside" I shouted at FanFan who kept walking while pulling my suitcase


"Parking place" he said


FanFan suddenly stopped in front of a white CRV. His left hand took off the suitcase he had dragged from earlier, grabbing it into his jacket pocket with difficulty.


"Eh" he said with his eyes pointed at his jacket pocket


"Oh" I said.


I approached and put my hand in search of an object that was on the jacket. That's FanFan's car key.


"Well I'll take you, don't refuse. I did it for Xiao Bai" FanFan said


Without saying much I got into his car and sat in the back seat with Xiao Bai who was still asleep.


It was fortunate that Xiao Bai was awake when we reached Dery Gege's apartment, otherwise FanFan would have driven us all the way to my brother's doorstep.


"Thank you FanFan, uh Xiao Bai said thank you to Uncle FanFan" I said


With sweetness the boy ran over and hugged FanFan's leg. FanFan lowered his body and stroked Xiao Bai's head while saying, "Sama-sama"


FanFan left after driving me and Xiao Bai to Dery ge's apartment.


*/


With my right hand leading Wubai and my left hand holding the handle of the suitcase, I stood in front of my sister's apartment door. Shortly after hearing the bell I was pulling, my sister opened the door to her apartment.


"You've come, uh look at papa's hotshot. WuBai come here, let papa hold you" said Dery ge


I went in with my suitcase. On the Sofa looked my sister-in-law Li Yu, who was sitting while holding her newborn baby to the world.


"Saozi, how are you?" My broom


"I'm good, how's xiaogu himself ?" Ask


(Xiaogu: sister-in-law)


"I'm fine too"


Li Yu turned the little baby to me while she started hugging Wubai, "Xiao Bai, come here mama misses me son"


I carried my second, newborn niece, a second nephew who was also a male. His eyes were wide like the eyes of my sister-in-law.


"What's surname is saozi?"


"Wong Wunai's. But we call him Xiao Nai"


"Xiao Nai Ni Hao's. Uh he looks like you" I said


A good name, the eldest son was named Xiao Bai and the youngest son was named Xiao Nai.


While I was chatting with my brother-in-law, Dery ge called out to me. He seems to want to talk seriously with me. Butwhat?


I followed her to her study, "Ge, what's up?"


"2 years ago FanFan came to Beijing and he met me. He explained the misunderstanding. I don't want to bring up the past, but I think you should know Xiao Xi. FanFan still loves you, but it's all in your hands" my brother said


I'm speechless, Hendery gege doesn't even warm up. His language was short and clear, as if this was a burden he had long wanted to say. But why are you telling me now?


"Why did Gege just tell me?" say



"He forbid me from telling you. FanFan wants to come back to you when he really is able to protect you, when he really deserves to be with you"


Am I starting to regret the decision I made? Why after hearing my brother's words, my heart began to be hopeful.


I laughed cynically, "It's not him that doesn't deserve it, but I did. He's too good for me and I'm too bad for him"


The separation of a couple is usually due to a third person, secret child or other. But in fact the feeling of unease, busyness, worry also makes people who like each other become separated. This is what I experienced 7 years ago, the guilt that was peppered with jealousy and mutual distrust, made me and FanFan separate.


The ringing of my phone woke me from the daydream about FanFan. I looked at my phone screen and saw the name of the person I was daydreaming about. Why did FanFan call me?


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