Love Me Now's

Break Up

Spring is over, the sign of June is over. Entering the 7th month where the sun will be more eager to appear. 1 Year 3 months already, FanFan and I are in Beijing to undergo our coass. Coass duration 1.5 years to 2 years. But me and FanFan are ambitious to finish quickly.

For 3 months I kept the relationship between Li Yu and my brother a secret. Either it's lucky or it's not time yet, but fate hasn't allowed this time bomb to explode. I'm working with Li Yu so that my brother and girlfriend don't know about it.

*/

"You guys have been working hard all this time, your time for the past 2 months will not be felt" Doctor Yu Tang said

"It's a doctor" I replied

After finishing the coass in Beijing, we plan to return home to Shanghai. We will have a new chapter to become doctors. If fate still wants to be kind, then FanFan will not know until then.

FanFan and I will be taking a residency program in Shanghai, precisely at Shanghai United Family Hospital. The hospital is still a branch of Beijing Hospital that we now occupy for coass.

"Tomorrow I have no morning schedule, what about you?" FanFan asked me

"Ah, I'll leave tomorrow after dinner. I also have no morning schedule" I said

Tonight we still have to watch the night in the hospital and go home the next day.

*/

Next day..

"I want to borrow YangYang Gege's car but you forbid me, I'm tired of walking from the bus stop to the apartment" said FanFan

His path staggered with drowsiness, his eyes refusing to see the earth again.

"Why are you short? If you're high you can bang me" he added

Me, "….."

After walking down the hall, we arrived at the door of my sister's apartment unit. I pressed the entry code and the door opened. I went inside, put a pair of shoes on the shelf.

"We're home." My voice shrank as soon as I saw someone.

The book I was holding fell down instantly, my hand suddenly suffocated from seeing this figure. Not a ghost, but more sinister than a ghost. I would rather see Jiangshi than have to look at Li Yu sitting on the living room sofa with my brother.

(Jiangshi: Chinese Vampire)

"You why?" asked FanFan who was surprised to see me drop the book I was holding.

He picked up the book, his eyes sidetracked towards the living room. FanFan dropped the book as well.

"Li Yu.." said FanFan who was astonished to see Li Yu with my brother.

My brother still doesn't know anything, "You know Li Yu? No wonder you're from the same High School. The world is so narrow"

FanFan was astonished to see Li Yu, while Li Yu himself was confused as to what to say when he saw me and FanFan. Without saying anything FanFan pulled me out of the apartment.

"Come with me"

The road that had been slow and slow, now became very fast. FanFan's face was serious, his expression unfathomable. Between anger and wonder, he spoke nothing to me.

FanFan let go of his hand when we got outside the apartment. He looks so shocked. I could read his face, a thousand questions in his mind. Questions I have to answer without any more lies. Now is the time for that time bomb to explode.

"Why is she there with your sister?" ask FanFan

I was still silent, FanFan continued, "No, no. How come you're so calm? Did you know from the beginning?"

"Xiao Xi, look at me and answer my question!" His voice is high

"I'm sorry, but I already know. I didn't tell you, because I was afraid you'd be confused. I'm afraid you'll feel bad for my brother and I can't ruin my brother's happiness" I said at length hoping FanFan wasn't angry

"How long has it been?" FanFan's tone of voice was low

"Se.se.since you trained in Macau, 3 months ago"

FanFan was speechless, he seemed to be at a loss for words. He turned his body, his hands clenched into fists. Then he turned back to me.

"I don't have any feelings for Li Yu, so what's the problem? You're wrong because you didn't tell me from the start" FanFan replied

"I know, I was just scared to see Dery ge react when he found out you were Li Yu's ex-girlfriend. I'm afraid she'll feel bad for us and end up sacrificing her happiness. I know exactly how my brother is.." I said

FanFan was angry, "Then you yourself didn't think about my feelings? You hid all this and bore your own burdens? Do you doubt me?"

"I'm sorry"

"Go back to the apartment, I want to be alone" FanFan said

An annoyed FanFan left me, he went somewhere. I don't want to bother him first, I know he needs time to be alone.

I went back to the apartment and saw my brother sitting down playing with his laptop. I didn't see Li Yu, he might have gone home already.

"Where is Li Yu?" Much

"Ah, he came home. Uh..FanFan where? why did you guys suddenly leave?"

"He's at Yang ge's house" I replied

*/

It was late afternoon, but FanFan had not returned. The phone's turned off, my WeChat is neglected. Now I don't know where he is, while the sky starts to darken. From behind the kamae window I saw a white cloud moving away covered in black clouds, it looked like it was going to rain.

"He where? "

Since noon FanFan did not come back, I called him repeatedly but there was no answer. The phone's off and I can't figure out where it is.

"Jie, is FanFan there?"

I called Hexin jijie and asked if FanFan was there, but Hexin said FanFan wasn't there. Where did FanFan go?

The rain finally fell, spatter by speck until finally the sky spilled a lot of water. Moisturize the earth with a swift. I took my jacket and my umbrella to look for FanFan, I don't know where he's going. She had never been out anywhere in Beijing, so I was also confused where to dance.

"I'll try to find him at the hospital"

When I was about to go out and open the apartment door, I saw FanFan right in front of the door with his clothes soaked in rain.

"Fansin.."

"…"

Without saying anything FanFan walked into his room. He still seems angry at me. I waited for him to come out of his room, but he didn't come out. I knocked on his room, there was no response from him.

"FanFan I'm in yeah"

Like entering the tiger cage, I entered carefully. I saw FanFan sleeping, I approached him and saw his face pale from cold.

"Why is your forehead so hot?"

"If you want to get angry just want to get angry, do not get sick like this" I said while enveloping his body

After compressing her forehead, I left her so she could rest. I occasionally went back to his room to see FanFan and check his temperature.

"The heat hasn't come down yet, did I just take him to the Hospital? I'm gonna call Dery ge"

When I was about to call my sister, FanFan's hand grabbed my hand, "I'm fine, I'm thirsty. Can you get me some water?"

I nodded and rushed to the kitchen to get him some water and food. He must be hungry, lucky I've put him in ginger soup.

"It's…"

He lay down again as he drank a sip of warm water that I brought. Without eating the ginger soup, FanFan again laid his body. Maybe my face was still irritating to look at, she turned around and her back looked at me.

Last night I waited for him, I was afraid his heat wouldn't go down. I slept in FanFan's room seat while occasionally waking up to see his condition.

Unaware, I overslept. I woke up after my phone alarm went off. When I opened my eyes, I found myself already on FanFan's bed. But I'm alone, there's no FanFan in this room.

"Where's he?"

Not seeing him, I went out of the room . I saw him sitting on the couch playing on his phone

"Are you better?" Much

"Ehm.." she replied

"You were so hot last night. So I compressed it" I said again

"Ehm." she replied again

I sat down next to him and started talking. Expect a better response than that annoying-sounding 'ehm' answer.

"You're still mad at me, Dad? I'm sorry, I was wrong to hide all this from you" I said as I bowed languidly

"I'm not mad at you, I just don't know how to behave in front of your sister later, especially if she knows Li Yu is my ex-boyfriend" FanFan said

I was silent, confused as to how to respond. What I think is the same as FanFan thinks, hopefully everything will be fine.

*/

At 8 am I have to go to the Hospital, I let FanFan rest today. But he already looked as neat as ever, ready to leave for the Hospital.

"You don't go, you're still sick. I will take your place" I said

The tone was cold, "No need, I'll be more stressed when I'm at home"

His attitude has not changed, he said he was not angry with me. But I know FanFan so well, the disappointment in me is still there.

I've been thinking about my problems all day and FanFan's. He was really mad at me, I was confused what to do. I became unfocused because of this problem.

I went to the nurse station because I saw a doctor and some nurses were chatting. I joined them, hoping to forget a little about my problem.

"Are you not going to be lonely?" ask Dr. Zhang

I have just arrived and joined, but doctor Zhang has already asked me. I don't understand what the question means.

"Doctor, are you talking to me?"I asked in astonishment

"Of course." she answered

I still don't understand what Doctor Zhang said, lonely? what does it mean that I will be lonely?

"You don't know yet? Don't lie, you're her boyfriend, you should know" said Dr. Chen, who was surprised to see me

"I really don't understand what you mean"

What do I not know? A boyfriend? Are they talking about FanFan? What happened to FanFan? I was amazed by the words of these two resident doctors.

"Isn't your genius girlfriend going to America to continue her residency program?" doctor Zhang said

I dodged, "Where is it possible? We will return to Shanghai after our coass is over" I said

Doctor Chen said, "So you really don't know well? The entire department knows that FanFan was selected to continue the Resident scholarship program in America with Professor Chen's daughter. At first I was surprised that you didn't panic, considering Professor Chen's daughter was also beautiful. If I were you I'd have burned a beard"

Hearing what Doctor Chen said made me distrustful, I went to look for FanFan to ask him the truth. I saw him sitting in the staff room.

"I want to talk to you, can we talk outside" I said

I took FanFan to the Hospital Park to talk to him.

"I heard you were going to America? And you were chosen to continue your resident program there, is that right?" Much

FanFan was silent when I asked, seeing him as silent like this, surely the news was true.

"You're silent, which means it's true. And you never told me, we promised we'd go back to Shanghai. FanFan our time is only 2 months left, after that we will return to Shanghai"

FanFan replied calmly, "I originally wanted to tell you. But I don't think it's necessary, and I haven't decided if I'm going to go or not"

"Then why didn't you tell me?"much

"You yourself why hide your brother and Li Yu's relationship? Not only that, the accident that almost made me lose you 3 years ago is also your secret"

FanFan who was still angry with me related to Li Yu's matter that had nothing to do with our matter now. I started to get carried away by my emotions and couldn't control myself.

"It was different, it was a different matter FanFan. You're just looking for a loophole to cover up your mistakes"

FanFan said, "What's different? You're afraid your brother is hurt if he finds out Li Yu is my ex-boyfriend, but you yourself don't think of me, you're selfish Xiao Xi."

Like the debate participants, we kept each other down. Defend each other and keep arguing. None of us want to give up.

"Oh! you're right.I'm selfish. I only think about my brother's happiness. Then why don't we just end it all?" Mouthed

"Do you know what your words mean?" Ask FanFan

Without answering his words, I left him. He was still screaming to call me.

The disappointment we felt blinded our eyes and hearts. I'm so stupid to say the word "separation" that I might regret it someday.

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