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A breeze blew past the fallen leaves strewn by the road, at a stop
I sat by myself as I floated adrift with the wind
say hello. Cold but not to my heart. My heart is still sore, this wound seems incapable
I'm to wrap it myself.
I tried to reflect on what had happened, waiting for me to make a mistake
large. I was too careless in controlling my feelings. Because of my carelessness I lost
such great trust from my foster family. The old family helped
elevate my. The family that put so much trust and hope in me.
And I did too.
I also secretly have kept a wish and hope that is not less great also for
support my career and my future. I hope with the trust they give me
I can change my fate and that of my family in the village. But love has lost everything.
Love has ruined my dreams.
I also keep wondering if I had first realized who Farenzy and if only
I knew earlier that I might not dare to put my heart and love
to him. Truly, this love has made me lose control in matters of the heart.
But is it worth me to constantly blame myself and love? Doesn't exist
any more people and other things to blame here?
Toeetto.toet..
The sound of a bus horn shocked me disperse the daydream I was enjoying.
Enjoy? Ah, don't know what his name is. Obviously I was daydreaming.
The bus stopped, I got on the way to my agency office to meet up with
Lady Lili. All the way I didn't know how I felt I couldn't afford it
to explain. Fifteen minutes by public bus and
make it hard now I'm in front of my agency office, I go down still carrying my suitcase, I come in
and immediately asked the whereabouts of Mrs Lili to the receptionist on duty
in front of the guest table. Then the receptionist called maybe to my lady Lili's room
tell me maybe because after he called and he let me in the room
Lady Lili and meet her there.
I stepped towards the room as the receptionist had just directed. And true
just in front of the door of the room was written the name of Lady Lili then without thinking long me
directly knocked. A moment later came the voice of Lady Lili inviting me to
go in. I held the doorknob as I held my breath as much as I could
until I'm questioning.
Ckrieeek..
The door of Mrs Lili's room opened, and it appeared that Mrs Lili was sitting facing her
laptop at work.
"Excuse me..!" I greeted Madam Lili and because my greeting forced her to
raised his head and turned his gaze towards the entrance where I was currently
standing with a feeling I can no longer express. Stuffy. This chest feels tight
hampa.
"Hey.. Here, Nuraini..! Come here, son, come on in." Madam Lili got up and stood up from her seat
then let me in.
Instantly it felt like this heart heard him call me "Son (son)."
The more I feel my soul. The greeting that seems so missed. I immediately ran
approaching her and without warning I immediately hugged Madam Lili. My tears broke inside
her hug. Like a child who has just met his mother, I became
without letting go of the embrace even now I'm getting tighter hugging Madam Lili's body and
he returned a hug with his soft arms on my back and my hair.
"It has. Be quiet Ai. What is it tell me quietly so that there is relief in your heart. Come on
Then he took me to sit on the couch not far from the desk. He led me with
gently so that I could tell her calmly about what exactly had happened
at me.
Slowly I was able to tell events after events that I had experienced. Madam Lili is very
well, she's like a mother to us TKWs in Hong Kong, especially those who are aggressive
channeling through Mrs Lili and her friends.
"
Aini, I'm so glad you could tell me something like this. I hope you are strong inside
face it. Because actually there are still many cases that occur in energy
our work from Indonesia is here. Not many people have to lose their lives because
problems with their employers. Then now what's your decision Ai?" Question from
Lady Lili blew me away from the daydream.
"I mean Madam?" I asked Mrs Lili back, I felt I still did not understand
last sentence Lady Lili who suddenly asked me what my decision was.
"I mean like this Aini, are you still going to stay in this Hong Kong by looking
another job or just going back to Indonesia?" Obviously Madam Lili to me and times
ininakun understood and understood the meaning of Mrs Lili's previous question.
"I still want to work here, Madam. But how can I
get a job soon? Whether the egocentric can help me to
find a new job?" I asked Mrs Lili.
"Thank God, then Ai, I as your egen here are very happy to hear your decision
that's. Yes, of course later we the agency will try as much as possible to
help find a new job for you Ai." Mrs Lili said.
"How long will my mistress have to wait for that new job?" I asked padany again.
"Quickly." Strictly Madame Lili.
"A day? Two days? Three days?" Ask again.
For a moment Madam Lili gave a smile and then gave a small laugh.
"For that I can't confirm Ai. But for a while I could help
providing a place to stay for you Ai." Answer Lady Lili.
Many and long conversations I had with Mrs Lili at the Agency office this afternoon. Then Madame Lili
take me to lunch with him. Then we went back to the agency office, I already
making a plea to Lady Lili to keep my current whereabouts a secret
especially from the family of Mr. Syaeful. My reason is because I really need it right now
tranquility. And I'm also reluctant to have any more communication in any form
with them.
In the afternoon Mrs Lili again gave me a choice as to whether I would come home
he will either stay with her or stay in a shelter.
"I still need the calm of the lady. If I may I would like to come home with the lady.
Because if in the village I will definitely be again squeezed with sadness again."
My spoken.
"Yes, I understand too. But I also feel bad about your friends as well
trouble bringing you home to my house. I'm afraid they'll also be envious and
this could also harm you Ai. Believe me, I will definitely get a new job
for you in the quickest time" explained Mrs Lili.
And finally I received advice from Mrs Lili to stay while in the village
TKW in Hong Kong. But it's okay, here I can also meet my friends who are also
fate in Hong Kong. That night we told each other about our experiences
respectively. Experience in dealing with the bitter life of people.
Bloated...