
There's nothing I can do right now but cry. Yes cry, cry and cry
just. When I looked at my mom, I felt that maybe what my mom had just been
say it is true. I am guilty of not trying to
memcaribtahunjati the real Farenzy. I was just fascinated by the good looks
his face and disregard the importance of knowing who he is and where he comes from. What I used to be
reject in my heart that love, now it has plunged me into very judgment
low and despicable of those who have given me more trust.
I lost my foster family in an instant. That's a very scary shadow that
all this time I've been waiting for me ever since I found out who Farenzy is. Ever since I knew that he
it is the Young Master in my adoptive family. I can't argue with all of Mom's words.
What you say about me is as true as it is. My tongue feels stiff and
my tears are breaking.
"
Aini, is it true what your mama said was nduk?" Suddenly, Grandma shifted her question
to me.
And I came back speechless. I just fell down and cried.
"Grandmother, it's true what Mama said." Nasya.
"Nasya quiet..! Grandma asked Aini." Grandma raised her tone. Until making
Nasya silently nailed.
"
A.a.a.aku and Farenzy love each other grandma..!" I answered Grandma's question in a stammer
brickwork.
"When did you start a relationship?" Ask grandma again.
For a moment I was silent, I thought about what I should do. Do I have to be honest
or neither. And finally though it was hard I had to answer grandma's question with
full honesty.
"Se.since, last winter grandma." I answered Grandma's question with a little stammering then I
bowed can no longer see the eyes of the grandmother who seemed to not believe what
I just said.
"Wait? Aren't you lying Aini?" Ask grandma again.
This time I could no longer answer Grandma's questions with words. I just shook
the chief sign that I'm not lying to him.
" Why are you guys in a secret relationship? If it is true that you
not knowing Sipa Farenzy actually." Grandma's words back made me tetserak.
"Because Farenzy forbade me to tell anyone about that relationship
there's between us, grandma." I answered my grandmother's question with great sincerity.
"I thought that we were the same here working for Saeful's papa family as
gofer. And so I thought maybe Farenzy was preventing me from telling you
about our relationship because he was afraid we lost the trust and work of the family
it's grandma." I continued my explanation to Grandma.
And until here grandma just kept quiet as if she was reluctant to listen to my explanation again,
I had to be quiet too. No one knows how devastated I feel right now.
The atmosphere instantly became silent.
I was soaked in grief and destruction and my mind floated about not knowing what
what else I will face after this.
"Why do you think that Farenzy is a man and not the son of Tri and
Saeful?" Grandma's hoarse voice broke the silence again.
"Sorry Grandma, because from the very beginning of our meeting I saw Farenzy working with a company
mom and dad told him to." I answered by holding back sobs.
"Bod*h..! Didn't you see so big my son's company, huh? And how
you may never hear or see how people work
treated him? Ah, that's how liars are liars." Mama's back
yelled at me.
It was as if a touch of energy was adding strength to me. So I can lift for a moment
my head. I saw Grandma looking meaningfully at me. Then I looked at my mom
and Nasya. They both looked hard at me. I take a long breath so I can
a little less tired my heart then I wipe the tears from earlier as if unceasing
oozed.
"Look Aini, I want you to leave here tonight and not again
show your face in front of us. And I'm gonna call the agent who handled you. Then
it's up to them what better to do for you. But it's clear tonight, too
you have to get your feet out of this house. Understood?"
My crying broke again. This time I couldn't hold my foot so I stepped forward
mom and fell in front of her feet. I begged my mom not to do this.
But my mom doesn't seem to care about me anymore.
"Yes..! Please don't do this ma..! Aini dear mama, dear all of you..!" I
crying and hugging mom's feet.
My mom pushed me until I fell back. I was crying so much. Nonexistent
shame to shed my tears. The feeling of destruction was getting evaporated in my heart. I'm scared, I'm scared,
I'm sad, I'm disappointed and I'm sorry too.
"Go...!! I said go now...!!" Firmly mama while her index finger was pointing at me
then point to the front door.
"Yeah..! I'm sorry Aini ma...!" I went back to begging my mom.
"
Ah... already there go, your ears are not working huh? Mom said you had to go
he apologized again and again. If mom says go, you have to go. So
it's just hard." Nasya chimed in my apology on mama.
Hearing Nasya's words I felt even more helpless. Slowly I pulled
my body to get up and stand. With a little run I went to my room. Fast-forward
I'll pack my clothes.
"Where are you going Ai?" Suddenly Dina opened the door of my room and came in to see me.
I didn't answer Dina's question because I was also confused about where I was going
at present. I remember Sri. My fellow TKW who used to be a PT with me. And also
happened to live and got an employer still close to me here. But since two months
I have no contact with Sri anymore.
I don't know what's up at the moment, I hope he's okay. As if without regard to presence
Dina in my room I keep busy packing my things that are important to me
bring the. And don't forget I found my diary there I wrote down a lot of my friends' phone numbers
which I might be able to ask for help. I also found the address of Sri's apartment that he used to
give it to me and I write it there. No need to wait long for me to finally
find Sri's address. There was a little relief after finding Sri's residence address.
"Din, I'm going yes. Titip grandma yes Din do not let granny get sick again if there is anything call
i'm." My love to Dina after I finished packing my things.
"Yes Ai, but where are you going tonight?" Dina asked back.
"Where should Din, which I obviously need to get out of here." I answered while I pulled my suitcase out
chamber.
When passing through the room I saw there was a grandmother, mother and also Nasha. Maybe papa
haven't come home yet so papa's not there. I dare to say goodbye to
grandma though not with mom and Nasha.
I saw Grandma shed her tears as I said goodbye and kissed the back of her hand.
Tonight is a witness to my departure from Mr. Syaeful's house. I move my legs firmly and
steady even though there is no direction and the destination will definitely go where I am. Clearly I am leaving now. I
been evicted from my foster family.
Seriate...