
Povs. Farenzy
"Renzy, last night your mom kicked Aini out of this house." Grandma's words were like a sword
unsheathed my heart. Without further ado, I hung up the phone and rushed straight away
exit home. In my heart I unceasingly blamed myself, supposedly yesterday
I didn't let Aini go home alone.
When I arrived at the parking lot I immediately headed towards my car then entered and started driving though
I don't know where to look for Aini yet. Walk slowly hoping to find
aini figure I keep remembering about who Aini will ask for help in
it is as he is currently experiencing. His agent. Yes, maybe Aini will soon
call his agent and ask for help. But there is a sense of rebuttal
in my soul. Aini won't call her agent right away. Maybe it will come first
call his friend and ask for his opinion and help with his friend.
But who's his friend?. Here my mind seems to be dead-end. It's hard for me to remember who
aini's best friend who is in Hong Kong. Because he spent more often
his free time is with me or at least with my sister Nasya. Besides me and Nansya
I remembered again who was familiar with Aini.
But after thinking hard and still not find the answer. I finally
decided to stop looking for Aini by car. Maybe it's better to walk. I
start looking for Aini around the playground and also the flower garden. Then I was too
ask some people I met there. And then I asked, too
with the food vendors on the sidelines halan may only ever see
aini's presence at least since last night until this morning. But of all that I have met and
I asked none of them who claimed to have seen Aini.
The day the sun is getting higher. My watch lyrics turned out to be eleven
daylight. But until this moment I have not also found the existence of Aini. For a moment I sat
resting off tired in the car, then I again thought to contact
the employment agency that once overshadowed Aini. Maybe Aini asked for help
to them.
It didn't take long for my phone to finally connect with the agency's office. I
ask to speak with Mrs Lili. Thank goodness I still have the agency's phone number
these. Mumbles.
Then Madame Lili greeted my call. He asked what the problem was. Then I
reassuring him that Aini is currently in trouble. Is he currently
there or at least never called them since last night.
But unfortunately Mrs Lili said that she did not doubt Aini's problems at all.
Mrs Lili also said that there had been no incoming calls from Aini since last night
this afternoon. Hearing the answer given by Mrs Lili, I felt more and more
dominated by the despair that gripped my mind.
'Where are you Ai?' I ask myself in my heart. I've called Aini a few times
by phone but Aini's number is still inactive. I was so worried about him. I'm scared
something bad happened to him again. I thought he was here for a year, but he still is
yet to be caught up with all the ins and outs of this cruel Hong Kong city. Especially if he leaves
since last night. I don't know what he's been through since his departure from home.
The person I'm worried about right now and I'm looking for him. Without knowing me
smile and open the message hoping Aini will tell her whereabouts.
"[Sorry now I'm not at your mom's house anymore. I've been gone since last night. Naw
try to find where I am right now that I'm obviously fine. And right now we have to keep
this distance first is for the good of all of us]." That was the sound of the message Aini sent me.
Making my smile disappear instantly and changing the tears that flowed swiftly.
"
Ainiii.......!!!!"
"Why did you leave? Why are you doing this to me Ai?"
I screamed calling Aini's name subconsciously and my hand hit the steering wheel of my car. Crushed.
Crumbed. My heart's feeling is getting more and more uncertain. Then I went back to trying to
she contacted him by phone but again his phone number was off. Then I
send a message hoping that later at any time if he re-activates his phone
maybe later pesankutakan teekitim and he will read.
"[Well Ai if that's your decision. But please tell me where you are right now.]" I
send that message to Aini.
Still with the original position in my car I bowed in front of the steering wheel. My body feels so
it's like losing balance. But keep trying to be strong. The guilt continues
punished me. Because of my actions this all happened, and Aini had to endure it all.
I don't feel my tears falling and dripping on my cheeks. Although I am a man, but for
right now my tears can't be contained. I also cursed my mother and sister. They
very outrageous, their treatment of Aini is already excessive. Aini is not to blame
right here. He really had no idea who I was from the beginning of our introduction. She's just a girl
the plain village. And it was I who ensnared him with my love.
I know my body feels weak because since this morning there has not been a grain of rice or a drop of water
which fills my stomach. But my appetite and drinking have now been cut off. I'd rather
focus on Aini's search rather than eating or drinking. My life really feels empty
without Aini. I felt even more sad as the seconds and minutes passed
but there is no further news from Aini.
It does not feel like the time has started late afternoon, either way I will have to look for Aini's whereabouts.
I tried to call him repeatedly but the results were the same. Aini's phone number
not active.
The night greeted with his arrogance. It's getting darker and darker. Light glitter
on the street I no longer think it's beautiful. Everything has turned into sadness for me. This late, as far as
this I have tried to surround the city of Hong Kong to search for Aini's whereabouts yet still
I haven't met yet. I don't know where Aini is currently. I don't know who he is right now
requesting protection. But I myself am sure God will always save him because
Aini is a good girl. And Aini must be protected by the Most Good.
I decided to go home, and continue the search for Aini tomorrow only. I hope I will
getting word about Aini's whereabouts. That's all I expected.
Seriate..