
Povs. Aini
I came out of Nasya's room. My heart feels like it's coming out. The cracks are getting irregular. God...what is this? Forgive me if I have misjudged and loved someone. I opened the door to my room and went in. I sit on the edge of my bed. My body feels cold hot. It felt like I wanted to scream crying and I don't know what else was all messed up in an instant.
Is Farenzy a Young Master in my adoptive family? No. this is impossible. Finally the water fell down matakupun can no longer afford to me weirs. Your basis bo**h Aini..! I cursed myself.
But I can't just believe what Nasya just said. If it is true that Farenzy is the Young Master in Saeful exit why so far there are no frills that accompany it. Farenzy, who I've known all along, is just a errand boy. From the beginning I knew him I can still clearly remember him.
Mama and papa never even mentioned him as their son in every meeting. Nasya must be lying to me. At this time he may be laughing because it has managed to shake my mind.
But what if it turns out that what Nasya just said is true? God, right now my mind is really messed up erratically. Now what am I supposed to do? For a moment I tried to clear my mind and calm my heart.
Then I decided to call Farenzy. I intend to ask you the truth. Is it true what Nasya said earlier that the two of them are brothers. Or not.
I took my salary, and I went to Farenzy's phone number. Several times I tried to contact him but none of my phone calls were picked up. I don't know what the truth is if he deliberately avoided me so he wouldn't talk to me. This all really makes me angry.
I wander around remembering every inch of my relationship with Farenzy. Starting from my immunity aeal with him until last noon even until this second. There was something I had experienced not long ago. Yes, when I was in his house I saw a family picture perched on the wall at that time I saw the people in the picture as familiar to me. But whenever I wanted to ask Farenzy about it, she always seemed to deliberately avoid my question. It was as if there was something he was intentionally hiding. He didn't want to if I asked him about the photo.
And now I just remembered that the picture on the wall of the Farenzy house was the same as the one in the guest room of this house. If it is true that the two photos are the same, it means that it is the strongest evidence that shows that what Nasya said was true. Farenzy is the son of Saeful's father and also Tri's mother.
And if that's true, it means Farenzy is the young master I've been dying to recognize. But why do mama and papa always say that their son is so busy taking care of his own company that it is very rare to be able to go home and get together with their family. But Farenzy seems like it's not as busy as what mom and dad always suggested.
The night was getting late, I could not close my eyes yet. My drowsiness has been defeated by my current uncertain mood. On one side of my heart I like to believe what Nasha said. But on the other hand my heart refused. While it still continues to try to contact Farenzy, the results are still the same. There hasn't been a response from Farenzy to all my phone calls.
I was sad but for no apparent reason. I can't wait for morning to come. I want to go see Farenzy. I want to ask for a clear explanation. But I'm afraid that if he's the young master of this family, what if he's going to end our relationship. I was afraid he would go far away from me.
Why all this time he never wanted to honestly admit who he really was. Why did he hide his true identity. Or has he never loved me at all. Then what does all that he has done to me. Has Farenzy deceived me all this time? What he wanted from me so much that he was so happy.
I will wake up and move, I will carry out my duty of morning prayer I will complain everything to the All-Seeing and All-Knowing of all the secrets of the heart of every creature. I believe God has prepared the right answer for me.
After the dawn prayer I contacted Farenzy again by phone. But the results are still nil. Farenzy still hasn't picked up my phone. What exactly is it that he wants to avoid me.
Then I decided to let it all go and didn't want to think too hard about who Farenzy really was. I'm sure a truth will come to light and the lies will be revealed. You are so sure about that. Ah, this is me. For what all night I did not sleep just thinking of things that are uncertain and completely useless. Yes, what will happen, it will happen. I leave everything to God only he is the owner of the truth.
This morning greeted me lethargicly, I felt uninspired to face the day. Last night's incident has taken away some of my energy and thoughts. Maybe for Nasya it is just a joke but for me it means a lot.
Maybe if I didn't love Farenzy so much it wouldn't have had any effect on me. But because this love is too big to be able to make me feel afraid of losing that I cannot imagine.
I went to work without enthusiasm, but still I forced so that no one suspected that I was feeling something very disturbing in my heart. As much as I can, I try to gather my energy so that I can concentrate on doing my work today. When I got home, Farenzy called me all of a sudden. He said he would pick me up after work. I'll just straight away. This is my chance to meet him so that I can clearly ask what has been stuck in my heart since last night.
I'm out of the lobby, and I see Farenzy's there. He was right to pick me up.
"Hello baby, let's go home." He greeted me with a smile that floated as if without sin on his lips.
"Yes hello, too. Come on." Come on." Cold answer.
Then he opened the car door for me.
"Please..!" Said me.
I just went in without further ado to him. Then after the car Farenzy asked me.
Seriate...