Love Made In Hong Kong

Part.40s. My Son Is Worried

Povs. Mr. Syaeful

A few days ago my eldest son Farenzy had just returned from my home country Turkey. His return from Turkey was something I could never have imagined what else I hoped would have happened. Yeah, that morning I had a big fight with my wife Tri. Actually, the problem that happened is not a new problem. Except for old problems. Which seems to be a big Tri. He said he couldn't stand my mischief with my secretary, Lina Wong. Ah, since when did Tri also have such jealousy that he could-can just call Lina an actor. Did he just realize. Where has he been all this time? Bo**h. He thinks I care about him, hemm. Noddle..!

After my fight with Tri not long enough he went to leave the office, whether he went where I did not want to know about it. I'm even grateful that she's not in my office and Lina can be alone. Thought.

But it turns out I was wrong, the bigger problem turned out to come suddenly without giving a warning first. When Lina and I were about to get out of the office after I had already confirmed that Tri really had gone far from the office, but when Lina and I were about to get out of the elevator, my son Farenzy came. It happened to me very dramatically. How not, when the elevator door opened and Lina held my hand affectionately while she was spoiled on my shoulder at that time Farenzy was right in front of us. We were both surprised.

"Papa..!"

"Farenzy..?"

We were both shocked, and we might not believe what was in front of each of us. I can't believe that right now my son has caught my bad behavior that I've been hiding. Maybe so with Farenzy, my son was also surprised because he was not yskin that currently facing me his father in a position to be friendly with other women not his mother.

"Papa's shame..!" His impact firmly and then turned back to walk towards his car in the parking area. And I keep trying to catch up with him.

"Ren, listen to papa first. Papa can explain this is all a misunderstanding. Not everything is as you see it. Renzy, Ren..! Wait papa..!" Then I pulled Farenztmy's arm forcing her to stop the move.

He stopped, and turned his body towards me.

"Don't touch me..! I'm ashamed to have a papa like you ."

"No son, don't be angry first, listen papa will explain. He's just.."

My son Farenzy won't listen to me. He kept going to get closer to his car and he came in without caring about my call.

Then he drove his car out of the parking area. My chest feels tight. Regretting. Why this kind of thing should happen. Since childhood my son has never denied anything against me. He respected me and trusted me. But maybe today is the end of it all. I have disappointed him. Maybe he'll never trust me like before. 'Basic sloppy..!' I snapped at myself.

Meanwhile, Lina was still standing glued in front of the exit. One side of my heart blames him for showing off his affection in a public place, but the other side also defends him he is innocent but I am guilty. I spoiled him so much that he has become more and more courageous to show who he is and what is the relationship between him and me to everyone.

My son Farenzy must have been very hurt, but I don't know what else I can do. Because what he just saw was true. Yes, I betrayed my marriage to his mother. But no, I'm not a betrayer. Tri himself already knew about my relationship with Lina and it seemed like there was no problem for him. It's just that our children have no idea what's really going on between my heart and their mother. My son Farenzy has always been proud of me as his father, he is also very respectful and respectful and very trusting of me. But I don't know if it's after this. There's still all that Farenzy trust for me.

Lina Wong came up to me and then she came back to sleep in my arms. I could never resist when he did his indulgences to me, though in fact my heart was burning with the flames of anger but it was instantly extinguished. He pulled me up as if asking me not to care about anyone even with my son. You can only care about him. Then we walked to the parking lot and I immediately took my car and drove with Lina to a restaurant where we both used to have lunch.

Actually my mind is in a mess. Between anger, worry, my son doing things that are dangerous, sad, sorry, and whether there are many others all my feelings are mixed with uncertainty. I want to go home soon after Farenzy and beg her so that she can understand my mistakes and hope that she can accept the reality. But the sweet indulgence of Lina is able to corner all the bad taste that exists.

Lina and I ate lunch without hindrance even though I was left with a thousand uncertain feelings sometimes come and go without caring about the arrogance of my selfishness no matter their heart which may be very I expected my presence throughout their entire lives. But this is Love, a sense of where no one ever knows when he will come and when he will go. Hanyankehambaran that suddenly became a signal of his absence. It's hard to believe, but it's a relationship. Which is not always what we once felt beautiful will forever be beautiful. And not forever that we have will be ours, there will be a time when all will be lost and leave us.

Although I have been accustomed to showing off my affection with Lina in front of Tri who until now was already my wife, but different again with Farenzy. Somehow every time I was in solitude and I remembered my son, my body seemed to tremble. It was as if a fear was approaching me.

Until I tried to dare to talk to him even though only through the telephone channel. I tried repeatedly to call him, but none of my calls were raised. I even sent a message through WA but he didn't reply. He just read it. Then I sent him a voice mail. I wish my son would understand and understand the fact that I don't love his mother anymore just that I try to keep our household for her and his sister's sake.

But even the voice mail I sent him had no response from him. 'Farenzy, don't hate papa son..!' I cried in my heart.

Seriate..