Love Made In Hong Kong

Part. 52. Dilemma Dighati Nasya

Povs. Aini

January 2020 is almost at the end. The white snow piled up on the mountains the rivers froze even more. Chilly. As cold as our home. We were all gathered physically but not inwardly. Because we have millions of different tastes. Me, Dina, grandma, mom and Nasha.

I really miss the warmth in my family in Indonesia my parents and also my sisters. And I can't lie, I miss my boyfriend Farenzy, too. I miss my friends who are both workers from Indonesia as well.

As for Dina, he said last night that he could not stand this cold weather. But yeah how else because it's winter time. I just taught her how to warm up by lighting a fireplace and wearing warm clothes. I bought her some warm clothes online. I ordered it from my online store.

"Thank you Aini, you taught me and gave me these clothes."

"Yes Din, this is my duty as a fellow Indonesian people who are in this region. We are Din's brothers. You and I are both complaining about fate. There is nothing we can do as long as we spread neglect and help each other and love each other." I was clear with Dina.

"I'm proud and happy to know you Ai." Dina approached and embraced me.

"Yes Din thank you. You should keep the spirit of working here. Anything I do not know and want you to know about your work here please just ask me. God willing I will help." I told Dina.

While the grandmother is currently hoping that papa can be given awareness and hope that papa can repent in earnest. And grandma is also currently giving encouragement and strength to mama so that mama can stay focused on taking care of the company and the stocks.

Mom, I know she is very busy. Because.must take care of the company, maintain stability and maintain the trust of clients even though you currently have to work from home. In addition to the matter of work mom is also currently taking care of everything that might be needed in the papa trial.

Mama yesterday told me that she has obtained legal counsel and also a lawyer for papa. However, they have not been hired because they are not currently allowed to conduct a trial. The Covid-19 outbreak is now affecting large parts of mainland China.

Meanwhile Nasya, he is at war with his own inner self. How could that be? Yes, of course you can. On one side of his heart, he loved and loved papa and on the other he hated papa. Nasya was disappointed by papa's actions. Nasya knew that his father was not at all involved in two main issues, namely as a user and dealer of illegal goods and the use of prostitution services. But Nasya was disappointed at papa's betrayal of mama.

"I hate papa Ai. But I also miss papa. I don't know all my feelings are fucked up erratically." Nasya told me.

"Let's call the police station, and have a word with papa. Tell me what's in your heart Nas. Tell me what you're feeling right now."

"What do you mean, Ai?"

"I called papa a few days ago Ai, I said that I love you very much. And I also said that I miss papa. But I did not express my frustration and disappointment to him. Because papa said the phone time for him is up. Then I end our conversation."

"Try me to call Ai again."

"Yes Ai, maybe I'll do what you suggested earlier."

"Well.that's donk Nas. Do it with passion. Good luck."

"Alright Ai. Thank you so much for giving me the best advice."

"Yes Nas, the same . I'm also glad that you would take my advice." For a moment we were both silent, then I chose to resume our previous conversation.

"Nas, if I'm honest I'm also very sad about our current family. Since papa was exposed to the problem of the atmosphere of this house as changed. Mama, you, and grandma always look moody. I don't want to lose your cheerful family figure. Especially you Nas. My days seem to be getting quieter with no joy from you." I continued with a gaze toward the ceiling of Nasya's room. I spoke to him but without looking at him.

"I'm sorry Ai. You understand, that the problem that is whacking papa at this time is very influential on the company that has been mama and papa awake. Also very influential with the trust of clients and shares owned by papa and mama. Mama is very dizzy looking for various ways to keep the good name of the family and also the company. To keep a good name clean is not easy. As for grandma, she may also be sad to see mom.work alone. Same with me and my sister, what I felt was probably the same as what my brother felt because we were broken children when we found the betrayal our father had done which we had not known at all." Nasya was clear to me.

"Yes Nas, I understand what is going on right now. I understand all of that too. But again I don't want to lose your cheer."

Then Nasya and I looked at each other and then Nasya smiled at me. I laughed at Nasya. Then we laughed together. For a moment can forget the annoyance that ads hearted, and now Nasya has seen a little brighter face than before.

I am happy to be able to find a smile and laughter on my foster brother's face. May his cheerfulness return soon so that I don't feel lonely anymore.

The next day Nasya did as I told him, he called papa and told papa what Nasya was feeling. In front of me Nasya spilled all his feelings on papa. Although only through the phone line but it can greatly help relieve his feelings. He told papa that he loved papa very much and he also said he would be disappointed in papa. Until Nasya's cry broke.

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