
Pov.Farenzy
Sometimes I feel guilty for my mom and Aini. I feel guilty for keeping my mother's cheating behind her. I just feel hurt by the fact that my father is a traitor. What else with your mama you know mama will definitely feel even more hurt. Mama will also definitely feel more disappointed because the figure of the husband who has always been praised turned out not to be the same as what happened today. Papa is outrageous..! If I could go back in time to the past, I would not be born the son of Mr. Saeful, the successful Turkish businessman. Let me not be born into this world. It was too painful after knowing how the betrayal was done by him.
While Aini, ah I feel guilty for her because when I returned from Turkey I promised to see her soon. But because I was really hurt from witnessing my papa betrayal I delayed my meeting with him. He must have waited a few days. Besides not seeing him, I rarely contact him. Even when he called me first, I rarely responded. A few days ago I didn't go to work either. I'm really hurt by papa's attitude.
Even on that night, my mother called me, saying their mother would tell Aini that mom and dad would raise Aini as their adopted son. Mama said that all the requirements files have been taken care of by the labor agent for Aini. And mama Sufah got approval for that. Mama and papa will also give Aini a new job. Namely Aini will work in the branch office of papa company which is not far from the headquarters where mama and papa work. Mama told me at length on the phone as if there were no problems between her and papa. I didn't respond much to just saying everything you said. I couldn't even hold back my tears when I heard my mother's voice on the phone seem so cheerful. Mama doesn't know how papa's betrayal is behind her. I feel sorry for Mom. How could you not know at all what Papa did. So close did papa keep it? But it doesn't seem like it. I think some of the employees in their offices know this. Or did mama already know but mama did as if blind and deaf with the incident she experienced. Or my mama is immune to all the betrayals that papa has done and I'm the only one who just found out about it. Anyway, I still feel sorry for my mom. I cannot bear and cannot afford to stare fixedly at the face of ayu nan sad woman who has given birth to me this. Whether she knew it or not, it was her husband who had stabbed her in the back.
But today I decided to meet Aini. I picked her up after work. I brought him a scarf that I bought for him when I was in Turkey a few days ago. My meeting with Aini could at least take my mind off the betrayal committed by papa.
"It's for you baby, I've come from Turkey there's no souvenirs but I hope you like it." I gave it to Aini. Then Aini opened it.
"Well, that's great, baby, it's perfect for me to wear I also like the color..!" Aini exclaimed with a tone and an expression of excitement. And I'm very happy to hear that, too.
"Do you really like it, baby?" Ask me a curious.
"Yes, I like it a lot. Even a few days ago I thought about buying a scarf, but I barely had the chance to go to the store to buy a scarf." Aini held the scarf with a smile and then she looked motionlessly at me in love. It is a happiness unto me.
"Once again thank you, my mother." Then he scattered his body to me and for a few seconds we dissolved in the pel** that warmed our hearts.
"Yes, let's go home." Take me.
"Eheemm. ayok deh.." Aini pulled her body away but still left the fragrance she was wearing behind attached to my clothes.
Then we headed for the car parked around the park. I opened the car door for Aini. I saw a very real happy look on his face.
We drove to my parents' apartment where Aini lived and without her realizing that I was part of her foster family. But I don't know when I'll be able to tell him about it. I hope there will be courage for me in the near future and I also hope that Aini can accept this reality with full sincerity. And also hopefully my parents especially Mama and Nasha can accept the existence of love that has grown in my heart and also Aini.
Didn't feel we had arrived, I dropped Aini off in front of the apartment. We split up here. Before Aini could step away from leaving the car I called her back.
"Darling..!"
"Yes, what's up?" Aini replied after she stopped her steps again and then turned her back. She looks more beautiful than usual with the scarf I gave her wrapped around her tiny neck.
"Smile donk." I tried to smile and tease her a little.
"Ih. What the hell mas, oya thank you once again the scarf I really like the scarf. Warm." He also smiles back with me. Then we split up, I let Aini walk into the apartment area and then I drove back to drive my car towards home.
Once at home I immediately hung my cold clothes, then lit the fireplace. The cold was very felt. Shivering feels like stabbing into the joints. Then I sat there. Sitting around the fireplace I just lit. It can warm the hands and the whole body.
I grabbed my briefcase located on a small table attached to this room as well. I opened my work files that I couldn't finish at the office. It was only a moment but then I dissolved into a daydream about Aini. Aini, ah that name has always been able to bring out a beautiful vibe in every beat of my heart. Every encounter has left unforgettable memories. My eyes glared at the ceiling but my mind floated to Aini. I hope our love will be eternal love.
Oh my..! Unite our love, never separate me from her. I don't know what I would be if I lived my life without him. I love her so much from the bottom of my heart. I went through my night with hayal who wandered around the beauty of the world of romance with Aini's shadow.
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