Love In Jiu War's

Chapter 4: Harumi's

That's right, from that night my life went awry and I was living in a very painful misery, I tried to commit suicide over and over again. Before knowing him I continued to live even though it was very painful, and after knowing him I was unable to protect him.

I was almost out of control and intended to kill Reiyu, with a reason for me to be killed as well. But you scolded me even at the last moment when you asked me to promise to keep me alive in your place.

With a burnt face I survived, my body slowly became weak, like a dry withered leaf that easily crashed down from the blowing of the wind. I just want to live happily and have someone who can share my stories and grieve with me, but none of that has ever happened in my life since you were gone.

They laughed at me just because of my ugly face and appearance. They called me ugly, I hated them all and I cursed them all.

"Even the man who picked me up in the river when I was a baby, he raised me but after I was seven years old the man sold me out as a slave, but somehow back then I managed to escape from the slave sellers and join the Sky Garden Sect. "murmured Feng Huang imagined his past.

"After becoming genius disciples, they praised me but they didn't see how hard I trained, until I managed to become the number one disciple in the sect." inner Feng Huang whose mind continued to dissolve in his past.

"It was all gone in an instant, because I was deceived, accused of even being dumped." perplexed Feng Huang recalled his past when he was burned in the room room by Ming Zhu and dumped by Ming Mei.

True too, I saw many brave warriors and nobles, but they were just a bunch of hypocrites with pretentious faces. Maybe I can call them the same as the handsome human-faced demons.

As I continued to walk without direction, God brought me together with you, from that moment everything changed when I met you.

You are something I am proud of and you are my happiness. You are so beautiful that even nobles are fascinated, women as beautiful as you like me who everyone shunned.

A woman as beautiful as you, throwing away all the dark feelings that filled my life and closing the gaping hole in my heart, the two of us began to wander together for some time. I felt that we would be together forever, until you turned thirty-three years old my pride was taken back.

"You were captured by Rieyu and you tried to fight him, until finally your body broke and looked so fragile." Feng Huang cried out in light of the biggest regret of his life for not being able to keep and save his heart.

"I wasn't there, by the time I got back, you were already covered in blood with the rest of your life energy you were trying to calm me down," Feng Huang's heart cried out.

"You said to me, that you also love me and always hope that the two of us will always be together." cried Feng Huang recalling the last smile from his lover's face, which made him even more soluble in his sadness, which made him feel sad, since they had both been separated by distance, the distance separating the longs were scattered.

Feng Huang felt a white light like an open door, then he went inside the door and there was only darkness that stretched wide without limit.

"What is this place?" murmured Feng Huang who stood in the darkness and asked in his heart.

"Dragon!" yelling a female voice that sounded so melodious and beautiful sounded in Feng Huang's ear, he felt very familiar with the owner of this familiar voice to him.

"Eh? Harumin... You're alive.. I didn't see it wrong, did I?" feng asked Astonishedly to see his lover in front of him.

"Huang, my name is Harumi, another Harumin! Didn't I remind you so many times!" reply the beautiful woman and look so cheerful was scolding Feng Huang.

"I hate the place." Unfinished Harumi spoke, Feng Huang clenched her lover's body tightly.

"Feng H-Huang?" murmured Harumi looked confused by Feng Huang's attitude that arrived - suddenly clenched his body tightly.

"I won't let go! This time I won't let go!" tears of happiness flowed on Feng Huang's face, clutching the female body that filled his heart with such a tight embrace.

When Feng Huang dissolved into happiness, for some reason the regrets of his life began to rush into his body. The sling whispered in between the bones of Feng Huang.

"One regret that I have had in my entire life." whispered Feng Huang softly in Harumi's ears, his breath and voice so felt in Harumi's ears.

"That is you" said Feng Huang who felt that he and Harumi were in different worlds.

"You look like a normal girl like a normal girl."

"You are a beautiful woman, you will easily find a man who can make you happy."

"You're always cheerful, but you actually have an innocent and charming personality, even I always see you can easily attract a lot of people."

"If I thought, you might have been born destined to be that kind of woman, Harumi."

Harumi was speechless at Feng Huang's words that echoed in her ears, the woman hugged the body of the man who became her lover in her earthly life tightly. I don't know why he didn't want to let go of this warm embrace.

"If you hadn't met me then, maybe you would have lived happily, you would have become what you are today because you have met me" Feng Huang said in tears and slowly let go of his embrace.

"I'm a man who doesn't deserve you, even I can't protect you" Feng Huang said turning his body around and not letting Harumi see the tears rushing down his cheeks.

"What did you say Huang?!"

"Download! If you leave, take me with you!"

Harumi shouted wiping away her tears, and was about to go follow Feng Huang.

"Don't follow me!" feng Huang snapped when Harumi's hand touched his back.

"Wait.. Why are you?" tanya Harumi shed her tears back, as she was frightened when she heard Feng Huang snap at her.

"Are you angry that I left you there alone?" Harumi cried and tried to ask Feng Huang the reason why he behaved like that.

"No, since the beginning we have been different, I am just a ugly man and you.." replied Feng Huang lirh, a while he stopped stepping his feet and looked at Harumi.

"I don't think you're ugly, Huang!"

"You're not such a bad guy!"

Harumi shouted at Feng Huang and tried to tell him the truth what was in his heart and what was in his mind. But Feng Huang did not care about him and moved his legs back to leave him.

"Are we not officially lovers?" said Harumi who saw Feng Huang's back moving away from her eyes.

"You and I aren't lovers or anything!"

"I'm going this way, so you better go the opposite direction to a brighter, brighter place!"

Feng Huang continued to step his feet closer to the darkness he was aiming for. Harumi ran then she hugged Feng Huang's body from behind to make the man stop walking.

"No! Nah! I'll never let go!" harumi's screams look like a little boy who is not willing to part with his parents.

"Please don't leave me alone!" harumi's screams were crying on Feng Huang's back.

"I'll never forgive you if you leave me alone!" this time Harumi hugged Feng Huang's body from behind even tighter.

"I won't forgive you if you forget me!"

"I won't forgive you if you scold me again like this!"

"Dear you bad! Do you not remember? Don't tell me you've forgotten!" harumi's sobbing voice stopped.

"The two of us have promised that we will always be together even if death do us part!" harumi said as she puffed her cheeks when she saw the man she was hugging looking back at her.

Hearing Harumi's words, Feng Huang's part of himself felt so warm and relieved, in life he did not expect his lover still behaving as usual even still love him.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry Harumin.. I wasn't there by your side." whispered Feng Huang softly in Harumi's arms.

"I can't save you!" said Feng Huang and tears kept flowing down his face, Harumi rubbed Feng Huang's burning face then kissed the man's forehead affectionately.

"It's okay, so you don't feel burdened for the rest of your life.it must hurt to live the life you've been through." reply Harumi joined in crying because she saw her lover who was crying and hugging her body tightly.

"Harumin, no matter how many times I'm reborn, I'll still love you!" said Feng Huang kissed Harumi's forehead fondly.

"I also don't care how many times I'm reborn, I'll still be your woman who will love you!" reply Harumi hugged clutching Feng Huang's body tighter after which the two of them kissed. Tears of happiness continue to wash over the two human beings, a love separated by two different worlds. Their love remains eternal even though death separates them from each other.

------------------------------------------

******This chapter is inspired by a different world of love. The song was written by Goo Goo Dolls - IRIS. Suddenly I got this nulis idea.

Critics, Suggestions do not forget to write SLUR in the comments column******.