Love for Zahra (END)

61. Story of Zakia Bag. 2

That day, Rio was completely preoccupied with Mbak Zahra who had just been hit by a calamity. Honestly, I slightly did not accept being ignored by him.

However, I am aware of the position. Zahra's sister, I'm just her boyfriend. Not yet part of their family. Even though Mama Rio has known me.

I spent a few weeks without Rio. I never protested against him. But my mistake was wanting me to go with Alena.

With all the persuasion from Raka and Devan, that afternoon I finally joined the event that Alena made. She said she had a three-month anniversary with Arya.

"Thumb. I've been dating Rio for almost a year not really," my granddaughter at the time.

"Come, Ki. Than you were alone Sunday night in the cosan. After all, Bang Rio must be ngijinin you come out with us-us," persuaded Raka who was coming to my boarding house with Devan.

"Mending me at home. Than to see you guys are friendly with Alena's friends," I replied still refused.

"aaa... Are you jealous?" devan Goda.

"Not jealous. Distinctive knows. You have no shame in making out in public. I'm ashamed to be your friend."

"Well, how are you. Cats are given milkfish ya directly engulfed dong. Mubadzir if not eaten," replied Devan.

"Come on, Ki. Make a promise. Later I will bring you," persuaded Raka.

"No. Males me."

"I've permission Bang Rio. She's a ngijinin, as long as you don't feel ginyep. But we have to step up. The event will reach the middle of the mall," continued Raka.

"Males. That's where you guys left. Go alone, "go me to them.

"Arya your friend, Ki. You do not think we all know, even though we have been victorious for years. Really you refuse your own invitation just because you do not like Alena," Cerocos Devan.

It's true what he said. I'd hate once, if it refused just because of Alena. The four of them are always number one to help me.

"Yes. But as Rio said. I don't nginep. You're the one responsible for me coming home," pointed me out at that time to Raka.

"Beres, Honey," he told me.

I shook the head of Raka who liked to call me that.

Finally I went with them to one of the villas in Batu city. And that night I lost everything.

That night, it still vividly remembered in my brain. A lot of people came to the show that Alena made. I prefer to pull over, away from those who are partying.

Honestly, I was horrified to see them. I really just found out their lives are this horrible.

Bottles of liquor were splattered everywhere, female men were shamelessly making out for each other in front of others. I'm like a chicken lost in a flock of frogs. We're different.

Raka came up to me at that moment, she kept her promise of accompanying me here. In the corner of the sofa, away from those who were partying.

"You've never seen us like this, have you, Ki?" tanyakanya.

I nodded in response. There was a sense of disappointment tucked in my heart at my friends, who I felt had been wrong.

Suddenly someone called Raka, saying goodbye to me to leave for a while. I just assented. He will come back, I thought.

Not long after, there was someone sitting at Raka's place, I ignored him, because I did not know him.

"Want a drink? I noticed that you were just sitting here" said the man.

"Not thirsty. Thanks," I replied.

"More. Who knows if he will be thirsty" he said by putting down the drink he brought.

I smell the smell of that drink. He laughed at what I was doing.

"Let's calm, that's plain water" he said.

"Do you see the view outside?" ask the guy familiar.

I feel uncomfortable being made. I've never seen him at college. No wonder either. There are thousands of students there. There's no way I know them all.

"No. Thanks," reject me.

The man smiled. If I look at it, it looks like he's the most wanted college. In terms of face and appearance look eleven twelve in style Raka or the other.

I chose silence not to serve him anymore. Sometimes I drink the drinks in my hand.

I remember, I felt a little sultry back then. I was thinking maybe it was because there were a lot of people in this room, so the air was hot.

I finished my drink and put the glass on the table. I decided to go out for some fresh air.

Feels weird. The air of Batu city is always cold. Especially at night. Why am I still angry when I am outside the room.

I saw the man sitting next to me outside. He walked up to me.

"Why get out, lonely here. Come on in," he asked.

"In the sultry. I'm going to get some fresh air" I replied.

"Try on the balcony above. More secure. Come on, I'll accompany you" she pointed to the balcony.

May also think of me, I nodded and followed his steps back into the villa. Climb the stairs that lead us to the top floor.

I thought there was a door that directly connected the room with the balcony. We had to enter one of the rooms to get to the balcony.

"Open the door of his room" I asked withholding the growing sultry.

The man I didn't know his mother was following my request. I immediately walked to the balcony hoping to find some fresh air there that could ease the excitement that made me feel this tormented.

I can still feel someone hugging me from behind. Smacking my shoulders and neck. Makes me unconsciously let out a sigh.

I don't know what happened to me, I don't know what's next. All I remember is that he took me back into the room, closed all the doors, but I couldn't do anything about it.

The heat in my body is excruciating. It made me lose consciousness of things I never imagined.

Which I remember afterwards. I woke up on a bed covered in blankets. All over my body hurts. What else when I move my legs. In that part it feels very painful and painful.

I still can't believe what happened to me. My whole body is full of red marks. And what shook me even more, was a red patch on the bed sheet. My clothes were on the floor.

I cried so much that I realized what had happened to me. Lost is the honor I have always guarded.

I know the man who has done such a heinous thing to me. The sound of my crying was heard outside the room.

I remember, Raka went into the room I was in was very surprised to see how I was doing.

"Kia, you-" he said choked.

I don't give a shit about it. I could only cry and cover my body with a blanket.

"Who did it, Ki?"

"I don't know" I said in tears.

"Don't come any closer! Go, Raka! I'm dirty. I'm worth nothing, Raka. I'm disgusting!"

After that, I no longer know what happened to me. When I woke up again, I was in the hospital. To this day.

I feel like I'm no longer mean. If you think, I should be strong, can overcome my trauma of the incident. You guys are wrong. The psychological science that I learned two years ago is gone is no longer in my brain.

I felt what Zahra had felt. Even worse than that.