
" I can't sleep yet, baby, I still want to sit here, I miss your dad son..." Saying Mother while crying...
" I'm not ready to lose your father yet, I still need your father Nad..."
" Your father is the only one who can understand Mom, and he's the only one where I've been leaning all this time..."
I heard the outpouring of Mother's heart, without me noticing that my tears were coming down this cheek...
I know very well what Mom is feeling, and I can also feel how devastated Mom's life is after losing Dad...
But no, I don't want to let Mother continue to dissolve in this sadness, I must be able to restore the spirit of Mother's life again...
Because I don't want to see what happens to Mom, and I don't want to lose my only treasure in the world...
Then I wiped my tears, and tried to calm Mom...
" Mom, Nadra knows very well what Mom is feeling right now, and Nadra can also feel how devastated Mom's life is..." My word...
" But Ma'am, no matter how sick Mom is right now, you have to be strong to let Dad go, and you have to be able to rise from all this sadness..."
" Do you want to see Daddy sad there because he saw Mom like this.? " Say me while wiping away Mom's tears...
" Mom, let me know yes, that Dad's departure not only leaves such a deep sadness for me, but for Nadra as well..."
" Do you know how close Nadra ama Dad is.? and I also know what Nadra's habit is if Dad is at home.? "
" Who else will rub Nadra's head until Nadra falls asleep, who's Mom, who.? "
" No more Mom, no more, and now Nadra will never again be able to feel the warmth of a Father's love, never..." I said while returning to tears...
" Us Nad, already, you don't cry like this, you still have my dear Mother, I'm still there for you son..." Said Mother while wiping away my tears...
" There's still Mom saying.? what's still there.? I'm just now like a person who has no spirit to live again Nadra see..." My word...
" So how can I take care of Nadra if I just continue to live in this desperate state..."
" Mom, right now all Nadra has is a mother, and only Mother's treasure is the only thing Nadra has right now..."
" Nadra does not want Nadra to lose again Nadra's most valuable property in the world for the second time..."
" Nadra loves you, and Nadra still needs the warmth of a mother's affection in Nadra's life..."
" So Nadra please be with Mother, if I love Nadra, Nadra please, I should be able to explain everything..."
" And Mother must also be able to rise from all this sadness, must !!! "
" Mom, Nadra still needs Mom, Nadra still wants to live near Mom..." My returned words accompanied by tears that are increasingly dripping on this cheek...
Then Mom pulled my hands together and hugged me tightly and cried with me...