Love Buried With Regret...

# 38

And all along the way, and while hugging my beloved teddy bear...

I cried and kept crying, remembering my mother that night...

" Field, terrain, terrain." said the bus kernet to all passengers...

I was the one who gasped from my sleep when I heard the kernet's voice immediately turned my face towards the outside of the bus window that morning...

And after I looked out the window that morning it turned out that we had all reached the bus terminal at the medan that morning...

Medan is not a foreign place for me, other than I was born and small I live in the field...

Almost every year every Eid al-Fitr, my family and I always go home...

Because my father and mother were originally field people, and my brother also lived on the field...

And though my brothers lived in the fields, I chose not to stay with them while I was in college...

Because, besides I don't want to trouble them all, I also want to study independently when I go to college...

And when I got off the bus that morning, and then came a guy with a grey hair, tall, and thin body...

" How was the trip from riau last night, good only nad..."

" Allhamdullillah bg, nadra travel is good.." I said while kissing the man's hand...

" Yes yuk yuk yuk yuk yuk yut.." said the man while lifting my bag...

" Come on." answered me, lifting up my other things...

And after that we immediately walked out of the bus terminal to immediately go to my boarding place during the medan...

" Mom how's nad...??? " say that guy to me...

" Allhamdulliah bang, good mom really good bg..."

" Allahamdullillah..."

" Keep sidinda how are you...??? "

" If kak dinda nadra does not know the news bang, because since marriage he rarely love the news kekami..."

" So he rarely went home..."

" Loh, if sidinda like that now, as if sidinda's brother was a friendly nad..."

" It was a bang before he knew the ama sifahmi..."

" And after she knew ama sifahmi especially now that her brother was already a rich man's wife, she it changed drastically a thousand degrees bg..."

" Cake the nad..."

" Yes bang, the brother dinda now it's arrogant for mercy, and all his old friends iniau also say like that ama us..."

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