Love Buried With Regret...

# 26

" Nadra just don't want to add to the burden of the mother again, nadra wants to help mom find money..."

Mother who heard me say that, then rose from her sleep and sat on her bed that night...

And so did I who also sat facing my mother that night...

And stroking my hair, my mother said to me that night...

" Dad must be proud to have had a child like you nadra, and so is the mother." said the mother to me...

" Your hearts begin with us your parents, son..."

" But son, allow me to fight so that I can realize all your dreams during this nadra..."

" And, I know that you don't want to add to your burden after you're gone..."

" As your parents, though, the father and mother have promised that we will do whatever it takes to keep you children from feeling the bitterness of life as we have always felt..."

" And the greatest dream of father and mother during this time is, where we can see you two will be able to live properly and be able to live happily in your old days later, son..."

" So you want to hear mom tonight, you have to trust mommy if you can definitely give you a lecture even though it's just a breakfast sale..."

" And I promised you, if anything I'd do so you could go to college, son..."

I heard my mother say that to me that night, made me hug her and cry in her face that night...

" I'm sorry nadra ma'am, I'm sorry nadra, if to this day the nadra has not been able to be a child like father and mother had hoped all this time." I said to mother...

" And nadra also realized ma'am, if all this nadra had a lot of fault ama father and mother..."

" In fact, my mother's father was grateful to have a child like you nadra..."

Then I let go of my arms and said to my mother that night...

" Nadra is also grateful to have parents like mom and dad." I said while wiping my tears...

" And nadra also promised for his life nadra, if nadra will always take care of mother and nadra will also fight to be happy mother..."

" Nadra loves you." I said as I hugged my mother...

" Mommy loves nadra too." answered me...

Then she let go of my arms, and she kissed me on the forehead and she told me to go to bed because I had to go back to school tomorrow...

And the time went on as usual, and the day was exactly a month before Iren and I would take our final school exam...

And that afternoon, Iren's school district continued to force me to go along the road with him and fahmi kemedan...

" Nad, don't forget tomorrow night we leave." said Iren while stirring cold sweet tea...

" Go, go where ren...??? " manyaku...

" Oh this child, you forget or pura forget the nad...??? " answer irked...

" Who pura forget ren, nadra is there a promise are you ren...??? " i'm confused...

" Hear ya nadra dear, then you will have promised me iren if you want to go along the path of kemedan.." replied iren to me...