Love Buried With Regret...

# 13

" Take off Nadra Bu, let Nadra go..." I said while trying to let go of Mom's hand...

" No Nadra, no, I'll never let you go..." Said Mother while continuing to hold tightly to my hand...

And I was still as strong as I could to let go of Mom's hand...

Until finally Mom's hand was released and I immediately ran out of the house...

" You don't go Nadra, you don't leave Mom, Nadra, Nadra..." Shouted Mother who was sitting limp in front of the door while crying so it happened...

I am currently enveloped in the flames of such overwhelming disappointment towards Mother...

Not at all concerned with the cries and cries of Mother who constantly calls my name...

So that I continued to move my feet following my anger...

Throughout my footsteps, I continued to cry and wept lamenting all the suffering that came crashing down on me at this moment...

In this heart, hatred and resentment towards my brother still continued to burn with each step of this foot...

This afternoon I was really confused as to where these footsteps would take me, but even so my heart still forced me to keep going from home...

And the only goal I have in my head right now is Iren's house...

Maybe that's where I can calm myself down...

Not how long later I finally arrived at Iren's house...

And when I got inside Iren's house, I immediately stepped my foot into his room...

" Ren, Iren..." I said while knocking on the door...

Not long after that, Iren opened the door to his room...

" Nadra, why don't you say he wants to come, if you say Iren can pick you up Nad..." Said Iren who was surprised to see my arrival suddenly...

" I'm sorry Ren, but Nadra didn't say you were..." My word...

" Yeah Nad is okay anymore, even Iren is happy you play here..." Say Iren...

Then we sat down next to Iren's bed...

" Oya Ren, tonight Nadra can not stay here.? " My words...

" Yeah Nad, since when can you not sleep at Iren's house.? " Say Iren...

Then I replied to Iren with a small smile at him...

" But first Nad..." Said Iren with such a sharp eye...

" Why Ren.? " My words...

" You're good, aren't you Nad.? " Say Iren...

" You mean.? " My words...

" Why is your face like it's crying Nad.? " Say Iren...

" Crying.? not exactly Ren, Nadra is good..." I said while sweeping my face...

I purposely hid my current problem from Iren because I did not want that what had happened to me at this time would be a thought for him...

" Seriously Nad are you okay.? " Say Iren...

" Yes, Iren, Nadra is good..." My word...

Then I tried to shift the conversation to another direction so that Iren would not be more curious about what I was going through...

" Oya Ren, Fahmi how are you.? " My words...

" Fahmi.? tumben you are reportedly Fahmi.? " Say Iren...

" Oh that, so Nadra can't this be Fahmi.? yes, I'm sorry..." My word...

" You're Nad, sensitive times are people..." Say Iren...

" How insensitive try, Nadra's turn reportedly Fahmi kok kamunya even wonder anyway.? " My words...