Love Buried With Regret...
# 23
" Nadra wait..." Shouting aunt...
And I didn't care at all about the aunt's screams and ran faster...
When I got to the door of the house, my blood suddenly disappeared from my body...
My feet felt so limp when I saw the person I loved the most in the world lying on the bed and covered with a long cloth of Mother's...
My tears immediately dripped profusely at that time, then I immediately ran up to Dad and made a great revolt beside his body...
" Dad, daddy's up, dad's up, dad don't leave nadra, nadra still needs daddy..."
" Nadra still needs a father next to the nadra, nadra still needs a warm hug..."
" Dad, dad wake up, please dad, please dad wake up, dad don't shut up like this dad, wake up dad, nadra don't want to live without dad..."
" Dad, answered nadra well, daddy don't just shut up well, say ama nadra well, by the way, replied nadra well, dad, dad wake up..."
" Dad, why do you just shut up well, why do you not want to talk about nadra anymore, dad, do you not love me anymore nadra, yes...??? "
" Dad is evil, daddy is evil ama nadra, dad is lying nadra..."
" Where are all the promises dad always told nadra, if dad will never leave nadra..."
" And, where all the promises of the father who always told me, that the father will always be there for nadra until anytime..."
" Where's dad, where's all that dad promised, where's dad, where...??? "
" Devil father, evil father, father no longer love ama nadra, father has left nadra.." I said while moving my father's body and while crying as it became...
And, I continued to move my father's body movements that afternoon just fell silent and could not answer a word to me...
And that afternoon, I kept hoping for a miracle to come to me so that my father could breathe again that afternoon...
And it was inconceivable how great my cry was then, and countless more how many tears had fallen down this cheek that afternoon...
When I saw my first love, and my guardian angel was just stiff and silent that afternoon...
All my brothers, all my neighbors and all my friends kept me calm that afternoon...
And told me that I might let my father go that afternoon...
But everything is free, because my cries and my screams are becoming more and more unstoppable because...
I was not sincere to let go of my father for so long that afternoon...
And, my hand was still moving my father's body movements that afternoon was lying on the bed and only covered with a long cloth belonging to my mother...
And, my body continued to struggle violently as my aunt kept hugging me and trying to calm me down that afternoon...
And that afternoon, I saw my mother who could only cry and continued to cry beside her body...
Meanwhile, I still continue to make great contact because I still do not accept all the events that were so bitter that happened to me that afternoon...
And that afternoon was the most painful event for me to date...
And, the incident that afternoon will continue I remember until I die later...
# Back to the news where I was at home iren that night after I left my house that afternoon...
And, finally without me knowing it, I also fell asleep beside his bed iren while hugging my beloved panda doll that night...
And when morning comes, and when I'm good at falling asleep...
Iren suddenly woke me up with a facial expression that was so astonished, because he saw me fall asleep while sitting beside his bed that morning...
" Nad, nadra, wake up in the morning." said Iren while shaking my legs...
