Love Buried With Regret...

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Father is everything to Mother, and Father is not just a husband to Mother...

But I am also a best friend to my mother...

And it was from these two that I learned about happiness called love and compassion...

And how great is loyalty, and how much more precious is love than mere matter...

But now everything is only a memory and will not be able to return again as usual...

Because everything has fallen apart and ended so painfully...

And the one thing that hurts me the most, if it turns out that the person who was so cruel to me and my parents is my own biological brother...

Since my father's departure, I can only cry and keep crying...

The food I gave to Mom was like a thorn going into her mouth...

So also with the eight sleep Mother after the departure of the father continues to be disturbed...

Because I still remember Dad in his sleep...

Until the tahlilan event at my house was finished...

After all the guests had gone home, then I sat alone in the house crying...

And while lamenting all the harsh realities that have occurred in my family at this time...

Not how long later Iren came to me and sat right next to me while giving a small smile to me...

" Nad, Iren knows how you are feeling right now, and Iren also knows exactly how sick you are..." Said Iren while wiping away my tears...

" But Nad, you also have to remember that your life path is still long and you also still have dreams that you have to achieve..."

" And one of the most important things you should know is that you still have a mother that you should strive for her happiness and her old age will be Nad..."

" Nad, your mother has lost the person she loves the most in the world..."

" And now all your mother has is you and your brother..."

" So Iren beg of you, even if you are sick and even though you are not sincere about all this..."

" But at least you want to learn to accept and accept everything..."

" Because if you keep going like this, who's trying to be the one who's going to restore your mother's spirit again.? "

" And who tries the one who will return his smile like it used to be Nad.? "

" Nad, Iren once again begs you to learn to accept and accept all of this..." Said Iren while holding my hand...

I who had heard all the talk Iren immediately hugged him and cried so it would be on his shoulders...

" Us Nad, already, you don't cry anymore, ntar you are sick, Iren know how the crumbling of your feelings at this time..." Said Iren while stroking my back...

" Nadra is no longer able to live like this Ren, and Nadra also does not want to live in this world, Nadra wants to follow Dad, Nadra wants to join Dad..." I said while crying...

Iren who heard me say that immediately let go of my embrace and immediately held my face while looking at me with a gaze filled with such great disappointment towards me...

" What did Nadra say.? do you realize what you just said.? " Said Iren annoyed...