Love Buried With Regret...

# 37

But that night with a heavy heart, I was forced to stay away from my mother to pursue all my ideals so far...

" It was reported to all bus passengers with license plate number BM 4287 FM for field purposes, to immediately get on the bus because soon the bus will leave soon, thank you..." said the counter officer through the loudspeaker...

" Dear, you're leaving the bus, you're going up there." said the mother, letting go of my arms...

" Nadra does not want to go, ma'am, nadra wants to be here with mom.." answered me who hugged mom again...

" You can't talk like that, baby, you want to go to college, cook you don't go anyway." said the mother while stroking my hair...

" Said you were going to make dad and mom proud to see you..."

" Yes, but the nadra does not want to be far from the mother, nadra does not want to leave the mother alone at home." I replied to the mother...

" Dear, if you ask the real heart of the mother, the mother also actually does not want to separate you.." said the mother to me...

" But, the mother must be strong to release you for the sake of her future you nadra..."

" And you don't have to be afraid, because I can live alone here..."

" It is important that you never ignore the trust and sacrifice that you have given all this time to you..."

" And you also have to promise me that your departure tonight will give pride to mother..."

Then I let go of my arms to my mother, and then I put my hands on my head while making a promise to my mother...

" Nadra swore on his life nadra, that nadra would never violate all the trust and sacrifice that you have given to nadra.." I said in tears...

" I believe in you son, I know that you love father and mother." said the mother with a smile...

" And I'm sure you are too, that you will never disappoint me..."

" Yes if that's it now you go up there kebusnya, ntar you left behind loh ama busus.." joked mother while wiping my tears...

Then I hugged my mother again...

And after that, I went straight into the bus to immediately leave for the night...

And when I was on the bus, I saw my mom from behind the window of the bus that night...

That night I saw my mother trying to cover her grief to let go of my grief that night...

I know that in fact mother also can not be separated from me, but for my future mother also pretended to be firm in front of me so that I was not sad that night...

And not long after, finally the bus that I was riding that night also left for the forest...

And from behind the window of the bus I waved my hand at my mother while talking to her with lip language if I loved her...

And from outside the window I also saw my mother return my hand and wipe her tears when she saw the bus I was riding that night leaving...

And finally that night I went to leave my mother alone in her to pursue my dream all this time kemedan...