Looking for Love for My Son

My husband's?

That afternoon the hospital room where Eva was treated, turned into a sea of tears. But tears of happiness. Their 17 years of waiting and searching have now come to fruition. Destiny finally reunited them. Eva did not remember completely. There are some pieces of memory that are still difficult to recall.

Gio can not be separated from the embrace of the Mother. He is like a little boy with his mother. And Eva unceasingly kissed Gio's handsome face. He could not believe that his little Gio was this old man. To him Gio was his sweet and innocent little son.

Grego was on his way from his home to the hospital. After Eva remembers who Gio is, Gio immediately contacts her father and asks him to come to the hospital immediately. In the journey Grego like nervous and groggy. I don't know why he was about to meet his lover for the first time. His heart is beating so fast. Irregular thumping.

Arriving at the hospital, Grego stood long enough in front of the door of the room where Eva was treated. Adjusting his breath so as not to be seen if he is nervous and groggy. After gathering courage in his heart, Grego opened the room door slowly. All eyes were on the door after the sound of the door opening. Grego stepped in with a slow motion. His eyes are sharp forward. With a firm and authoritative step, Grego stepped his foot. Then his eyes fell on Eva who was still sitting on the bed. And then they both looked at each other. In that gaze emanated a longing that had been hidden in the depths of their hearts.

As a few more steps approached Eva's bed, Grego paused for a moment. His legs stopped when he was about to get close to Eva. His heart that almost exploded because it stored the yearning that every day always mounts increasingly beat unnaturally.

They were silent in the silence of their hearts. As if I can't speak anymore. Gio who realized that if the two adults would just be silent and without talking, then he would be the link between the two. Gio understood that between them there must be a sense of awkwardness and reluctance. After a long time of not meeting. And finally meet under these circumstances, of course, there are still obstacles.

Grego was still standing in his place. Gio also opened a conversation to break the ice between the husband and wife.

" Mother, can Mother remember who is the man standing before Mother at this time?

Eva looked at the man in front of her. Vague but increasingly noticed more and more inherent in his mind.

" Well..... ...go...!! he said as if he was learning to spell that name. Hearing her name called by Eva, Grego immediately scattered himself to embrace Eva. She hugged the woman she missed so much. Eva also returned the hug tightly as well. Although his mind was still filled with doubt but his heart hinted at confidence. His heart and mind were not in line but he behaved to listen more to his heart than to obey his mind. Because conscience will not mislead.

Gio shed tears again. I don't know how much the net has been draining tear drops all day. But she was happy because these tears were tears of happiness.

Gio did not want to miss this precious moment. He also embraced his father and mother. The three of them embrace each other releasing the tormenting longings they had been in all this time.

Gia who saw him was crying. In her cry was Gia while saying,

" Why do mom and dad and sister forget about Gia here. Gia also wants to be hugged! spoiled whine.

Gio who listened to the spoiled whimper of his little sister, turned around then grabbed Gia's body carrying her into the arms of the three of them. Grego opened his arms even wider. He took those he loved into his warm embrace and gave him a sense of security.

Savio who was still standing there felt like a stranger to the family. Watching the beautiful moment was painful for him because his heart was like a sharp knife and incised a gaping wound there.

But who is to blame. Because everything that has happened that has separated them all, happened because it is not their human will. But neither does it blame fate for all these events.

Maybe this is just a small part of the life test that they have to live. The dozens of years they spent feeling lost taught them how valuable the people in their lives were. So that they can appreciate every time, every togetherness, every opportunity given to them.

Savio stood for a moment in front of the door of the room. Reflect on what he has experienced to date. After a dozen years she tried to reach for that heart and hoped to love it like her heart loved that woman so much. All forms of kindness, care and affection he gives are not lacking in anything.

But no matter how much he tried and tried it turned out that the human heart could not be forced to repay the love of others. Because a sincere and true heart knows when, where, with whom it should place its love. And all of that cannot be separated from the will of the Almighty.

Man may plan, but the only one who decides is the Almighty. Savio tried to make peace with his heart which is currently arguably very broken. Looking from the outside Savio looks fine. But his heart was actually broken to pieces. Destroyed formless again.

How come.? Seventeen years is not a short time. It should have been during that time that she was able to open a little bit of an Eva's heart, enter that heart space and stay there. But it is not realized if the woman's heart has really been locked only for her true love. Maybe Savio didn't not know it but pretended not to know it.

In the end, it is he who is now hurting. Seeing the love that had been separated for a long time was now reunited. The heart of anyone who can see a loved one with all his heart turns out to be the property of another.

Even though his heart was as hard as a rock, but if faced with an event like this then that heart would definitely become melted like snow.

Savio took a deep breath. And with a smile despite being forced, trying to make things happen. It feels heavy indeed but must be left so that his heart is calm and does not make it a stumbling block for him and for anyone.

Savio also stepped his foot. Carrying his wounded heart away from there. Be sincere, must be sincere.

For now he will seek tranquility. Trying to heal a wounded heart. Even if he never knew if the wound could be healed and how long he had to heal it.

And it turns out that in silence and in that embrace, Eva sees Savio's departure. I don't know why he didn't try to stop it. He even seemed to send Savio away with his gaze. And there's no denying that Eva actually knew the feelings that her rescue man had.

In fact, some time before this moment of love happened, it was in Eva's heart to accept Savio if this man asked her for it. But not yet everything happened, God even reunited them. Maybe God doesn't want that to happen.

True love must return to its possession. He should be where he should be. And God has placed from the very first place where love is? In whose heart does love have to lie.? Although something happened that made the love was lost for a while long enough but just in time the love was returned to its place.

Eva and Savio let go of each other. They accept that love and their hearts can never be united.

Along with his footsteps, Savio seemed to say comfort and reinforcement to his wounded heart.

" Don't worry, we'll find a place that we deserve. A decent place that we would call home!

Look at that step so confident. A move that was weak and helpless. Now he is very confident.