Looking for Love for My Son

Hate But Miss

When Joe accidentally met Eva at the restaurant last afternoon, actually his heart and feelings were happy because he could see back the face he had long missed. But that longing turned to hate when he saw the figure of the man there as well. The man who had taken his beloved heart. Despite the fact that Grego is completely innocent if in the end Eva chooses to accompany him for the rest of her life.

In his head his hands were strong, holding back the furious and furious rage in his heart. Hate and longing are both mixed up stirring up his current feelings. Though his lips and mind expressed hatred but his heart could not bear to hate the woman.

He threw his body violently on his bed. Putting his face on the pillow. I want it to feel like he is screaming so tight that all the burden on his mind is gone when it is gone. But suddenly the shadow of Eva who was hugging him gently during the meeting appeared in his mind. To be honest she was so happy that meant Eva had missed her all along. But if he did miss her why didn't he come to look for her and see her.? Why did she choose to marry another man.? Why and why? Only that question kept popping up in her little brain.

Actually, he still wanted to talk to Eva, wanted to ask a lot of things that had been wandering in his mind. But his high ego and resentment made him refrain from asking Eva. As a man, self-esteem is very important to be maintained in front of others. Not to be considered weak and lowly.

But for the sake of self-esteem also he must be overwhelmed by curiosity that will never be answered. Exhalation of a sense of tightness in him. Which seemed to squeeze his heart and make him unable to breathe with relief.

For some reason the universe did not approve of the desire of his heart that roiled like a flame. Even the universe does not seem to want himself to take happiness with his heart.

This is actually a very big miracle in his life. Because previously doctors had sentenced him to be disabled for life. But with perseverance and strong determination Joe routinely follows spinal therapy and walking therapy. There was such a huge urge within him to be able to walk again. The encouragement that gave him encouragement and strength as well as an optimistic thought that he would definitely be able to walk back. And if he can walk as usual he can bravely face this world. Especially if one day she'll meet Eva. Because it was once in Joe's mind that Eva left him because now he is a disabled man. Although his legs can be enforced even though they are not perfect, while outside Joe always uses his wheelchair. Although at first there was shame and inferiority with his condition like that.

But her encounter earlier which the universe may have arranged, did not show that Eva disliked her disability. Eva's face instead showed a surprised expression at Joe's condition like that. Or Eva just showed a pretend face in front of Joe.

Grego, Eva and Gio look happy today before everything changes due to an unexpected encounter with Joe. Although their faces showed happy expressions, their hearts were still filled with many questions. For Eva herself she hopes to be reunited with Joe. He had already prepared many questions he wanted to ask. That would answer all the doubts in his heart all this time.

Eva and Grego choose not to bring this up in front of Gio. Because the child does not fully understand what problems faced by his parents.