Looking for Love for My Son

Only Remembrance Remains.

Kevin was very sorry. When Keenan heard about his encounter with Gia at the lake earlier. She had no idea that Gia and her family would be there. Stupidly he was only because for the sake of his protest to his parents he refused to participate in family recreation. And now he can only regret it. Kevin also intends tomorrow on the campus he must meet the girl. Even if the girl would continue to avoid him, she would not give up. Before he fought he would never give up.

The next day, when he arrived at the campus, Kevin immediately looked for Gia in every corner of the campus. In the classroom, in the cafeteria, library, laboratory. But Gia's nowhere. Is it possible that today Gia has no class? As she remembered today Gia had a class because they were once a class. It was almost towards noon, the figure of Gia was not yet visible. Kevin was almost desperate.

With a lethargic face, Kevin sat on the bench in the campus corridor. The students then walked in front of him. Not a single bit of Kevin was disturbed by their presence. His mind was still focused on finding Gia's whereabouts. I don't know where the girl disappeared to. His existence has messed up the mood and heart of a Kevin.

In his mood of uneasiness, Kevin did not realize that Gia had just appeared together with her friends. While he was shackled by anxiety and anxiety, Gia who wanted to avoid from there, felt unbearable to see Kevin's condition that looked sad. Gia decided to meet the gentle-hearted man. The arrival of Kevin who sat down bowed lethargic.

" Hey!" greet Gia.

Kevin spontaneously raised his head after hearing Gia's so melodious voice echo in his ears. When he saw the figure of Gia standing right in front of him Kevin immediately rose from his seat and reflexively embraced Gia poured out the longing of his heart that was buried for several days. The real Gia was a little surprised by Kevin's treatment of powerlessness. Kevin hugged her without any intention of rejecting her. Both of them are the center of attention for the students but Kevin does not care at all. Because the most important thing at the moment is that he will not waste an opportunity that might not be repeated a second time.

Kevin doesn't want to let go of Gia. His heart was not willing to lose Gia again. No matter what other people think of her, no matter her family does not allow her to connect with Gia. Gia was in Kevin's arms. In his mind at the moment just want to provide comfort for Kevin. Gia wishes Kevin to be calmer, his sadness lessened.

After feeling quite satisfied, Kevin loosened his embrace. He looked at the two beautiful clear balls. That look is so deep.

" Gi, I can no longer hold back my feelings any longer. I can't stand it anymore if I have to pretend there's no feeling, pretend I don't care. Because all of that just hurt her my heart.!" Kevin expressed his heart. Although not the first time he conveyed his heart to Gia. But this time with a different twist. If at first he only felt curious about the figure of Gia, but this time pure and sincere as love and unfortunately for Gia.

Gia bowed then returned Kevin's gaze. His breathing is a little heavy. His mind had already put together what words he should convey to Kevin. Words that may not hurt his heart.

" Honestly, my heart is happy because you have genuine feelings for me. I feel so lucky to be loved by you. And I'm sure you'll make the woman you love happy with all your heart. But......!" Gia was silent for a moment before continuing her words. His breathing seemed to gather strength to reveal all his heart. While Kevin looks very patient waiting for Gia to finish the conversation.

Then Gia cupped Kevin in the face with both hands. He stared at the black and sharp eyeball. Gia felt comfortable when she looked at him.

"I...apologize.!" that voice sounds sad. Kevin became agitated. He could sense if the meaning of the tone of sadness was definitely not pleasant to listen to. But he tried to keep quiet listening.

" It's not that I doubt your love and affection. It's just that maybe our love destiny can't be united.!" Hearing Gia's words was definitely slicing through Kevin's heart. He could understand what the word meant. Not rejection but giving up. Yes, giving in to a fate that inked the farewell between the two of them.

" Didn't you want to accompany me fighting for the love between the two of us? Kevin tried to strengthen Gia's confidence. He may feel hesitant and lack confidence.

" Do you love me too?" Ask Kevin to clarify how the girl actually feels to him.

" I don't know if it's called love but my heart when you are at ease, happy and at ease.!" gia said describing his mood while with Kevin.

" Does your heart have no desire to live this life with me? Fight together for our future.!"

Gia silently listened to Kevin's words. He seemed to be contemplating every word Kevin said. Trying to examine each word and decipher it in his mind. His feelings at the moment are unclear. Whether to love Kevin with all his heart from the depths of his soul, or just to have pity and compassion because of the gentle man's kindness.

Seeing Gia speechless, Kevin understood that the girl had not been able to make a choice of his heart. He could not hear his heart's voice. The restlessness and uneasiness that accompanied her heart waiting for Gia's reply slowly began to fade and dissipate.

Kevin now tries to be more confident and assess positive everything. Thus he can think better and is able to make a decision no longer just obey his own ego. For the sake of happiness together. Not only is it centered on the happiness of oneself but the happiness of all those who live together with it.

Because we are not just looking for our own happiness. Everyone deserves to enjoy the happiness of their life. Still we are also expected to give happiness to others. True love does not seek its own pleasure, it does not seek self-love, it is not arrogant and self-indulgent.

True love, generous, patient even in suffering, does not boast. Even willing to sacrifice. Kevin also learned to accept with sincerity. Not that I give up but give up. Submitting everything to the will and plan of the Almighty.

Kevin gave his best smile. Gia's hair was softly and affectionately worn.

" Whatever I have to fight for my love for you I will keep fighting. But I will not force my own will. If I have to sacrifice for our love, hopefully I can do it. But I won't let our love stay only memories.!" Kevin confidently convinces Gia not to hesitate to trust the love Kevin has in his heart.

" I believe in all your words. My heart can feel the honesty and sincerity of your heart. May God give you the best!" Gia gave an affirmation.

The sky was clear this time. The clouds do not appear to float as they usually cover the blue beauty of the horizon. The sun defied with a burning heat. Fortunately, the pawana still breathes freshness and coolness so that the heat is slightly treated.

The test of love will never end for every lover in this world. True love needs to be tested and honed to sharpen its loyalty and sanctity. Back they both held each other. They share the feelings that are within each of them.

The hearts and bodies of those who speak reveal the form of love they feel today. The universe is a witness.