Looking for Love for My Son

Friends But Love.

It's been a few weeks, Kevin and Gia no longer greet each other. Since the events of the other day Kevin had deliberately avoided Gia because of Gia's request at that time. As a sign of his respect for Gia and not wanting to disappoint the girl by being forced to obey her. Although his heart was slightly tormented by having to endure the unbearable longing.

Gia actually had the same feeling. It's just that he can still control himself so as not to get carried away. As a woman it may be natural for Gia to use feelings more but Gia prefers to use her logic.

As usual, Kevin and his friends were hanging out in the campus lobby after the end of class. Their conversation looks serious occasionally punctuated by joking laughter, maybe there are some of them who are telling a funny story that makes them laugh so. Gia who had also just finished class together with her friends walked through the place. Kevin's eyes accidentally caught Gia's face passing before them without even looking at them. Whereas other girls do not want to miss the opportunity to look at the cool boys of their campus idol. Rarely could they gather together like this.

A rare opportunity does not deserve to be missed. The other is with Gia. Not a single bit of his eyes glanced towards them. His eyes were straight ahead. Not affected in the slightest by the atmosphere that was actually quite interesting to look at in a sultry daylight like this. For other girls, this atmosphere is a little refreshing in the midst of hot and sultry weather like today.

Kevin did not take his eyes off the face of Gia who continued to move as if he did not care about the world around him. Ahh, is this girl's heart being petrified so that it cannot feel the slightest aura of yearning from someone for her in that place? Kevin's other friends noticed Kevin's gaze looking the other way. And when they noticed who had averted Kevin's current worldview, they were very understanding and could feel what their best friend was feeling.

Look at the look in his eyes filled with that longing and love. He really struggled to keep her in his heart. Although actually his heart was very turbulent between wanting to run immediately and meet Gia, hugging the girl of his heart that he had long missed. Or keep holding back those raging feelings in his heart.

But Kevin can no longer pretend. His patience no longer seemed able to hold him back. Kevin is out of his place. Quickly his feet stepped after Gia. A few steps behind Gia Kevin called out her name.

" gia! With reflex Gia turned around. His steps stopped immediately.

" Brake!" welcome Gia did not expect that Kevin was in front of her right now.

And what happened next, Kevin immediately hugged Gia without again asking for Gia's approval to allow her to hug him. Gia who was shocked but did not intend at all to release him. Because basically in the depths of his heart Gia also missed the man. It was just because of his promise to his family to avoid the man especially his family. And Gia couldn't go against her heart's will to not return Kevin's embrace.

Varen who saw the incident just smiled and said to himself,

" No matter how hard my heart tries to get to Gia's heart, the universe will never approve of her. It seems like the two of them are indeed destined to be together!"

Varen decided to leave. His presence had no effect whatsoever on the love of the two of them. Or he could just be a bully to both of them. After all, it is certainly not fun to see the two people vent their love for each other. It feels a little painful when our loved ones are in love with others.

Kevin then loosened his arms. Gia's sweet face always filled her heart and mind. It was only the first time Kevin had experienced such a difficult feeling to control because of a Gia.

" I understand and can feel it. Because I experienced it too.!" gia said giving confirmation to Kevin.

Of course hearing Gia's words made Kevin look happy. Even if they can't lie to their hearts and feelings, neither Kevin nor Gia can just obey what their hearts want. Because they do not want to be selfish individuals who only think about their own happiness. It is true that happiness itself must be more considered. It's just that if our happiness harms others isn't it a selfish thing.? Selfish love does not bring happiness to anyone.

" Gi, maybe for a while we can't show what we're feeling in our hearts right now. But I myself will try to keep the love between the two of us. And I wish you could understand it.!" kevin assures Gia of his feelings for Gia.

" I understand very well what you mean. I wish everything could be okay too! gia supports Kevin.

" Is it wrong for us to live our friendship with love? kevin asked again to convince himself and Gia.

" I also can't decide if this is right or wrong. It's just that I wish that this love didn't hurt anyone.!" Gia.

Kevin's smile was on his face. I don't know what sins they've committed in the past that they've had to undergo such a painful test of love. Kevin hugged Gia. This time it was tighter and warmer. At least his heart's longing is slightly healed. He hugged her tightly and grew tighter. As if unwilling to let go. And the action of the two of them finally became the subject of the spectacle of students who passed by in that place. At least their net is entertained by a fairly interesting spectacle such as watching Korean dramas or romantic Chinese dramas.

Neither Kevin nor Gia cared. Let the world look at them with a strange look. Let them be the audience that may be part of criticizing, commenting, or there are some who judge or judge according to their own judgment.

But look at the sky looks so bright, blue and warm. The wind blows breezy. People are busy with their own routines. Some are busy with their own world, some are busy taking care of the lives of others. Kevin and Gia do not care about the world of others around him at this time.

Let happiness come to them for now. Unnecessary happiness for them to hide from this universe. Sharing happiness is not a mistake. So let this happiness also be felt by those who long to be happy or maybe for those who sometimes forget to be happy.

While Varen in solitude, enjoying his happiness without others. At the beginning, Varen was calm because he knew that he was the first man favored by Gia. He thought the path would be smoother to be able to obtain Gia. But who would have thought if that liking could change. And he must let go if his own best friend is his heart rival to fight over the heart of a sincere girl, Gia. His love is not great enough to bind Gia's heart. Yahh. Relakan. Is there still a girl out there who can fill her heart as comfortably and sincerely as she feels from Gia?

There may be another love but it will never be the same as the love Gia has. Because it's never the same. Everyone has a different love. It depends on how we thank him. Or do we just sometimes like to complain and protest because it is not in accordance with our expectations? As long as we are sure that God will give the best and right for us, we will always be happy and grateful for all the gifts.