Looking for Love for My Son

A Secret.

After getting away from Kevin and there was no sign that the man would appear again, Varen ventured to ask Gia what was going on between them. " Gia, you've been avoiding Kevin lately. What happened to you two, what happened? You guys fight like this even I get dizzy thinking about it."

Gia then sat on a bench in the campus garden. " I'm also confused as to how.!" lamented Gia with a sad face.

" What the hell are you guys doing.?" Varen was confused to see the two people of God who were in trouble. Even though he had no idea what kind of trouble they were facing.

The overcast sky seemed to represent the feelings of Gia and Kevin's heart. The universe is not on their side this time. Gia was speechless unable to answer and tell stories because of her musababnya. There was nothing wrong between the two of them, but destiny in the past had become a barrier that they might not be able to tear down.

" What's the problem you two can't talk about all right?" Varen tries to provide the best solution for both. And Gia only answered him with a headband.

" But I'm still confused about the two of you. So I don't know what to say!" Varen finally gave up resigned not to continue to force Gia to tell him. However, Gia had the right not to say anything. Maybe it's a secret that no one else can tell.

While Kevin with a heart that is quite hurt and hurt because of Gia's attitude that changed greatly to him. Because he felt he had done nothing wrong to the girl. As he remembered, none of his words or actions had hurt the girl. But why did Gia suddenly change her attitude as if Kevin had made a huge and unforgivable mistake for her.

Kevin sits contemplating in a crowded park visited by young couples who are drunk in love. Seeing a partner who fights intimacy not only makes him feel jealous and jealous but also disappointed. Disappointed because of his hope and desire to be able to enjoy a happy time like them it will not be realized. Not only did he have time to experience it with the girl he liked, the girl even now started to stay away from him.

Maybe this adage is suitable for him, "It's like a rumpuk misses the moon." At the moment Gia's love is something that is difficult to achieve. Not only is it difficult, but it may never be achieved. Though only a few moments he felt the happiness of moments with Gia. And in a moment of pity, when his heart just felt how beautiful when in love.

But it's all gone. Wither before it develops. Looks like Kevin has to bury deep in his love for Gia. But his little heart seemed to refuse to give up so easily. Is it wrong to maintain something that becomes happiness in his life?

For the first time in his life Kevin really felt so deeply in love. A love so sincere and honest. But why exactly in this moment his love must be tested. Should his heart experience the pain of unrequited love before he tasted the beauty of love.?

Perhaps what he was regretting at the moment was why they had met if they had to part ways so quickly. Why should bind a relationship even if only friendship if now must deny. Why and why?

Kevin really felt an unspeakable pain. Their relationship is not so deep. What if if they were already in a close relationship, the pain would be more painful than it is now.

Kevin lowered his body, closing his eyes. If not for feeling prestige and maintaining the image, he actually wanted to cry shedding his heart sadness. But he must be arrested. Although it feels tight and heavy.

Seeing Kevin's miserable condition, Gia's heart actually does not have the heart. But he also doesn't know what to do. Gia did not want to disappoint her parents. Gia recalled Grego and Om Joe's father's message to her that night.

^^^Flashback... ^^^

That night when Gia confides in Kevin's family, Grego's father and Om Joe finally tell him a little about the family. Although not the whole thing, but Gia can understand if her family does not want to be related to Kevin's family. A bad past leaves a deep enough wound. Although it has tried to be forgotten, but do not get connected again.

" Dear Gia, maybe you won't understand the past. Father, Mother and also Om Joe, just hope not to let you and your Brother Gio imagine the bad events in the past. Only we experienced it. Although your brother Gio has been a victim in the past.!"

Hearing the explanation from her father, Gia tried to become a more obedient child and obey her parents. It may feel heavy, because the problem is only the business of their parents. It's just that as a child they didn't want to be a disobedient child.

Joe also expressed his opinion. With the hope that Gia and Gio can make the right choice for their lives, but not hurt any party.

" Dear Gia, Om himself wishes you could decide which is right, which is best, which is wrong. We all do not want to be parents who seem authoritarian, forcing the will to their children. Because Father, Mother and Om understand if the past is a matter of the past. It has nothing to do in the present. But we also don't want past events to happen to you in the future. Even if we've tried to let go and forget about it, but we don't know what about them."

" So your father and Om, instead of forbidding you from being in touch or befriending Kevin or Keenan. But you must be able to sort out which one is the best. And whatever choice you want to make we'll all try to support it. We just want happiness for you, for us, for everything." Joe ended his words.

Flash off's.....

Gia took a deep breath. It is a tough choice but you have to choose. All for the common good. Because in this life not everything we have to have. We even have to dare to make sacrifices. Maybe it will hurt a little, the wound is sure and the sadness can not be eliminated begirut alone. But all of that will give you the courage to learn to face every problem that comes in your life. And it will be a very valuable experience to deal with problems that we cannot guess when will come, such as what problems we will face.

After being satisfied enough to see Kevin from a distance and convinced that Kevin can deal with it more firmly, Gia left the place. Pass from there and pray the best for Kevin and Keenan's happiness. And also for his own happiness.

Kevin who seemed to feel the inner contact looked around him. His heart felt as if someone was watching him from afar. But he doesn't know who that guy is. Only her heart says if someone is there for her. Because a conscience cannot lie.