Looking for Love for My Son

Memory Flakes

Since the last meeting with both Father and son, Grego and Gio, Evelyn had nightmares almost every night. The black and dark shadows about the two men especially Grego always appeared in his mind.

Although it looked like a nightmare because it always ended tragically, Evelyn did not feel afraid but everything instead made her even more curious. It's just that along with the nightmare comes the strangeness in Evelyn's body. His head often felt sudden pain. And the pain was excruciating.

It's just that Evelyn has not checked her current health condition. Is it possible that something is happening inside her body that is unknown to her.? Because all this time he had never felt it before.

While fantasizing, Gia who appeared suddenly when she saw her mother who was late in the delusion intended to prank her mother. With footsteps increasing, Gia headed towards the mother with the intention of surprising her. Her mother, who was unaware of Gia's presence, was still focused on the delusion. And in a loud voice while shouting Gia called her mother,

" Ibuuuuuu.... I'm still here!! The sound of Gia's cry almost made her ears deaf. And of course, Evelyn was very surprised. Almost his heart wanted to dislodge the sanking too tight and loud Gia's voice.

" Geez Gia, you did make my heart want to be dislodged! Evelyn stroked her chest looking at her daughter's behavior.

Gia even laughed satisfied because it had succeeded in pranking his favorite mother.

" What a dreamalin mom. Gia came by and I didn't know! search Gia.

" I don't fantasize. Maybe I just feel tired. So the innards are lazy! elak Evelyn's.

" Hmmm...! Gia knew her mother was evasive. There was something her mother was thinking about but she didn't seem to want to share the story with anyone. Everything was stored in his own heart.

Gia sat down and with a serious face she looked at her mother.

" lady.. Gia can you say something? I was worried that Gia asked her mother.

" What do you want to say, honey? evelyn replied in her soft voice.

" Mom....have you felt lonely all this time? Gia ventured to ask her something quite sensitive to talk about between mother and child.

" What does Gia mean? Evelyn tried to understand Gia's meaning.

" Don't my mom miss a life partner? Ask Gia honestly and openly.

" Why did Gia suddenly ask about that same mother? Gia looked at him with a serious look.

" Because Gia can feel it. If the mother is actually missing someone to accompany the mother. Someone who will accompany Mom in her old age. The one who protected Mother with her was full of love and affection.! Gia told her mother that her heart had been feeling all along.

" But I don't feel lonely. Gia has always been with Mom, so she's never lonely. Why did you suddenly say that mom was lonely? argue Evelyn.

" Mommy, you know what Gia means? You don't have to lie to your feelings. Gia is an adult and understands very well what is in mom's heart.! Gia also wants to see mom happy with someone you love! Gia tries to open her heart to be honest with her own feelings.

" Mom didn't lie to my mother's feelings. It's just that I don't feel any vibration with whoever it is! Evelyn said honestly.

" What about Savio. For seventeen years, did she not have the slightest feeling for him? Though Gia is very sure if Om Savio has a special feeling for Mom! she bluntly.

Evelyn was slightly surprised to hear her daughter's confession. Although he could actually see it as well even though he was a little hesitant about it.

" Gia, what the heck son, don't talk carelessly not nice to hear people let alone heard the same Om you! Evelyn reminded her daughter.

" But it's true, ma'am. Gia had talked to Om Savio Dan Om said that Om Vio actually harbored his feelings for Mom but Om Savio felt that mother seemed to close her heart to any man. Including Om Savio.! Indirectly Gia conveyed Savio's heart to his mother.

" Ahh... ngaco you Gi.! Evelyn refutes every word Gia says.

" But...doesn't you have the same feeling as Om Vio? search Gia kepo.

" What you know, you already think of Om Vio as your own brother. No more than that! evelyn said honestly.

" What's because Om Vio's age is younger than mom? Ask Gia again.

And only Evelyn responded with a head bobble.

Gia eventually ran out of questions to pry evidence about her mother's feelings.

" Or Mom, don't-don't Om who came yesterday is actually the soul mate of a mother who has long disappeared?

" Don't be weird Gi... met just yesterday-yesterday, what soul mate try!? Evelyn did not just think with her daughter's way of thinking.

" It could be ma'am, let alone the face of the wife om it is very similar to mother.! Gia imagines a photo of the woman's face shown by Gio that looks exactly like her mother.

" Who knows, it's just a coincidence. After all, his wife had not died just disappeared.! Evelyn tried to refute Gia's words just now. But somehow his heart and mind thought different things to what he said.

Then somehow Gia suddenly asked Evelyn about her real father.

" Mommy, my real father is who the hell. All this time Gia wondered why Gia didn't have a father. Even the pictures we don't have.! Gia's face turned sad. When you remember about this, Gia's feelings turn sad and upset.

Because he misses the figure of a father. At the age of growing up, for 17 years never once did he feel the love of a father. Although Vio always gives attention and affection to him, there is still an empty space in his heart that misses the figure of the father.

Gia who was busy with her thoughts did not notice the mother who looked in pain. Evelyn's head suddenly throbbed. Like being stabbed by something painful.

And in that pain appeared black shadows and pieces of scenes in the past. Like the fragments of memory that had been buried in his subconscious. The fragments seemed to want to string together events that had long been forgotten by him. It's just that the appearance of those pieces of memory gives a very painful pain.

Gia turned to look at her mother, and how surprised she was when she saw her mother in pain as her hands held her head.

" Ibuuuu! shout Gia. His feet immediately ran and his hands immediately grabbed the body of his mother who had almost fallen. And then her mother fainted.

Evelyn's body rolled helplessly over the hospital bed. Gia sat with a sad face beside the mother could not bear to see her mother's sad state. For 17 years, her mother had never experienced anything like this. Yang Gia knew her mother was a strong and stout woman. He single-handedly fought for the happiness of his heart. Never complained or grumbled. Always cheerful and joyful, hopeful and optimistic. But now the body is weak helpless. Pale and fragile. Was all this time his mother hid it so that when he was no longer able to finally he fell helpless.

Then Vio appeared with a worried and anxious face. A few hours ago, Gia called her after her mother fainted.

" Gi... How's your mom doing? Gia who saw Vio's presence instantly dissipated herself in the man's embrace.

" Om.....! His issues could not hold haru.

Gia's hair was softly and affectionately worn. Giving a little sense of comfort and safety in Gia's heart.

The door then opened a doctor accompanied by a nurse appeared.

" Good day, man,! greet the doctor.

"Good day Doc! reply Vio, Gia was silent because her sadness made her throat seem difficult to speak.

The doctor checked Evelyn. Then Vio ventured to ask the doctor about the pain experienced by Evelyn.

" Dok, how's he doing!? What the hell is going on? Anxiety and worry were evident in the glare of his eyes.

" Did Evelyn's mother have had an accident before? Ask the doctor to confirm before presenting the diagnosis to the patient's family.

" It was Doc, but it happened a long time ago, about 17 years ago! vio replied recalling the incident.

" Did anything happen that was fatal as a result of the incident? Ask the doctor again.

" Said the doctor who treated him first, he had a concussion of the brain that made him forget his memory. He's an amnesiac Doc! Vio's light was in accordance with what he knew.

Hearing Om Vio's words, Gia was a little curious. Because all this time he did not know exactly if his mother had been forgetting memories. His mother even Om Vio never told him anything.

" Om..so all this time my mother doesn't remember anything about her past? Even mother also forgot who her family was, moreover she forgot who Gia's real father really was?

Without a sound, Vio replied with a nod.

It turns out that oh there is a secret that has been immersed in the heart and mind of his mother. Secrets buried for 17 years.