Lika Liku Luka's

CHAPTER 17

"My child, what is going on inside you right now is a disease that is actually coming from yourself that you have never been aware of. Your anxieties, your anxieties, your worries, and of course your fears in the face of the events you are about to encounter have consumed half of your energy. The shadow of the darkness and darkness of the life you've been through always haunts your steps. And your head makes that your next life will always be dark and dark like previous events. There's nothing wrong. We, the elders understand and understand how uneasy the parts of life you have passed through are alone and full of sorrow. But we both know that we must not stop here, stop in the middle of the road, at the state of the land in the crossroads. Whatever happens, the journey and struggle of the country must continue. Rest assured that the shadow of the future is more frightening than when you face it. Uh, not so, dink."

Ki Juru suddenly stopped his speech, his palm waving as if he wanted to stop something.

"What you're up against is never easy, and it's always going to be heavier, scarier, harder than ever, that's for sure. Hahahaha, lie that I said it would be easier than before. The truth is like this, Nduk, you are wasting your energy imagining what will happen, what is there is save and use your energy to face the event, not to imagine. If people say your shadow is more frightening than the events you face, then for you this sentence is changed to this, believe that the reality you will face must be many times more frightening than your shadow. The reality you're about to face in the future is more terrifying and more serene than you could have imagined. Hahhahah, modar ra sliramu, Nduk!".

Ki Juru said very firmly, it is clear that there is nothing messing around from the whole series of events after events that always occur. Nothing is covered up. His face sparkled convincingly, affirming that that was the reality that had to be faced. What sets us apart from ordinary people is our spirit, that Ki Juru says all that while laughing. Yes, there is nothing to worry about, face, sadness and fear will only aggravate the situation of the self, but with a spirit soul will make it easier for us to face everything that will happen. "My son, wes tho, all this depends on the confidence of your heart, depending on the generosity and strength of your heart to Yang Aweh Urip."

Ki Juru, how can I work well if my body and mind still feel like this, weak helpless, out of energy. Let alone fighting, just act I feel so weak. I feel unable to do simple things for myself, how to think for others? How could I possibly get out of all this?" I was really almost desperate with all the things that befell me, really very weak.

I can only see creatures and situations that always take my energy for their benefit. All partying themselves, regardless of my fate and circumstances. I really don't know how to deal with all this, I no longer have to do anything else to be able to overcome this absence. I have always felt weak and sickly, I have always felt helpless and lacking in energy, defeated and fallen after so long in the struggle of the country. Traveling little by little within the limits of my ability, action without reference to science, without teachers, without clear reference aka all ngawur-wur, without basis, and I just do it without standard guidance.

"Where am I then?"

There was a choking sound, stifled, followed by a sudden coughing sound. I looked back at the elders, and I found a face holding a smile, holding back a laugh, with half-snorting eyes. They were hoping that I wouldn't see them, they were trying to hold half dead so as not to make a sound, but what power, everything could not be held back anymore. Finally spilled out already, they laughed loudly without being held back again, some just smiled with half-dead tickled fungi.

I was confused, "What happened, Ki Juru, tell me! Where's the funny thing, I don't understand. Why do you laugh at me when I'm suffering this kind of pain and sadness, pain and grief?" I cannot resist such deep irritation. Unlike usual the elders were like this.