
Today is the day that will end all my stories with him and the beginning of me and he must take the first steps to live our lives...today is the wedding day of Syifa and Leo..
I looked at my reflection in the mirror..
"you can Al.for sure can.."what a word for what it was.encouraged myself..
tock tock...."Al..are you ready.I'll wait in front ya..."!yell bang Ridwan
"okay bang.semittional I followed"soon I grabbed my guitar and followed bang Ridwan to go along to leo's wedding..
"let's bang.it's ready.."
" okay.lets go.."
****
at the party
it's true that it will feel different from a rich man's marriage..
I stepped in and really prepared my heart tonight...
"dooor..."
"astaga Ra..you are really surprised.get.kan.ku.."i replied when I saw this beautiful girl in front of me...really like a fairy..
can she laugh off after surprising me...
j
his smile really calmed the heart...
"Al....you are good..why bengong kayak..?"
"eh.iya gpp.cuma shock because you kagetin.huntung aja not got an impromptu heart attack.."
"hehehee sorry Al.ayuk there "without hearing my answer Ayra has quickly pulled me to one of the tables..
"it's different tonight.."celtuknya..
"what's..?it looks the same.."
"em.add handsome "say words while smiling.without being able to hide his cheeks that are blushing..
"you too.this evening is beautiful.."
"really??thank you.."ah basic.smile again.why is she so sweet anyway..
"haven't met him yet..?"
"yet.mau accompany me to say congratulations to him"then why do I feel sad with this question..
"ok..ayo..I will help you through this..don't ever feel alone again.okey??"he said while taking me to the pelaminan..
hufth.I took a heavy breath..
but somehow it is not as heavy as before.what because of the grip of this hand.there is a warm rustling in my heart..What is this feeling??
"congratulations on her marriage I wish you all the best." I shake hands with leo and syifa alternately..
"you are quick to follow yes.do not long ago.."
said leo..
"what the hell is le..."
"yes, they are suitable, right dear.liat deh Al sama Ayra..fit right..?"leo asked his wife
"uh.iy yes.."why does his face look like that I thought...
"yuk Al don't beat up Leo.ngaco."and then dragged me back to our table..
"don't take heart, said Leo earlier.he's the one.."
"even if I take it seriously as Leo said.his camera wants..?"I said teasing this sweet girl in front of me..
"uh.really.em.."
"that's Ra. I know.I couldn't possibly have wished to be with someone like you..."
"what does it mean"
"yes you know for yourself.I am a orphanage child whose life is not clear.Sedang right you..?I'm self-conscious about who I am.."
"by the way Al.does not like me.I am not those who look at everything only in terms of material.."
"hehee is yes.It's been so serious.."
'
"you who begin.."it hurts while pursing the lips.funny and adorable..
"thinking yuk rather than frowning.." Without hearing the answer I pulled him forward.I whispered the title of a song we were about to sing.he replied with a nod..
"this song is special for our happy bride and groom there.may always get a blessing in building his household..."
"On the end.this story...
On the other end.my anxiety..
I look at your eyeballs...
I'm not as handsome as don juan..
nothing is more than my love..
but right now, I have no doubt..
I really asked you...
be a couple in my life...
mother of my son..
opened my eyes and fell asleep next to me..
I don't.play around like other guys..
the one I know.I want to propose to you....
...."
boisterous applause ended the song when I kissed the back of Ayra's hand..
****
"bang..yuk home.already night nie.."takku when I see bang ridwan still cool talking with his friend..
"okay..."
then we rushed back to the hostel..
arriving at the boarding house, Ridwan did not go directly to his room, instead coolly turned to my room and laid his body in my bed..
"it looks like Ayra likes you Al..."
"how could I be bang.I would also realize who I am.."
"you this.do not ignore the taste that he gave.you also deserve to be happy Al.."
"what the hell bang.no way like an Ayra likes me..."
"kalo turned out to be right how??"
"i don't know.still not ready to feel the wounds of my heart anymore.because by opening my heart back it means I have to be ready to hurt...also happy.only time will answer will be friends with which love is.."
"quickly or later you have to reopen your heart, if you don't want to be friends with wounds, then try to be happy.."
"iya bang.you're right.."
"yeah deh.i go to the room first.ngantuk.asap sleep tomorrow must go to college right.don't be in vain in your scholarship just because it's too late..."
"get ready boss.." I said while sticking my palm on the temple se will salute him...
"hahaha you think I'm the flag of the country.."
he answered as he passed from my room..
drrrt drttt..hp I vibrate.a message..
hi Al. has arrived at the boarding house??samat break yes.nice dream...
Ayras
without me realizing the corner of my lips pulled back to form a smile review just by reading a message from him..
the nice dream too...
send..
two blue ticks which means he read it.eh he typed something.why I so impatient waiting for a reply from him.hehehe.
*lohh.be um sleep Al.Kirain I've been sleeping...
I'm disturbing, aren't I..?
no kok.ini want to sleep.ya already good night miss semaniis...
send*..
there is something different about my heart when I remember you, Ra..
and I don't know how long I've been pensive until I'm finally lulled into dreamland...
****
after returning from campus as usual I went straight to the cafe to work...
"sister Al.." Calling someone made me turn my back to find the source of the sound..
"yes.eh..syifa..what's the matter..not that you should be enjoying your new time as a madam leo.when is here...?"hah it turns out I still feel annoyed at him to the point of not being able to control my speech..
"why not talk like that..?"
"i've told you before.give me time to get used to all this.assume I'm just a friend or I pretend I didn't see me if I met.it would feel better..."
"sorry, then." she said glass...
"it's getting used to a situation like what..?"ask someone I didn't realize was behind me maybe since...Leos...
TBC....