Lika Liku Luka's

CHAPTER 12

ka.k Alpha....

the voice was still as soft as it used to be.aqu reviewed the smilequ towards him.Hiding the wound that felt so slicing me..

"hi.."finally that's the only sentence that kluar dri lipiqu.still with the smile I maintain..

"you know him yank?"leo asked syifa while looking at me...

it seems that Syifa is still confused by this meeting until she does not budge over the question...

"ah sorry sir leo we're just FRIENDS.."I emphasize the word in my final sentence.make the syifa realize that this is real..

"oh good if you already know each other.oh yes Al has received an invitation from us...?"ask Leo again.the question that makes this wound feel more real..

"yes already.congratulations mr. leo on his marriage.I am happy for you.and mbk syifa.."aqu extended my hand congratulating the couple in front of me...it feels like a fool.Saving people that I fight for others.even I do not look at the shifa in the least.I fear not to be carried away by my feelings.sorry syifa.

"thanks yes Al.and one more.can not donate one more only in my marriage later...,?more is fine.hahaahaaa"leo joke why it doesn't feel funny at all..

"of course.who dares to refuse the boss's orders.." I said with a smile at the knot I made...

"sorry, excuse me, mr. leo.bu syifa.." I can't stand in front of you...

"ok.hati2 on the road yes Al.ayo dear we enter.."leo asked the syifa who can only duck without looking at me...

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forgetting a moment of fatigue in my chest.today I will see the name of the candidate who got the scholarship.and here I am now...

Degs...

"alhamdulillah.." I said after finding my name in the order of 42...

at least there's still something I can fight for in my next life ...

"congratulations bro.god I see your name there.." said Ridwan while hugging me.Notah from where he arrived just been in front of me...

"kaya ghost you bang.all of a sudden nongol.kaget me.."ya in the end I chose to call him by the name of brother.karna I think he is indeed like my brother biat...

"hehee.cz.."

"where are you waiting?"

"i treat..make this success.."without aba he has already pulled my backpack.I am not angry...

he took me to the campus cafeteria...

"a lot of money bang use nraktir segal.mustnya I who treat brother.."pucapku shy.ya cook yes I pass but others who treat me...

"alah.santuy aja.ini my new money down the juice bokap..calm al..ayo eat not good nolak sustenance..."

and we continued our meal while occasionally discussing this new campus later...

"sorry..can you talk to alfa for a minute...?"this voice again.orqng most want me to avoid for now..

ridwan looked at Syifa for a moment and looked at me for approval...

"please sit down." I finally said in the midst of awkwardness...

"yeah.."

"want to eat something?"much

"uh no.thank you.sister.."

"yes?"I replied a little indifferently.I don't want to be complacent with my feelings anymore.

"when did you get here?and why is it on this campus?"

"doesn't people like me deserve to be on this elite campus?ah yes I forgot.I'm just a orphanage child who has nothing.."my circus.

"that's not what I mean.why brother so like this talking to me.."don't cry baby.my murmur in heart when I see him trying to hold back his tears...

"me?what is wrong with me?ah maybe my fault is only one.too believe in someone who said he would wait for me to pick him up but ultimately it was not me who made him surprised at my arrival it was me who was shocked by his status now.."hufth...more relieved like when I managed to remove my uneg...

"sister.this is not what you think.I can explain..."

"all right, I'm waiting for your explanation..."

"i'm in a matchmaking match..."

one sentence that managed to surprise me.But I still want to listen to him tell a story...

"then..."

"i cannot refuse.my father and mother were very kind to me. Those who took me from the home...then when their business was about to go bankrupt my father asked me to accept an arranged marriage with his co-workers in order to save the business of the father and all the employees who depend under the company of the father.I as a child can what brother...it's probably nothing compared to what they've been doing for me all this time, so I hope you can understand my position..."

I fell silent to the explanation of the syifa.then tried the tears that had previously flowed on his cheeks.this is all beyond what I thought.Yes maybe my heart is not that strong to be hard on him.

"i'm fine.I'm fine.don't cry anymore.."I'm weakest against her crying.

"can we stay friends like we used to?"

"yes.but give me time to stop this taste for you.It is not easy for me to forget you who filled almost the whole of my heart..emm?are you happy with her??"

"sister.me.."the eye can not lie.he must love leo.what else remember him who was kissing with leo yesterday.Hah it feels like my heart is crushed very strongly.

"well.it seems like I lost a lot to him.your heart seems not to be mine anymore.maybe it is also my fault to let you wait for me all this time.I will learn sincerely for your happiness..."

"forgive me.." she said as she lowered her head wiping the clear grain of her eyes...

"don't apologize.you're not wrong.I'm wrong among you.but sorry I can't go for now.I need my job at cafe leo..so if you meet me there try to behave if we are just friends.and I will too.welcome yes..I go first bang ridwan must have been waiting for me a long time..."

just a few steps I looked up and looked at him...

"syifa.you are prettier when you wear your hijab...."

my words leave him who is still in his place..slow my legs leave him and step up to start learning to forget also let go of him who is not for me???just imagine that you live with a small start.keeping him every day and then having to end up seeing him with others.

'sorry baby..I can't forget you now.but I'll try to numb this for you.God help me to let go of this feeling.help me be sincere about the destiny that you have outlined for me...'