Lika Liku Luka's

CHAPTER 11

last night I couldn't sleep well.the events in the park last night really shifted all my thoughts to him...it seems like today I have to really find out about all this so as not to ask questions...

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"eh Din..Today Ayra has a gig??"ask me while beraa in her pantry...

"tumben you name him.not last night you walk together.I see you know.eciecie..hehee,,,,"

"what the hell is Din...we just say aja semalem in sono park..but I'm serious how he gig not today??"

"it looks like Al...What's going on?"

"you know this..."

"huh base.by talking abis kejedot eyes where ampek like panda eyes that...huahahaaaa..."

"fucking you Din...so I didn't go to Jedot last night ..ish...have I taken the table no 4 which?"

"ye yes yes bentar.sensi very much like menstruation again aja..hihiiii"

"or ah..in the future I was.." I said after receiving my order...

that means I'll have to go with Ayra if she comes...

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ah that's the Ayra finally came too.my murmur when I saw Ayra just entered the cafe.she for what the hell was from entering to give something to all the cafe children who work...ah it's not important I have to ask him a moment again if my work hours run out...

then I continued my work for a few minutes and changed my clothes.I was about to step into Ayra's room but in fact she was the one who first looked for me...

"i'm looking for this from earlier uh it turns out you are here.this is a deposit from leo..all already dapet live have you nih.."cerocosnya while giving me an invitation..DEGG..that's not what makes me amazed.but the front photo of the invitation ..clearly this face...the face that makes me really can't fall asleep with a lot last night...Syifa....

"this.."my words were interrupted...

"youw it. Leo's marriage proposal with his fiancee.finally after a year of engagement they decided to marry me anyway...."

the words that Ayra spoke were more like glass shales that were scratched directly in my heart...even without me realizing my tears had escaped my eyes without permission.without thinking that I was crying in front of Ayra...

"Al...why are you.are you ok??"

I still looked down at the cover photo without heeding Ayra said

"Al..do not make me afraid deh..hey"he swayed my shoulder to serve hard to make me back tetsadar and immediately rubbed rough my aormat who was still reluctant to stop...

"eh..emmm..gak Ra.. I'm fine.I'm sorry.mau go home first..."

"hey Al..what's the matter why you're so sad about this...?"ask Ayra again while pointing at the invitation...

"Is it possible that my sadness will change something Ra....no??"instead of answering, I asked back and the question obviously made Ayra stupefied as if asking what I meant by the word just now...I sighed deeply and threw it aside rudely before continuing my sentence...

"he...my beloved.."appointed me in Syifa's photo...

"what!!!??"Ayra pulled my hand to follow in her footsteps.Akubtau this direction is the direction to her room.I did not pull my hand...

"so you want to explain it to me or you want to tell yourself...?finally Ayra opened her voice after a few minutes of looking at me pity...

"He's Syifa.he's the reason I'm here.in my first love.he's my lover.until now we never say goodbye except by distance..not a farewell to our hearts and relationships.I struggled to be reunited with him.here..in this city...in the orphanage where we grew up, until one day someone raised him to be a child...even I convinced him to leave by promising that we would keep our hearts together again because I promised to catch up with him and he promised to wait for me....I took a deep breath to release the tightness in my heart...

"but.this.." said I was held back while squeezing the invitation in my hand...

"sorry Al. I don't know..."

"no need to apologize.maybe it's my destiny to always be friends with wounds.Yesterday when in the park I still deny that it was him...but for now how am I going to deny that something is really right in front of me...?"

"Al...want I help you talk to Leo for this??"ask Ayra...

"don't Ra.. I hope you don't talk to anyone about this.let alone Leo has been very good to me.let me try to make peace with my heart..."

"but Leo might do this without knowing your relationship.maybe if he knows..."

"janga did something that would hurt others...."

"even if it hurts you?"his tanya contained a little anger like it...

"yes..."

"I..."

"had Ra...take it as God's way of telling me that he is not my soul mate.although I admit it is very difficult to forget or let go of him at this time...but I guess I'd be sincere if it was for his happiness.he's too precious to me Ra..."

"alright I'll keep this all as long as you promise to stay strong.don't fall into this situation..."

"yes. I will keep fighting.to heal this heart..I certainly can.." said I while forcing my lips to smile.'hold my heart.dg this pain'm muttering in my heart....I don't want to be pityed by anyone...

"yes, Ra. I say yes." I continued.

"home?"

"yes.and thank you for horrifying me ..It feels like a burden is released when I can share my tongue with you.emmm Ra..can I hold you...."I said litih.do not know why I even said that sentence...

but he even without answering hugged me very tightly like he was trying to make me strong...

I returned his embrace.calm....

"thank you Ra.sorry I look so crybaby.hehehe" I tried to laugh

"don't try hard on your own.I'll accompany you if you need it..."

"i'm home, yes..."

he nodded and I immediately stepped my foot...

but my steps stopped when I was going to the main door.I saw a familiar figure to me...and for a while he also looked at me as if he could not believe what he saw until I heard him say my name...

"ka.k Alpha..."