Lightly Longing

Madness Tama

"I just want to take this, Mom. I saw that Miss Ananta wasn't there to reach for it."

"Oh" cried everyone standing in the doorway. They also sat at their desks.

Me and Mr. Arbi were awkward, and went back to our table. The fragrant masculine perfume Mr. Arbi was left on my shirt, it seems that when we were close together it might have been stuck for a while.

The break has arrived, I'm still busy filling the grades for the kids. I held my head up, thinking hard about all this.

My attenuation is back with the photo in the box. Our pose is mixing the tempo first. When we were young, we were standing on a beach and Tama kissed me on the cheek with one arm around my shoulder.

Anyone who sees must be jealous of our affection. One year together, we never once fought. If angry, Tama just silence then muffle a moment and return to being her warm self.

His warm embrace at that time I still remember until now. However, unfortunately all the past is only a memory not to be remembered.

Tama sends a message through the blue balloon app. Yeah, well, I didn't block him there.

"Ta, can we repeat the old story again."

My feeling, don't be asked what the words written there are. Ah .. I don't know this is a heart, it's hard for me to explain.

Half-heartedly still wanted to be with him, but the other half could not cross the line that was already plastered before the eyes and it was legal and religious, as well as with him.

"Mom, so watch, right?"

"He uh? Ah, ja. Is she done yet?"

"Yet, anyway. There is still one more class," said Ms. Afifah who had been in front of my face for some time. Though the distance of our table is quite far, the table of Ms. Afifah is in the corner there.

"But, Mum. I'm curious about Mom's fans, aren't I?"

I stared hard at Ms. Afifah. It was clear that he was putting on a curious face. His eyes were fixed on the black box beside me. Immediately I put him down, so that he might be distracted.

"I'm not curious, Mom. Hehe," I tried to change the subject.

The bell rings. We walked into each other's classes. Oh, yes, I forgot about Mr. Arbi who called Good to BP's room.

I arrived at the class that was on the second floor, right in the corner. Yellow bamboo trees give cool air to this class. Different from other classes that seem barren.

"Good morning by noon" I said to all of them. They must be confused as to what to answer. Sure enough, they were currently seen throwing gazes at each other.

"You don't have to answer, I know you must be confused. Hehe. Okay, where did our lesson go last night? Any errands?"

A student who was in the front position seemed to open the page.

"Page 53, Mom."

"OKAY. Any errands?" I tried to find the students' response. They are indifferent. I pulled my lips in. "Okay, we go on, yeah."

I explained every detail of today's lesson. Shortening the explanation to be as efficient as possible they can understand and save my time. Mathematics is a very difficult lesson to understand. Most people are lazy to learn about this number.

Same with my life. I don't like uncertainty. After teaching, Ms. Afifah and I went home together to a famous mall that was crowded in all circles.

Arriving in front of the cinema, Ms. Afifah bought two tickets, while I bought two popcorn and ice. Also snacks like potato chips and nuts.

Bu Afifah chose the film with the title, 'Done' played by Ariel Tatum and Gading Marten. From the synopsis, this is a story about infidelity. I was a little offended, but yeah .. how else.

My heart and day are always empty even if there is a companion who accompanies me. I had previously told by Satria to go with Bu Afifah watching, he only replied with one letter, 'Y'

No more connections. A saying, not but a letter. Yeah, that's all I can describe. Ah, it's like to get away from the guy I don't know what I can call him. Cold, cold, or mysterious.

"Come, come in, Mom. The movie is about to start" said Ms. Afifah, holding two tickets. I nodded, indeed the door of the cinema has opened.

I followed Ms. Afifah, she seemed busy looking for a number of seats assisted by the cinema officer. Caught on my net a man wearing a jacket as well as a hat sat in the middle of the top row we're sitting on now. He looked down as soon as he saw me.

When the lights are turned off, many people in pairs are also besties who want to watch the film that has just been released a few days ago. Footage of viral movie scenes on social media, especially the players involved with the world of casting. Clearly, the women of our age who flocked came to witness the full version.

A man sat beside me. I turned my head, then my eyes widened when I saw Tama there. I glared in disbelief, next to an eyebrow up trying to ask him why he was here with that body language.

Netra we met, he looked at me nilar. The smile is painted there. The seeds of love that once were still tucked away in her eyes.

"What are you doing here?" I sent him a message through the blue app.

"Not accidentally met you last time in the elevator direction to here," he replied that we could not help but look at each other.

"Continue?"

"Yes, I miss you. That's why I'm here."

"Tam." I wrote there but the look on her face could be seen directly by Tama.

"Stay cool, nobody knows. Okay?"

I was wasting my breath. Tama does work by entering malls and supermarkets to check goods and sales promotion.

Ms. Afifah focused on watching and was very serious while eating popcorn. As for me, focus on neutralizing the heart that is racing fast. My back was gently swept by Tama.

Slowly he kissed her. My God, I think scenes like this only exist in Korean dramas that are hits among teenagers and mothers like me. In fact, I experienced something similar.

This sweet treat, I never got from Satria. In fact, he came home the other night never giving any news.

I pretended to drop the mini pack tissue I brought, lowered my head to pick it up. Tama followed me by doing the same. Again, we looked at each other.

Tama kissed my lips at a glance. I did that I was actually going to beg her to leave, because there was Ms. Afifah beside me. But, he kissed me. Huh! My face is warming right now.

"Mom Ananta?"