
Tasya looked at the ceiling of her room, her feelings were not out of whack now. How could he go so far away from his loved ones? Moreover, he and his friends promised to enroll in the same campus, even if not a single campus they will always be together.
For a moment she took off the heart-shaped pendant necklace she had always worn since her father's death. The necklace that Tasya had long kept because he did not want to wear it.
"Pa, surely papa ngelakuin this for Tasya same brother huh? Tasya is confused, Tasya really does not go anywhere. Wanna be here. But .... "
Tasya was silent, he felt that all this time he could not make his father happy. Will following his request be able to redeem the past?
"There's still 1 week left before registration, I have to think about it carefully" Tasya said
Amara entered Tasya's room and put the water she had deliberately brought with her because it was time for Tasya to take medicine.
"Yes, take the medicine first yuk. Don't be late later you get scolded by Doctor Anna," said Amara.
Tasya got up from his sleep and sat on the edge of the bed. Amara painstakingly opened one by one the drugs that Tasya had to drink.
"Tante," called Tasya slowly.
"What, baby, why? Do you want to eat something today?" Ask Amara gently.
"Tante what if Tasya not follow the will of papa to stay in Surabaya will be able to boil the past that has not been perfect Tasya love to papa?" Ask Tasya slowly.
Amara knows, surely Tasya will talk about this. He also deliberately came so that Tasya could vent his emotions.
"Yes, moving to Surabaya and making your father happy are two different things. You have the right to decide your own future. Aunty also knows that Tasya can distinguish between good and bad," said Amara with a smile.
"Hmm different, Auntie. Tasya also understands, only Tasya thinks if for example Tasya follow papa's will, it will certainly make Tasya feel seneng as well, if Tasya can do something for papa," said Tasya.
"All the options are in your hands, there is still time to think things through. What is clear, whatever your decision, your aunt and brother will definitely continue to support." Amara smiled as she gave Tasya the medicine she had to take.
Tasya nodded his head and immediately took the medicine, if he knew that this was not coercion. How he decides now.
...~ • ~...
Viko and Tasya are on the school rooftop. Tasya wants to tell Viko everything as soon as possible so she can confirm her relationship with Viko.
"I ... " Tasya said hanging.
"Why hm? Did someone disturb your mind?" Viko asked as she stroked the back of Tasya's hand gently.
"There is, but if I say the rich will add to your burden as well" Tasya's great-grandson.
"Father, tell me if we can think together. Don't we promise you we'll never cover anything up?" Ask Viko.
Tasya nodded and sighed. "Before my father died, he told Al's parents that he had prepared a house and company for me just as much as Radit."
"Certain why? Nice dong. It means that your papa is preparing your future well, then what's the problem?" Ask Viko.
"But in Surabaya. Which is automatic after graduation I have to go to college and live there," said Tasya hesitated.
Viko fell silent she was surprised to learn that Tasya would move to Surabaya but she thought about her studies in America and also had to leave Tasya.
"Yes, sometimes we need to move on even though we are out of our comfort zone. So, do it while you have the opportunity to make your papa happy," said Viko who remembers the words of her mother.
"But what are my friends, you too?" Tasya asked as she looked at Viko.
"She, there's something I want to say to you, too." Viko took a long breath. Is this a good time to tell Tasya?
"What?" Tanya Tasya well felt a little unwell with what Viko wanted to say.
"Papa I've been in college in America since I was in 11th grade and yesterday I applied the data and forms to it."
Tasya was speechless, how could Viko hide this from him? He even signed up while Tasya was still thinking about him.
Tasya smiled disappointedly and then got up from her seat while trying not to cry. "I think you're really doing what you say you never cover anything up, this?"
Viko held onto both of Tasya's shoulders and slightly lowered her head looking into Tasya's eyes. "Yes I'm doing this because I think of you, I try to make sure papa I do not school me there but can not. These few months I fought but in vain."
"Viko I don't have a problem with your efforts to cancel or something like that. You know, I just thought about breaking up rich gini and tell you first. But you're closing everything from me and the list is just that."
"Yes"
"I understand and will try to understand whatever will be your decision. But if you cover everything from me rich gini, it means you break all my trust, Viko!" tasya said firmly.
"I'll do everything so you don't think, let's not be sad. Let you be happy too, Shay."
"Yes, everybody always says that. For the sake of being happy by covering up the reality that I will face as well. You think I'm not gonna be surprised? I'm still shocked because my brother covered this up, now you. Who else tried to cover something from me?"
"This time I really did it for you, Tasya. For us, too, I'm just looking for the right time to explain to you. Okay I'm sorry, I was wrong to hide something, I'm sorry, " said Viko regretfully.
"As far as you are concerned, do anything without having to involve me in it. I give you trust to take care of your future. So I don't deserve anything anymore." Tasya let go of Viko's hand slowly and she left from there leaving Viko who was still sculpting.
"Argghttt why so rich gini anyway?! Bego you, Vik. Uda gua said you should be more talkative about this," he wrote to himself.
Tasya got off the rooftop and returned to class. There are still his friends and his friends Viko. Her face could not lie if she was emotional and held back her cries.
"Sya lo why?" Sarah asked when Tasya got to the bench.
"Later I explained, I went home first. Dadahh," Tasya replied as she picked up her bag and went home.
"Yes, Yes!" Sherli tries to catch up but Arka holds him back.
"Let's go first, maybe Tasya needs some alone time. We just wait for an explanation from Viko," said Arka.
"He fought with Viko, didn't he?" Ask Niken.
"It's just that they wanted to talk to each other like a cave" said Bagus.
"But why? I just saw them fighting this time. As long as they are dating, they feel safe" Sarah said.
"Yes the name is also a relationship, not always smooth. That's why we choose not to commit, because of the hassle" Reza said.
True, that's why all this time they still have nothing to do, because they are too comfortable in the comfort zone without commitment.