Life As Chairman of Osis

What Happened to Tasya?

It has been two weeks Tasya did not enter school, the situation is getting worse every day. He was always roaring like a person in pain, having trouble eating, not wanting to interact with anyone, he was always confined to the room. Not infrequently he speaks for himself, cursing himself, even cursing. Amara has trouble getting Tasya to talk, because when invited to talk, Tasya always answers casually, if he is okay and he is only disturbed by the voices that always bother him every day.

Amara calls Viko, she asks for help to get Viko to come today. He's very worried because Tasya hasn't been out of the room since last night. Moreover, he had not eaten for a few days. Quickly, Viko assented without further ado. He was worried, how not? The Tasya he often met was a different Tasya to now, as things were colored on him, shrouded in darkness. There were no more jokes, there was only Tasya's sad face every time Viko met him at home.

No matter how long, Viko has been at Tasya's house. He had a little talk with Amara about his old acquaintance who works as a psychiatrist.

"This, Tan. Viko is worried that Tasya's situation is getting worse. So Viko told her mom, she happened to have an acquaintance with one of the best psychiatrists in Bandung. And again we can call here, afraid that if we take Tasya, he thinks strangely, Tan. So let's make it better" said Viko.

"Thank you Viko, Auntie is thinking about taking Tasya to a psychiatrist, because the situation is getting worse. Aunty is afraid that something bad will happen to Tasya." Amara slightly exhaled her breath slowly.

"Calm, Tan. Tasya must be all right, he's just covered in the same deep loss, Viko sure that Tasya just needs his own space to recover."

Viko and Amara chatted, trying to figure out the best solution for Tasya, while Tasya was now standing staring at herself in the mirror of her huge dressing table.

From last night he continued with her, with himself who never tired of cursing, even cursing her.

Hey stupid boy!

Tasya looked at herself in the reflection of the glass, she smiled wryly, even herself cursing at him.

"Lo hasn't cape?" ask her in her own shadow.

No, until you die! Ayok died, what are you waiting for? Redeem all your mistakes as papa and brother lo!

Tasya just shook, his gaze blank, thinking of the words that kept ringing from last night. Even the voices that would bother him every night wanted him dead.

Why diem? Afraid? A coward!

"Gue is not a coward!" Shouted Tasya and lashed out at her in the mirror.

He laughed, Tasya hated him, even his own shadow hated him.

Hahaha you are not a coward, but a murderer!

"I didn't kill papa, it was fate!"

How you want, you're a killer! P E M B U N U H!

"NO! I'M NOT A KILLER!" tasya shouted with his emotions starting to get out of control.

THE MURDERER! YOU HAVE TO DIE!

"AAAAAAAARGHT, "His bag took a perfume bottle and threw it on his big glass.

CAST ...

The sound of broken glass was heard, Viko and Amara panicked and immediately headed for Tasya's room. Tasya cried so much, his room was filled with glass scattered.

"Why do you want me dead? Without you guys telling me to do it," said Tasya who is now sitting sobbing.

A pounding of the door rang out, Tasya glanced at the door, but he ignored it. He was tired of himself.

"This is my dear aunt, let's open the door, why are you?"

"Yes, open Shaa, what are you doing?"

Tasya ignored the call, in his head only the voices ringed. The voice to end his life right now.

"YES!! DON'T JAM-MACEM!" Viko starts to panic and tries to break down the door of Tasya's room.

Slowly Tasya picked up one of the shards while continuing to sob.

"It right? Which one do you want?" he said while slashing his left wrist without hesitation.

Tasya's body immediately collapsed, blood flowing on the floor coinciding with Viko who managed to break through the door of Tasya's room.

"MAYA!" Viko ran and immediately raised Tasya's body slowly, discarded the glass that was still held by Tasya's hand.

"Astagfirullah, Yes. Why are you so rich." Amara started to hysterically see the blood that kept flowing from Tasya's wrist.

"Look, Tan let's go to the hospital." Without thinking again Viko immediately lifted Tasya's body and ran and entered the car, followed by a panicked Amara.

They also went to the hospital immediately.

...~ • ~...

Radit ran quickly, circling every corner of the hospital looking for Emergency Installations.  Amara tells him that if Tasya attempted suicide, Radit dampened his ego, it turns out Tasya is more important than anything. Radit could not let Tasya with this condition.

Arriving there, Radit sees Viko and Tante being anxious in front of the IGD room.

"Tasya where?" radit asked when he faced Amara.

"Ta-Tasya is still inside, Dit. Sorry Aunt can't take care of Tasya." Amara hugged her nephew.

While Viko dissolves in her anxiety, she is afraid that Tasya will leave her. Even he ignored calls from Sherli, Sarah and Niken.

A nurse came out of the room. Viko remembered that the nurse was the one who took care of Tasya.

"Sus, how is Tasya? " ask Viko in a panic.

"Patients have been treated, for more details can be asked to the doctor. Excuse me first" said the nurse and walked back to leave the room.

Viko fell silent, I don't know what happened to Tasya in there. Shortly after, a doctor came out of the room.

"The Tasya Aurell family?" Call her.

Radit, Amara and Viko immediately approached the doctor.

"Yes, Doc. We're his family, how's Tasya doing?" ask Radit to panic.

"Can I come to my room? Come on," said the doctor.

Without further ado they followed the doctor into his room. They were afraid that other things would happen to Tasya. Arriving in the room, the doctor looked at them with an indecipherable look.

"So how's Tasya doing?" ask Radit.

"Look, thank God the patient's life can still be saved. The wound wasn't too deep, it just lacked a lot of blood."

"What's the situation now, Doc?" ask Viko.

"The patient is still unconscious hopefully soon and can now be moved to the treatment room."

"Thank God, but there's a certain complication isn't there, Doc? " ask Amara.

"No, but we need to evaluate the patient's mental state. Fear there is a condition that triggers the patient to attempt suicide. Maybe after his condition improves, we will evaluate. If more serious treatment is needed, we'll refer you to a psychiatrist."

"Oh so, gapapa, Doc. We are also worried that someone is mentally disturbing Tasya. Just do it."

"Well then, now just finish the files and the administration. The patient can be moved immediately and for now please just be taken care of so that the patient is calm and comfortable. Not to make him more depressed."

...~ • ~...

Tasya blinked his eyes many times, this domineering all-white room he was quite familiar with, especially the sound of water droplets from the infusion hose being heard.  Amara and Viko fall asleep on the couch. He glanced towards the clock, it turned out that time showed at half-time 7am. He forgot what happened to him, his head was heavy and felt dizzy, plus his bandaged wrist felt a little pain.

"Gue why?" he murmured as he continued to hold the back of his head.

Amara woke up, she saw Tasya who had regained consciousness this morning. Last night, Radit and Viko stayed waiting for Tasya to wake up.

"Tasya, are you aware, dear?" Amara approached Tasya, trying to check on Tasya's condition, in case something caused her pain.

The voice reflex makes Viko, with deftness he immediately came to Tasya.

"Yes? Is anyone sick?" ask Viko.

Tasya just shook his head. He doesn't know how to express it.

"Have it, don't think about the heavy stuff just yet. You want some breakfast? Let Aunty find food first in the future, yes" said Amara. While Viko helps raise the mattress so that Tasya can lean.

"Here, senderang. Do not be forced if dizzy," said Viko who replied nod by Tasya.

"No need, Tan. Radit had bought porridge for Tasya" said Radit who suddenly appeared from the door.

Tasya was startled, as she screamed when she saw Radit enter her room.

"Go!! Gakkk, don't bother me!!! The frightened Tasya covered both ears without caring about the wounds and infusions in his hands.

Radit was startled, he went straight to Tasya and put his porridge on the table.

"Dek, why are you? You are angry at the cave. The cave is not becus keep you gua tau. Don't be rich gini." Radit was getting closer to Tasya.

"Gue is not a killer!!! I'm not a killer!!" Tasya cries Viko tries to calm him but nil. Finally Amara called the nurse to come to the room.

"Honey, this is your brother Radit" said Amara as he re-captured Tasya.

"Syaa calm. You're strong, you're not wrong. You are not wrong" said Viko as she held onto Tasya's cheeks and looked at him deeply.

"GO!! I LIVE IN MYSELF! I'M NOT A KILLER, STOPP!!!" Tasya put away Viko's hand and closed her ears again. He was terrified when he saw Radit, he looked not even at Radit, but like a stranger. Plus the voices that came back were heard, making Tasya even more frightened.

Radit looked at Tasya, trying to make it comfortable not to be frightened. Tasya continued to cry, thinking why he didn't just die. 

"Please!!! I want to die! Don't tell me to keep going, I'm definitely going to sell," Tasya shouted in his post.

"Engga, Yes. The cave will not escape you. Deck, you gotta hold on. Don't die, you have to endure. We love you." Radit could not help but hold back his cries.

Slowly Tasya began to calm down, as the nurse came and gave him a sedative. He was silent in Radit's arms. His breathing began to settle and his gaze was empty.

"Sorry cave, Shay. Cave brother is bad for you." muttered Radit who could not bear to see his sister with this condition.