Life As Chairman of Osis

Lowest Point

Along the way Tasya did not stop crying, Viko felt sick to see the state of Tasya that looked chaotic. While Tasya is now like being hit by thousands of stones, so much he did not know where the pain came from. He felt so guilty and made himself a suspect due to the death of his father.

"Vik, I want to follow papa," Tasya groaned in tears.

As soon as Viko stopped her car, she slowly clasped Tasya's hand, channeling comfort to make Tasya feel no pain alone.

"Don't say that. Gua tau lu is a strong person," said Viko in a calming tone.

"Can't do it, Vik. I'm not strong, I want to disappear from here. Papa I leave me because of my behavior, my mom does not think I exist even she was born in me, bang Radit hate me. I can't. I don't have anyone else." Tasya immediately raised her knees and hugged her knees tightly without letting go of her grip with Viko's hand.

"Crying, gapapa. Lu nangis until relieved. Let your anter cave go home safely."

Viko let Tasya cry, while driving back even with one hand. Viko perfectly understood that this girl next to him needed a lot of people to be next to him at this moment.

A few minutes later, they finally arrived at Tasya's house. Sherli, Sarah, and Niken are waiting in front of Tasya's house. They were worried that they knew what Tasya was going through from Viko.

When Tasya got out of the car they immediately hugged Tasya. Viko told them all about Tasya. Until finally they hugged Tasya while crying. They can't see their best friend like this. Tasya who was always cheerful, turned into full of sadness.

"The one that made me die." Tasya tightened her embrace on Sherli.

"Udah, don't talk just yet. I know how you feel, why you cry." Sherli stroked Tasya's back gently, hoping it would calm him down even a little.

"Syaa we have to lo, lo gapapa nangis, lo gapapa sad, we will continue next to lo kok," continued Sarah.

"Yeah, you don't feel guilty either. It's destiny, Shay. Don't blame yourself, not good." Now Niken is talking while hugging Tasya tightly.

"But if I'm not stubborn, pas—"

"Sstt already, go in first yuk. Not here, not well," asked Viko.

They entered the house and went straight to Tasya's room. Viko had contacted his three friends, so that more and more helped him to calm Tasya, besides being afraid in case there was preparation for a lecture at Tasya's house.

Tasya is now sitting on his bed, accompanied by his three friends. While Viko sat on the chair with her three new friends coming while continuing to look at Tasya who was still crying.

"Lo must be sincere, kasian bokap lo must be sad to see his favorite son cry rich gini," said Sarah.

"Gue who made my bokap died, my bokap must have my rich son," Tasya's great-grandson.

Sherli held onto both of Tasya's cheeks, looking at him gently while wiping away Tasya's tears.

"Yeah, it's not your fault. Many times I say, you are not wrong. The incident just coincided, you do not blame yourself you continue to dong, Sya. I hurt like this, I understand you're sad, you're lost, you're disappointed, I know. But stop beating yourself up, will you?" Sherli could not hold back her tears that had been forced not to break.

"Lo don't cry, I even more crying," said Tasya while hugging Sherli tightly.

It was dark for them that night, seeing Tasya crying. They were able to calm down after Tasya took the medicine and then fell asleep due to the effect. Niken continued to stroke Tasya's hair, staring at Tasya who still seemed to look a lot of burden despite being asleep.

"Bang Radit is really angry?" ask Sarah to Viko.

"Yes, the cave just saw him that angry. Though he was very dear to Tasya," replied Viko.

"This mother of hers why she was so rich went to Tasya. I don't understand, but Tasya is his real son." Sherli is visibly upset when she learns that Chandra's mother is Tasya's biological parent.

"According to the cave, it's her mother's fault not Tasya's. He doesn't know the truth. Alm, his father Tasya is very good at covering up the crime of his ex-wife," said Bagus.

"Udah, I think he was shocked too. He just found out, he said. So the cave was just before."

"Yes, it's really Chandra. But I'm more handsome." Niken hugged Tasya tightly, she loved her best friend so much.

"What matters is that you're there for Tasya now. Kasian if he is alone will think strangely, cave worried dah," said Reza.

"Sama, let alone saying he wanted to die." Viko continued to stare at Tasya fixedly, hoping that tomorrow morning she could be stronger than tonight.

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Now that the funeral is over, Tasya still cries while hugging her father's headstone. He had fainted 2 times, causing his friends to worry, while Radit did nothing and remained silent as if he did not care.

Radit looked at Tasya, there was hatred but it was undeniable that Tasya was his sister. Rather than her exploding, she decided to leave this cemetery.

Viko stared at Radit's departure, she understood that Radit also needed time to digest all these events. All he needs to do now is, continue with Tasya.

Niken embraces Tasya's shoulders, trying to be a backrest if at any time he needs it. While others drift in each other's minds.

Slowly the sound of footsteps rang out, Tasya pitched her head after seeing the 2 pairs of shoes stopping beside her. Slowly Tasya stood up, trying to look at someone who had just broken her heart. Lidya and Chandra come to the cemetery.

Tasya tried to stare at them trying to toughen up, trying to contain the anger and disappointment he felt. He did not want a commotion to occur in front of his father's still wet land.

"What's wrong?" in short.

"Sya mam —"

"Don't come any closer." Tasya cut off Lidya's words trying to hold her.

"Sorry mom, baby," said Lidya slowly.

Tasya only chuckled at the words of someone she said was a mother. She did not feel her tears falling again, but she did not want to look weak and immediately wiped her tears.

"Tell me for his condolences. But I'm sorry I want to go home" Tasya said slowly.

Lidya tried to hold Tasya's hand, but Tasya did not care and immediately left the place. His heart still ached when he remembered Lidya's words yesterday that blatantly rejected him. Viko tells everyone to catch up with Tasya, while Viko still looks at Lidya with an indescribable look.

A step, two steps, Viko approached Lidya and was met with a gaze by Lidya.

"I'm not Tasya, I'm not part of Jonathan either. But regretting the aunt's attitude to their family." Viko ventured to reveal what she was thinking.

"You mean?" ask Lidya not understand.

"Obviously Jonathan hides aunty's faults, until he gets hatred from his own son. Twelve years also Tasya lived in the hopes and shadows of his mother who was considered an angel." Viko stopped her words for a moment.

"But baby, when he found out the angel he had imagined all along was not what he had imagined, hoping to hug tightly, but which he was denied. Left by his father with a shadow of remorse by the deeds he did because people covered up the ugliness of the aunt." Viko hurried to leave the place, while Chandra could only be silent, he did not know what to do.

Lidya cried, she realized that all this time had been so bad as a mother. Even yesterday he refused Tasya. Seeing Tasya destroyed, his maternal instinct felt to come and feel what Tasya felt.

"Ma, I'm disappointed with my mom" said Chandra.

"Mama knows, mama's a bad person. Mama's gonna fix everything." Lidya tries to convince Chandra.

"Free, Tasya has lost it all. It's all because of Mama." Chandra couldn't hold back her emotions and she left Lidya.